08-02-2006, 01:03 AM
Hi everyone, i'm glad to be participating here. I'm relatively new to the material from expansions. All I've seen is the Introduction to Mind Control video. However I have several of Swerdlow's books ordered and they should be arriving in my mailbox any day now.
I was monarch programmed from as far back as I can remember. I was adopted at birth into a family that was luciferian/satanic on my adoptive father's side. Whenever there was a family gathering on that side of the family, adults would sit around and talk openly about the NWO, not as a conspiracy theory, but as something they were directly involved in. In fact, right up until a few years ago I assumed that the NWO was just a benign political group. That was about the time I broke ties with all my extended family members and began to remember monarch programming traumas, and I started piecing together my life story.
My adoptive mother's family was involved in more of a coven-like group. They considered themselves seperate from Illuminati/NWO, and they scoffed at the luciferians on my adoptive fathers' side. But when it came down to it, they had to answer to the NWO group, as they were part of their general power structure and they were very low in status.
Both groups 'owned' me in a slave-like way. I say this because it was the cause of much misery during my teen years. It is an extremely complicated story. But the important thing is that I'm now free from both groups. I've moved across the country and I'm looking to begin the deprogramming process. These last few years of seeking freedom has been extremely difficult. Mostly I'm thankful that I'm still alive. I have some stories I can share, about my involvement and things i've seen and experienced. Maybe this info is new and can help somebody somewhere. Also look forward to learning from others. Thanks for reading. --Flu0x76
I was monarch programmed from as far back as I can remember. I was adopted at birth into a family that was luciferian/satanic on my adoptive father's side. Whenever there was a family gathering on that side of the family, adults would sit around and talk openly about the NWO, not as a conspiracy theory, but as something they were directly involved in. In fact, right up until a few years ago I assumed that the NWO was just a benign political group. That was about the time I broke ties with all my extended family members and began to remember monarch programming traumas, and I started piecing together my life story.
My adoptive mother's family was involved in more of a coven-like group. They considered themselves seperate from Illuminati/NWO, and they scoffed at the luciferians on my adoptive fathers' side. But when it came down to it, they had to answer to the NWO group, as they were part of their general power structure and they were very low in status.
Both groups 'owned' me in a slave-like way. I say this because it was the cause of much misery during my teen years. It is an extremely complicated story. But the important thing is that I'm now free from both groups. I've moved across the country and I'm looking to begin the deprogramming process. These last few years of seeking freedom has been extremely difficult. Mostly I'm thankful that I'm still alive. I have some stories I can share, about my involvement and things i've seen and experienced. Maybe this info is new and can help somebody somewhere. Also look forward to learning from others. Thanks for reading. --Flu0x76
