I Almost Got Possessed Again

[SilverInfinity]

While I was meditating a few minutes ago I slipped into a sleep paralysis. It felt borderline astral and physical. I felt my body paralyzed at the same time when there were energies/winds around me... I could not see anything though.

What I did was totally stupid and made me closer to a possession than ever before. I demanded I would make love in the astral. Usually what I thought would manifest in front of me, but this time it was all weirded out and dangerous. I saw nothing and then suddenly experienced an erection. And before I could react, I felt a blob of cold energy went through my left ear, smashed to the right side of my head, and went down through my tummy. (I believe the spirit was going towards the erection). I thought it was about to finally possess me.

I knew what I must do. I kept violet flushing it out of my body. It was a difficult task because the spirit kept pushing downwards. Man, it was scary! But I finally pushed it out of my head and then immediately broke the sleep paralysis. Thank God!

Right now I feel like I'm being watched. There are these code spots that I've never felt before in the room. I'm violet flushing the room though, as I am typing. And I really hope that nothing weird will happen tonight because of what happened. Please pray for me people!

[Sariel]

Please pray for me people!

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Just to know, you are paying by every hour. During religious holidays you have 50% of discount. But only for one religion you choose, you can't have discount for Christians, Jewish or Buddhistic holidays, just for one you choose. And yes, it is in $$$.

Now, seriously. You are playing with something you should not doing. I don't think you were possessed but your experience was most likely programming technology. 
Usually, possessed people don't get erection, but, people who are programmed on astral level during sleep or during astral projection do get erection because of programming. That is how installed programs reset itself and start with operating. That is very similar when you are installing new software and you need restart your computer after instalation before new program can become operative.    
 

[SilverInfinity]

Haha, funny you.

But thanks Sariel for suggesting it is programming. I may have expected it, but not today. What do you suggest I do? Should I visualize the merger at the root chakra when this happens again? It most likely will. The erection during sleep or sleep paralysis has been happening for over sometime. But I'm surprised why they want to make it seem like a posession. Or my other thought is they threw a heavy bag of energy into me that contains programming. Who knows. But I thought one of the reasons why porn is there is so that entities can possess you while you are errected or something.

[Sariel]

I may have expected it, but not today

And why not today?

What do you suggest I do?

Keep yourself in ultimate protection and spinning of chakras is very important, too.
In which meditation you were involved before that happened to you? You should always protect yourself before any meditation.
Before sleep visualize royal blue color, and if you have problem with sleeping you can look in the archive, there is one post about the color which you should visualize before sleeping. I think it is one shade of blue.
Don't make love on the astral, rather use physical reality. I don't know would merger in the root chakra be of any use. Try to prevent things rather than to respond on them.
Sea salt helps too.

Hmm...you need good protection, good sleep, and little of deprogramming process. Did you have chakra scan? That could be of importance to you.

Right, porn is not good, because it vastes personal energy. If you have strong libido rather use Playboy or some 'appropriate' literature (silly me :) ). After all, if you need to have sex, have it on better way.


Sorry, I must end now or I would need to change my nick in Dr. Sariel, and Sariel is actually an Archangel and they don't have profesional careers and degrees.

[SilverInfinity]

And why not today?

It seems like a possession.

Keep yourself in ultimate protection and spinning of chakras is very important, too.
In which meditation you were involved before that happened to you? You should always protect yourself before any meditation.

T-bar balancing. I was centering the dot in the circle before I fell asleep.

Sea salt helps too.  Hmm...you need good protection, good sleep, and little of deprogramming process. Did you have chakra scan? That could be of importance to you.

I no longer get good sleep, but I spin my chakras every morning after I wake up, and also reinitiate the Ultimate Protection Technique every three days. . . A chakra scan sounds like it would help, but I heard it is around a hundred dollars and I'm facing financial hardships as a college student.

. . . You said that getting erections in sleep paralysis shows a sign of programming. Do you believe I am specifically program? My ethnicity should be the most distant from the genetic defect vulernability for programming, yet they go after me. I believe it must be my past intense psychic abilities.

[SilverInfinity]

And why not today?

It seems like a possession.

Keep yourself in ultimate protection and spinning of chakras is very important, too.
In which meditation you were involved before that happened to you? You should always protect yourself before any meditation.

T-bar balancing. I was centering the dot in the circle before I fell asleep.

Sea salt helps too.  Hmm...you need good protection, good sleep, and little of deprogramming process. Did you have chakra scan? That could be of importance to you.

I no longer get good sleep, but I spin my chakras every morning after I wake up, and also reinitiate the Ultimate Protection Technique every three days. I still do not have access to sea salt water or distilled water.

A chakra scan sounds like it would help, but I heard it is around a hundred dollars and I'm facing financial hardships as a college student.

By the way, you said that getting erections in sleep paralysis shows a sign of programming. Do you believe I am specifically program? My ethnicity should be one of the most distant from the genetic defect vulernability for programming, yet they go after me. I believe it must be my past intense psychic abilities and because my mom's side is for some reason psychic.

[DolphinGirl]

Everyone is targeted for sexual energy stimulation and extraction.  The capture of the random sexual discharge of the general population can be quite significant in value for the PTB.  Therefore you can be sure you are programmed for this because we all are to some extent regardless of our ethnicity:

In order to deal with this you can practice specific protection and affirmations. 

These are a sample of some of the Sexual affirmations in "The True Reality of Sexuality" by Stewart Swerdlow:

"I release the need to be sexually influenced by outside sources.

I recognize sexual stimulation from ELF bombardments.

I deflect all sexual stimulation from outside sources.

I deflect all undesired outside sexual influences, even while I am sleeping.

I keep myself in heavy violet to deflect ELF bombardments."

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You get the drill, 

balance  -  protect  -  affirmations.

And please. please, don't ever, ever INVITE an astral sexual experience.  Jeez, it can really mess you up in ways you can't even imagine.  Stick to the physical acts making good use of Hyperspace protection techniques.   You might call it Hyperspace Safe Sex!!

And do yourself a favor and read Stew's book on sexuality.  The detail is amazing and very powerful.  He has included fascinating information regarding the creative priciple and how to put it to good use.

 

[SilverInfinity]

Thanks for the great affirmations DolphinGirl. I will try them.

[DolphinGirl]

They are Stewart's affirmations but you are very welcome anyway!:big grin:

[SilverInfinity]

Err - My bad. I mean thanks up posting the great affirmations up. :slywink: