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I have to tell you SI, I have been soooo interested in the Psuedoccultmedia site. I have searched for sites like this and I can never find them on my own. Its been about 5 days now and I am still analyzing this site.
I have been in the entertainment industry since I was 5 years old. I always wondered why I wasn't the one 'chosen' to be a media phenomenon, now I know why.
Thank You again.
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What area of the industry are you working in Andrea?
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GWSO.
i agree with your analysis too. i like making my own observations based on whats presented.
i started doing theatre and commercials long before youtube. i live in Ohio, you can only go so far here. but I made trips to NY, no luck. i gave up after my oldest was born (12 years ago). my husband is a composer, producer he is still hanging in there. i wanted to be the next Shirley Temple...oh well.
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Andrea Wrote:GWSO.
i agree with your analysis too. i like making my own observations based on whats presented.
i started doing theatre and commercials long before youtube. i live in Ohio, you can only go so far here. but I made trips to NY, no luck. i gave up after my oldest was born (12 years ago). my husband is a composer, producer he is still hanging in there. i wanted to be the next Shirley Temple...oh well.
I think you can still take acting classes and perform part time at a small theater. I don't know. If that's really in your heart, devote some time to it.
But it can be the best that you're not up there. A lot of those actors asks "frairies" or muses for help before they perform, and also empty their bodies so they can channel the performance through. Shirley Temple undoubtingly does it too as some of her public posters are suspect that there's no way she's not involved in the background Hollywood culture of the occult to success.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_r-fhFk89Cs
Sometimes what you think is in your heart and the opportunity to get it, gets taken away. After sometime growing up, you might realize it is no longer a passion. God can be very mean to some times.
I use to love running a lot. Then God broke my shin splints. Now my dad is running a lot and he brags to me that his legs are in pain but he can still run.
I want to go to grad school and get good grades, but as my elementary teachers would tell you, I belonged in special aid classes. I worked more harder than other people. I even have problems socializing because of that. God made me with mental deficiencies so I can't reach that passion.
I thought I wanted to get into acting since I was a child, but I realized it must be something else that attracted me to it. I also use to be psychic before I suppressed my abilities, and I would show it off to entertain peope, but mostly to boast my self-esteem and cause people bewilderment. I realize it's not a healthy attitude to boast yourself. I took an acting intro class at my university, and it's basically the only class that I got an A+ in, and I realized it's too much work, and I'm neurotic because the way God made me, so I'm apathetic towards the arts now.
But your case is different since you persued it when you were younger. Now the question is whether it's legit or did your parents push you into it, and whether you are financially stable enough to persue it if that's what you want. I don't think you'll ever to be too old to go for it. You don't have to be a young hot snizzling girl. If your child is still very young, maybe wait patiently.
Or you can ask God that you trust if he's making it impossible that he has a reason and ask for some peace in your heart. I can't guarantee he'll answer, but he can give you a spiritual space of peace.
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Thanks SI, you have a special way with words.
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