I Finally Realized Why I May Have Been Chosen For Programming

[psyconaut]

there are most likely blond haired blue eyed people in my background especially since i am mostly of german descent,i am brown hair blue/hazel eyes.  I was always extremly smart, beyond the level of other kids my age ever since i was very young and my parents bragged about it, possibly painting a bullseye on me for programming. I MAY have been programmed from birth to do drugs as a way to control my intellegence, by being unhappy unless my conciousness was altered, its just like one day when i was younger i just went from anti drug, to curiousity

[MC]

Tell me how you came to the conclusion that you're extremely smart,as I am extremely stupid,and would like to know :ninja:

[psyconaut]

Tell me how you came to the conclusion that you're extremely smart,as I am extremely stupid,and would like to know :ninja:

I didnt really come to this conclusion, its mostly from what other people have said. People were always blown away by the things i would say even when i was very young, things far beyond what normal kids at that age would say. I did well in school for most of my life, but 6th grade to 8th mostly wasent motivated to work because it didnt challenge me, and bored me so i was like why the hell am i supposed to do what i already know and understand? I kind of stopped doing my work. Also the fact that i can to this day come to classes completly stoned off my ass yet still exceed most of my classmates on tests etc which frustrates the other sober kids but this isnt to BRAG so dont take it that im just saying why i may have been a target. i must note then that marijuana does not itself make you stupid, but people who are dumb in the first place tend to be more likely to try it giving it a bad reputation it does not nesscessarily deserve, it can even improve concentration in my case. BUT my former abuse in the past of disscociative classed drugs(which specifically are very damaging in nature, much more so than say LSD,mushrooms,DMT,mescaline,marijuana etc...) it has significantly affected my thinking negatively, brain capabilitys, as well as seeming to destroy my sensitivity to paranormal happenings although my sensitivity was the cause for alot fear and tormenting by "them" in my younger years mostly when my parents would leave me alone at the house things would move, doors shut or open, things falling from shelves, feeling presences, or at an abandoned house where a man killed his whole family and later hung himself a few years earlier, my friends convinced me to go into it they thought it would be cool, as soon as i entered only about 5 feet i felt very cold, the hair stood on the back of my neck, and i felt a grasp on the back of my neck, i was so scared i could not even utter a scream, I nearly burst into tears, my friends continued in but i turned and ran home, they though i was just being a pussy. Those particular drugs turned off my sensitivity to paranormal pretty much completly. which is a blessing and a curse

[Monica]

Some types of drugs can enhance psychic sensitivity, depending on the individual, and that's also why they're used in programming sessions.

It is very common for programmed people to feel odd, different, or special in their abilities when they're young.  I also excelled in school when I wasn't feeling bored, but I often found the work to not have enough interest for me.  If you have had deep training in your programming then this makes sense, because you do know information that is beyond the level of what' you're being taught.

I also saw people who had it the other way round, where they felt and achieved at a "lower" level, and found the work hard, despite being very brilliant in their personalities.  It does depend on how a person's energy pattern/mind fits with a teaching programme.  Some methods of learning are not encouraged in schools, including people who have a more intuitive/creative personality.  Then again, we all have capacity for infinite intelligence as we're all conencted to God-Mind.

So, these feelings and other people's perspective of you, are used to enhance the programming.  I used to have people comapre their results to me on tests to see how well they did, and figure out if it was a hard or easy test.  It's not fun, but it is used for these control and manipulation purposes.  Intelligence Spectrum programming is designed to make people super intelligent with great memories.  Keep doing deprogramming work, and it will all become clear. :)

[SilverInfinity]

I thought Stewart said that the Intellegent Spectrum programming is a matrix that puts you through a series of tests in dreams. If you pass these frights without suffering a stroke or cardiac attack then you will be put on a higher altar for even scarier tests. The icon is usually a jack or clown. I've had my encounters.

[Monica]

I didn't mean the actual structure/imprinting of Intelligence Spectrum, but the effect on the person.  It increases certain mental capacities, as the name suggests.