Thanks BlueMoon. I guess I understand how people would feel. It was really hard at first, and still is. Every time I get a call from my girls, my heart drops just hoping that it is not bad news. So far, she has been making positive strides. She still has the respirator in, but that may be coming out this week if her lungs are still clear and her heart looks good. It is just so hard being so far away from them and knowing how scared Olivia must feel. All she has known in her short life is pain and tubes and wires. She's already had heart surgery, but that went well. The really sad part is that they STILL do not know what is wrong with her or why this is all happening. But like my daughter said, as long as she gets better, she doesn't care about the what or why.
