First I dreamt that I was pregnant and in labor. I was walking around ââ¬â I think I was looking for Richard ââ¬â and I kept holding my stomach up and groaning. I guess I was in a type of apartment complex, because everything was inside. There were people all around, in hallways and sitting at round tables. I finally came to a front desk and I asked to go up to where Richard was. They had to buzz something to open up a door or an elevator that led to more hallways. I remember going through a door and into a hallway where I saw Richard open up another door to an apartment that he was in. Thatââ¬â¢s all I remember about that part of the dream ââ¬â I think I woke up then. When I fell back asleep, I was kind of in the same dream again, but this time I was in a hospital where I had already had the baby. This baby was only about 5 inches long. For some reason, they were not letting me have my baby and I had to steal it from the hospital. I put it into a box and mailed it to myself, and then I went home. When I got to my house, I waited until the mail was delivered and I was hoping that the baby would not die before I could get to it. The box came and I opened it up. The baby seemed blue and still, and at first I thought it was dead, but then I massaged its belly with my finger and it came to life. I put the baby on this type of bed on a dresser or something, and Richard came into the room.
{This is where the dream takes a disturbing turn, so stop reading now if you are easily offended.}[/b]
For some reason, Richard thought that this baby was for some kind of ritual that he was supposed to do, so he climbed up on top of the dresser and began trying to have sex with this teeny, tiny baby. I stood there watching him, not being able to say or do anything to stop him (I wasnââ¬â¢t allowed to), but I remember thinking that he would be really upset if he knew that this was his baby. He couldnââ¬â¢t complete the ritual though, because the baby was so tiny. He stopped, but then something was happening to me, (part of the ritual?) because I remember I began feeling orgasms.
Nasty dream, huh?
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Wow. The surprising turn is disturbing. I'm fortunate you kept it short. lol. I'm sure this is programming or astral forces messing about with you because of the orgasm and extremely strange circumstances of the dream ending. I don't know if Stewart is willing to hear this sort of thing. Would he? He could advise you as to what happened though.
I'm pretty sure I know what this means - or at least I think I do - and I'm not sure I want to let him get his hands on this. I have enough doom and gloom in my life.icon_glaskugel Besides, I'm back now, and hopefully I can get back to normal again and block those type of dreams from reaching me. icon_fies
Ah well...que sera, sera...
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As I eat my popcorn while reading your dream I have to remark how Nimble Richard is!
Serious now though. Thats a powerful dream. Im glad you posted it. Atleast you can remember some of your dreams. Its been awhile since ive remembered a dream because Im thinking that my daily life is enough so how can I handle dreams right now. I must say that I enjoyed reading this dream, I was hooked when you mailed your blue baby. Brilliant! Does the blue baby denote it being alien?
Thanks for posting your dream!
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No guys...the baby was just 'blue' because she was dying. My massaging her belly resuscitated her heart so she became 'pink' again. icon_headbash No aliens in this dream. icon_color
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That was my first impression when I read your story. I thought it was dieing. :discust:
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Yes, I thought it was dying too, but I just thought you picking out the color blue was somehow related to aliens, I know when I shipped my sister in a box she turned grey, but thats a whole nother story! :eek:
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hey i just skimmed your dream..and i do admit it was disturbing....
am i saying something wrong that babies are also kinda messages for new life? or am i confusing that with birds/baby birds of which i often used to see in my dreams a great deal?
if the baby was blue(ice or royal?)...and you mailed it to yourself..maybe a message from the future to yourself? i think there's a hint of androgyny in there too since it changed from blue to pink...what shade of pink? lusty pink? pale pink?
rooms i think are compartments..i often have dreams of walking into different rooms...
the buzz from the door..a trigger for you to go into an alter or to follow instructions? I'm only guessing here. I have no good knowledge of programming/deprogramming just yet.
elevators and stairs are where you change alters or levels of programming,right?
did you actually feel orgasms physically? were they after or during the dream? just curious.
was the baby actually a part of yourself--alters,etc?? do you know if something like this happened to you a long time ago when you were an infant? because its interesting how when the ritual was performed on another, that you started actually experiencing something..unless this scene is a trigger for you in some weird way.
Wow, Purple Parrot... I guess I didn't delve into this dream as much as you did.icon_ahhh
I mean, I figured it was some kind of a ritual that was done, but I never stopped to think of when. I guess I just glossed over it, since it was kind of disturbing.icon_scared I do know that I wasn't ever that tiny.icon_headstand I was 7 lbs. 7 oz. when I was born (on the 7th).
I do have in my dream dictionary that 'baby' or 'pregnancy' means "new idea for your life."
As to the color of blue it was, well I think it was closer to an ice-blue (maybe slightly darker), and the pink was a pale pink.
As to the near orgasm icon_blush, well I can't honestly tell you when it happened. I think it was during the dream, but my sleep back there was so strange, a lot of the times I didn't know if I was awake or asleep. I know...that doesn't make much sense, does it? But it was exactly like that. I seemed to 'wake up' a lot during my dreams...but then a few minutes later, I'd really wake up. It was quite confusing sometimes. icon_doh
I don't know if it was alter switching or triggers or what. I just didn't think about it - period.
Hmmm...that statement right there tells me something...icon_erschreckt
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