Do You Think You Have Made Progress?

[Polly]

Thanks, Octahedron, for your input.  I hope to be adding to this thread as time passes and spirit moves me.  ;)  So much of the hidden reality has burst wide open and it is easier for people to begin reclaiming their minds.  Not that doing so is easy by any stretch of the imagination but it's building momentum as the years pass.

Polly

[Octahedron]

Thanks, Octahedron, for your input.  I hope to be adding to this thread as time passes and spirit moves me.  ;)  So much of the hidden reality has burst wide open and it is easier for people to begin reclaiming their minds.  Not that doing so is easy by any stretch of the imagination but it's building momentum as the years pass.

Polly

Yes, I agree;  I'm still learning and getting new insights every year; it feels the release work is a slow but forthgoing process; it also goes subconsciously around. With ups and downs; with stops and accelarations.

[Polly]

A few more items I have been contemplating as far as progress goes are:

1.  I am not psychically harrassed as much as I used to be.

2.  I don't experience the intensity and frequency of backlash that I did.

William, I haven't answered your question.  I am sorry.  I will do that.

Octahedron, yes, I think what you wrote is common to all who are deprogramming.

[Polly]

  Do you think that last year just before Katrina hit or even just as the Hurricane formed alot of us was feeling that or atleast maybe the ELF?  Is that the same like what your talking about?  Or are you even maybe talking about shifts in Alters that make you feel different?

Hi William,

Katrina is another example of what I meant about havng to adjust to a new state of "normal."  I felt a huge battle was waged over Katrina by various groups -- where it would hit, how strong it would be when it came ashore, etc.  It was amazing the activity I was picking up on.  But that is not what I mean. 

It was after Katrina came ashore that my sense of normal was changed again.  I felt the overwhelming emotion like a flood, the sensation of a huge cleansing, the survival mechanisms kicking in and the loss even though I was not there physically.  My coping abilities were challenged and my sense of normalcy disrupted and it took me a while to adjust and feel normal again which had to include the experience of Katrina.

I hope this makes more sense. :) 

Polly

[PurpleParrot]

I didn't read everyone's posts in here but I will get to it soon. I feel like I'm in a writing mood now and I wanted to answer this question.

Yes I feel that I have made progress and great changes except I think most of my healing stems from constant oversoul communication. I am new to all of this and I've had a rough year that I guess I'm using as an excuse to not go deep within and flush out things in my past once I've understood and merged the lessons all in. I have learned so much about myself and other things this year.I do feel changed but I know I'm supposed to endure further changes and further lessons. The only thing is that I was sometimes scared and overwhelmed by all of this(hey let alone the actual things in my life..but yes it means fear release work needs to be done) that I just want to run away from it all and I know I shouldn't be making a big deal out of it.  The one thing I needed was to rest this year and I'm trying to do that.I think once I feel like I've got a clearer head/clearer mind, I'll definitely heal at a decent pace.I now know that I shouldn't do it at a fast pace since I'll need to understand the consequences of trying a certain technique on myself,etc.

So there's my take....

 

[Polly]

Thanks, Purple Parrot.  It's very common to want to run away from looking at the programming.  I've been scared and overwhelmed many times, too.  And it is a big deal.  If it wasn't a big deal deprogramming would be a cinch.  Everyone has to find their own way and what works best for them.

I feel very strongly that the "climate" has changed on the planet, enough so that programming doesn't stick as strongly as it used to and is easier (relatively speaking) to find out about, access and release than years ago.  I don't mean to say it is easy now but at one time it was near impossible and the repercussions serious.  :)

I also think life and the energies on the planet now are forcing programming to the surface whether one is actively seeking it or not.

I don't mean to make anyone feel pressured; I am just interested in a general consensus and to see if matches my own experiences and observations.

Polly

[Mercy Now]

Polly,

I agree that the "climate" on the planet has shifted . As far as my progress I must say that there are times where I feel I have 'stumbled into Grace" and that grace gets me through the rockier places .My "pink " chakra behind my breastbone has become larger, clearer and brighter .A little sparkly too.:nod::lol:


Mary

[Wildflower]

Yes, I have broken some of my habitual thoughts, daydreams really the sort that go nowhere and drag the mind down and take up time. For me that is a real progress and I am extremely grateful. It is like being freed.

I am still physically sick and I did allow this to discourage me away from the work for a while. It is strange but during this time away from the work I still seemed to make progress with the habitual thoughts.

It is strange but doing massage work on my neck has brought so much emotional stuff to the surface, things I have not thought about in 20 or more years and it is not really thoughts, but real, raw viseral emotions. I had forgotten the feelings and not being able to feel what those feelings had felt like was blocking things I think. So now I am making some more progress emotionally when I wanted to make progress on my health but I guess all things in their own time. I can see myself and my own weaknesses s better now that this has started to happen, the flaws I wanted to see but was blind to.

I can see some of my part in reacting to things in my teen years and how I made those situations worse than they might have needed to be by allowing myself to react to others in the ways they wanted maybe but weren't good for me. I can see more clearly my parents and others and their true reactions, see through the rationalizations I made for others behaviors towards me and see my true blame in the situation not the blame they told me I had. I was responsible for my part back then but my part was different than others wanted me to believe.

I know that probably makes little sense to others. It is hard to explain. I should have trusted in my own knowing back then and my own heart. Others told me I was stupid and didn't listen to them or that I had a foolish heart and paid too much attention to it but now I can see I didn't pay enough attention to it.