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***SilverInfinity*** · 11-09-2005, 03:27 PM

Honestly labeling them, I realized that everyone around was a reflection of me. I wanted their qualities at a young age: Normal, cool, etc. I remember this as the first thought that lead my psychic abilities and awareness to almost disappear and my life to completely disasterous experiences.

This awareness compels me and reminds me of the importance of the present. It is the moment of synchronicies, experiences, god-signs, and knowing in my childhood. Then, when I RECOGNIZED that they were indeed being a crucial part of my present experiences, I started reclaiming my powers, and APPRECIATING them for their EXISTENCE and roles. Since I appreciated them I also felt very releasing and forgiving and that the experiences were neutral (no blames). I especially appreciated my body and mind for the experiences of which my very own thoughts CREATED. I stopped blaming. I stopped running away from the power of my thoughts. Also, I felt that if enough images of the present and first thought are "recollected"/recognized, that life will change and I will want another life experience.

Finding this awareness difficult in the face of a great oppressor, I realize that this is built up and even the smallest, slightest, subconscious thought was only amplified.

I experienced all of this last night. The strength I felt was indescribable; however, roughly, it felt very unlacking, clear, right, and balanced. I felt like I could accomplish anything I wanted effortlessly.

This morning I'm back to my "normal self" but I am beginning to consciously RE-FOCUS my attention on this awareness.

***Monica*** · 11-09-2005, 04:21 PM

Dear SilverInfinity

I had a similar experience last night as well!! I had been weighed down by all that I was reflecting, and working on releasing, as well as deeply held old energy in my actual body.

Then as I started moving this up to my Oversoul I realised that it was all about where I focus. As long as I spend so much time reviewing what I wish to release it will continue to exist in my life, so I saw the 'blocks' of energy that I had felt limited by, moving back into God-Mind. I felt my power to create anything I want or need, along with a great clarity and calm. There was a lot of silver, royal blue and violet.

In some relationship issues I have, I saw that all I need to do is release everyone, because they're not my responsibility. All I work on is me, and the only place I need to go for answers is my Oversoul. A little voice would call me back and say what about 'Expansions', or other positives in my life, but I could see that even they are just another reflection. Relying on anything external will lessen your power. I saw that whenever I learn from the outer world, it is truly my Oversoul teaching me. Stewart and Janet's presence in my life is facilitated by higher levels, and is also a reflection of my inner power and potential. It is incredibly empowering to see that truly everything comes from within.

I further realised I do not need any external resources to teach me about colour/tone/archetype, because I already know everything. I do not need to follow other's ideas for Hyperspace/Oversoul work, because my Oversoul always has the perfect solution for my needs.

The difference was feeling this knowledge, rather than understanding the theory, and it has brought me to a copletely new level of self-comprehension. I still can see where energy needs to be released, but I also know all I have to do is focus on what I need/want/desire.

I often find that there are many levels of experience that are accurately described by one explaination, yet the personal experience is quite different. I did know all the above before, but it has moved to a new level of comprehension. Nothing can 'vicitmise' me, as I create everything in my reality.

It's hard to explain, I know, but SilverInfinity I get what you've said. One of those amazing and indescribable experiences!!

***SilverInfinity*** · 11-09-2005, 07:36 PM

I find it a synchronicity that we both went through a growth spur last night. There may be something there...

Quote:The difference was feeling this knowledge, rather than understanding the theory, and it has brought me to a copletely new level of self-comprehension. I still can see where energy needs to be released, but I also know all I have to do is focus on what I need/want/desire.

I really agree with you on this one. Thx for adding your experiences. (You're very articulate. :))

***Monica*** · 11-09-2005, 09:54 PM

I have noticed many unsual children in my experiences of childcare. The genetic combinations are very evident in their appearance and mannerisms.

I feel there are some young people now who are moving toward creating a stronger collective mind-pattern. Perhaps because of their youth, their mind-patterns are more flexible, which allows Hyperspace and Oversoul knowledge to be absorbed and utilised very quickly.

For myself, I have a vision of the world I wish to live in, and everything I do moves toward that.

***SilverInfinity*** · 11-10-2005, 05:43 AM

I think this is very likely a possible future timeline. We'll just have to work harder on recognizing our mind-over-matter nature.

***Avatar*** · 11-10-2005, 08:41 AM

I agree with both of you. I sense a large number of Soul Personalities have incarnated on Earth now as the Reptilian Illuminati Families and their NWO Agenda comes to near complete fruition and now it will collapse for them in the near future.I think after the 31st of December 2010 the Illuminati will start to lose total control and they will panic. Prime Minister Tony Blair and the rest of the sick, destructive Windsor Fascists all look concerned and worried.As the Victim Mind Patterns start to be released more and more on Earth the Sirians will become more and more interested in helping Earth Humans out of this horrific mess that has been allowed to occur in this world.I also believe as millions of new Sirian oritentated, fearless Soul Personalities are born into this Physical Reality that the old Soul Personalities of hundreds of millions of Humans caught in the Timeloop of Illuminati controlled Reincarnation will all die in the next 5 years, so massive die back will happen and then as the Collective Consciousness shifts into fearlessness and millions of people without deep level Programming and Victim Mind Patterns millions of new Soul Personalities will be born and the Illuminati will literally be phased out of the new EMF range forever.So they can build Palaces on Mount Zion made of gold, silver and diamonds if they wsih but the Illuminati and their NWO Agenda, the Third World War and all the rest of negative, fear based rubbish they wish to throw at the world will happen but have no long term effect on any of us in the end. So they will fail.Take care both of you.

***Monica*** · 11-10-2005, 06:11 PM

That is interesting you mention Zion.

My friend recently told me about a place called Zion Wildlife Gardens. It is a place for endangered species - mostly lions and some tigers. The lion frequency combined with this term is interesting.

A Winged Lion at Zion: the acknowledgement of True Reality and God-Mind, and co-creation of Paradise on Earth?

***Avatar*** · 11-10-2005, 06:22 PM

Hi there Monica.Monica said:

Quote:A Winged Lion at Zion: the acknowledgement of True Reality and God-Mind, and co-creation of Paradise on Earth?

That is very interesting indeed Monica. I love Cats and they speak to me both by using Hyperspace and Telepathy and also through facial expression and unusual meowing, which i find lovely.I wish sometimes i had 8 feet tall Cat People walking around with me as i love the presence of Cats so much.I am sick of the Reptilian Illuminati Families, especially the Windsors who have destroyed Britain. There is no national identity left in Britain, no happiness, alot of racial tension, alot of disillusioned young people, a crumbling middle class and a looming recession and Prince Charles Windsor talks about organic farming whilst the Nazi Windsors rape the world dry. I also feel millions of people are actually trapped in a time loop on Earth and should not even be living here but are because of the Illuminati and their Occult Technology.Children know the truth, adults try and forget the truth. Children are very aware and actually can teach adults alot of things.My Mother did not love me very much as a child so i have problems loving my Male Identity but i am getting there and will keep on focusing on Deprogramming.I am tired of life as it is and wish everything on Earth to change and soon. Alot of people feel like this. The day is coming soon when the Illuminati will destroy themselves because of their arrogance, greed and giant egos.Take care.:smile2:

**William** · 11-11-2005, 09:19 AM

Avatar Wrote:I also feel millions of people are actually trapped in a time loop on Earth and should not even be living here but are because of the Illuminati and their Occult Technology.

Avatar, I have heard many speak of a time loop, (David Icke, etc) I have asked Stewart many times about us being in a time loop and he has said no. Maybe i just have not asked him the right way? I pray for more understanding of this.