12-02-2005, 09:59 PM
I normally don't post programming or metaphysical experiences because of security issues. There is one experience I had that was interesting and involves the idea of 'Dopplegangers' so I wanted to mention it because doppleganger themes a appear a lot in mysticism (Dostoyevsky does a lot of work in his fiction involving use of dopplegangers to get metaphysical points across) and the evil cousin of true mysticism: programming and Mind Control. I'm also posting this because it relates to some ideas on Monarch that I was thinking about related to a reply to a separate thread that is still in draft that I didn't want to wait to talk about. I also like the ideas of breaking up large posts into smaller ones - so here we go.
In numerous mental experiences, I've seen dopplegangers of myself - something that looks like me, seems like me, acts like me but is symbolic.
In one particular occurence, while laying in bed, and working out my nightly routine, I saw an image of myself and a mirror image above me, hovering by a few inches. The mouth in both figures was open and a spray of water was shooting from the double hanging above into the mouth of its twin on the bottom. The symbols are the Mouth (I relate it to Bet, or the House symbol, inside/outside), above-ness (sic); one twin - 'above' relates to the mind (as above, so below) symbolically, 'below' relates to the physical life on earth or the body (North and South, in terms of Mind, are just symbols like left/right|East/West), the sentient self actually working in the mundane world, the act of laying itself is a symbol as is the bed.
To be clear, I DON'T see this as a programming dream but an Oversoul deprogramming one, with the doppleganger representing one way of seeing the Oversoul side of myself and the water representing a flush or cleaning, Oversoul -> Self. I'm still not sure what conclusion to draw from it conclusively, though, or if there is a single, final, conclusion. (I don't share the supposition that there is always a single, master overriding theme. I tend to believe in concurrent streams of meaning that working like an intertwined thread that solidies into a single thread ultimately like a synthesis.)
Dopplegangers appear a lot in mysticism and programming so I thought I'd post one of my experiences here. Hope someone finds it useful.
In numerous mental experiences, I've seen dopplegangers of myself - something that looks like me, seems like me, acts like me but is symbolic.
In one particular occurence, while laying in bed, and working out my nightly routine, I saw an image of myself and a mirror image above me, hovering by a few inches. The mouth in both figures was open and a spray of water was shooting from the double hanging above into the mouth of its twin on the bottom. The symbols are the Mouth (I relate it to Bet, or the House symbol, inside/outside), above-ness (sic); one twin - 'above' relates to the mind (as above, so below) symbolically, 'below' relates to the physical life on earth or the body (North and South, in terms of Mind, are just symbols like left/right|East/West), the sentient self actually working in the mundane world, the act of laying itself is a symbol as is the bed.
To be clear, I DON'T see this as a programming dream but an Oversoul deprogramming one, with the doppleganger representing one way of seeing the Oversoul side of myself and the water representing a flush or cleaning, Oversoul -> Self. I'm still not sure what conclusion to draw from it conclusively, though, or if there is a single, final, conclusion. (I don't share the supposition that there is always a single, master overriding theme. I tend to believe in concurrent streams of meaning that working like an intertwined thread that solidies into a single thread ultimately like a synthesis.)
Dopplegangers appear a lot in mysticism and programming so I thought I'd post one of my experiences here. Hope someone finds it useful.