03-02-2009, 07:05 PM
Something that has been popping in my mind is the idea that I want to learn how to use a gun. My father is completely against using guns and has never fired one before. I have been so far exactly the same way as him, I've never fired one. When I learned about programming I thought that I might go into an alter and use it on myself during in a suicide activation. Consciously I've never been suicidal in any way, but there is a fear of myself owning a gun for some reason. I asked my dad why he never wanted to use or own a gun, he said I live my life in way so I don't have to. This is exactly the way I think which startled me because we never talked about guns before and I'm 31 now. I'd like to hear what other people think about guns, and if its just best to stay away from them for programmed people. Thanks.