02-10-2007, 02:36 AM
Ok first of all, I want to make a strong point that I do not condone the use of illicit drugs in any way shape or form, as I've had my fair share of horrific experiences, and have come away from that scene many years ago, so please don't take this post the wrong way.
In 2001, I had a 3 month long LSD experience. Whilst on this drug, it explained the whole 'Law of Attraction' scenario and how it played out.
As the drug itself had emotional disruptive qualities, as well as physical reactions (which are still present without the flashback of the LSD a the moment), during the 3 months, things that I could not explain really scared the utter **** out of me.
First thing that I experienced was how so many things that related to me would appear all over the television, magazines, adverts, and how often they would occur. It was always on the same frequency of my fears whilst on the drug - and because the intensity of the drug was so powerful, it had to manifest.
Now I realise, whether it was an actual 'psychotic' delusional episode, or whether the constant thoughts with the emotion behind it, aligned me to experience the syncronicity issues that aligned myself with the universe.
Now - I also understand that because it was a 'bad' feeling - it was not in alignment with my true self - so ALL the bad feelings I had experienced, were NOT reality to what I came across - and realised it was the exact opposite, for the exact opposite emotion would be happiness or love to be aligned with you, and I did not experience such feelings with some things I saw.
So with regards to normal day life, I was at work one day, and I started to panic because of what I heard on the radio - this released a huge 'negative' high with pinging sensation which was almost painful to experience, at the peak of that emotion, the lid of the printer at my computer desk dropped open - which increased the fear of being frightened at the syncronicity. At that exact moment of reacting to the lid opening, the phone rang and now i'm fully starting to lose my perception of reality as the emotion was so intense. At this point, I stumbled outside and had a lay down on the grass to calm down - which I now realise was the BEST thing I could have done as it grounded me! Within minutes I came back to normal (as normal as could be on LSD) without the reaction of fear....
It was as if, whilst on this drug for 3 months, negative experiences occured around me that seemed 'supernatural' and even 'unnatural'.
Another time, my step dad discussed his disbelief in religion and talking about 'how can someone believe in Satan and hell, what sort of god punishes his supposed children' (something along those lines). Well when he mentioned 'satan', it wasn't the right sort of word or thing to think about whilst under the influence - anyway, I started to panic again, thinking I was doomed to hell for eternity, and feeling utter fear, eyes dilating, sweat pouring, mouth drying, nipples tingling (pain wise). Few minutes later, my step dad asked me to come outside to help him, and asked me to pass him the container bottle that was near me, as I picked it up it had the word 'SATIN' on it, however I didn't read 'SATIN' I read satan, at the very moment of believing it said satan, It managed to slip from my hand, fall on the floor, and spill everwhere, damaging the things it landed on, and again - a feeling of fear thinking of what just happened with the explosion of negative energy, I slipped on the liquid and nearly fell flat on my back.
I just couldn't believe what was happening.......but I understand now.
So basically, drugs are powerful things, they can do so much damage, it can put you in a 'drug' alter (altered state) and create such havoc in your life.
From the work i've done, I've released the energy of the existing LSD crystals in my cells, which I would feel every 7 - 8 months or so. Upon releasing, I felt the actual drug but not intensly. Few days after I started to lose heaps of weight due to release of the toxins stored in my fatty cells that was dumped through the normal course of 'releasing the past'.
Recently I had the same reaction, but to my surprise I didn't feel the LSD component, only the physical side effects associated to it, which was dilated eyes, mouth drying, sweating, and nipples tingling (not pain now). So there are crystals in my cells associated to the collaborative energy that tells my mind to perform these things to my body upon reaction to such events, which I need to tackle next.
Shouldn't be long before I totally remove such negative frequencies from my own system...will keep you all 'posted'.
Regards
In 2001, I had a 3 month long LSD experience. Whilst on this drug, it explained the whole 'Law of Attraction' scenario and how it played out.
As the drug itself had emotional disruptive qualities, as well as physical reactions (which are still present without the flashback of the LSD a the moment), during the 3 months, things that I could not explain really scared the utter **** out of me.
First thing that I experienced was how so many things that related to me would appear all over the television, magazines, adverts, and how often they would occur. It was always on the same frequency of my fears whilst on the drug - and because the intensity of the drug was so powerful, it had to manifest.
Now I realise, whether it was an actual 'psychotic' delusional episode, or whether the constant thoughts with the emotion behind it, aligned me to experience the syncronicity issues that aligned myself with the universe.
Now - I also understand that because it was a 'bad' feeling - it was not in alignment with my true self - so ALL the bad feelings I had experienced, were NOT reality to what I came across - and realised it was the exact opposite, for the exact opposite emotion would be happiness or love to be aligned with you, and I did not experience such feelings with some things I saw.
So with regards to normal day life, I was at work one day, and I started to panic because of what I heard on the radio - this released a huge 'negative' high with pinging sensation which was almost painful to experience, at the peak of that emotion, the lid of the printer at my computer desk dropped open - which increased the fear of being frightened at the syncronicity. At that exact moment of reacting to the lid opening, the phone rang and now i'm fully starting to lose my perception of reality as the emotion was so intense. At this point, I stumbled outside and had a lay down on the grass to calm down - which I now realise was the BEST thing I could have done as it grounded me! Within minutes I came back to normal (as normal as could be on LSD) without the reaction of fear....
It was as if, whilst on this drug for 3 months, negative experiences occured around me that seemed 'supernatural' and even 'unnatural'.
Another time, my step dad discussed his disbelief in religion and talking about 'how can someone believe in Satan and hell, what sort of god punishes his supposed children' (something along those lines). Well when he mentioned 'satan', it wasn't the right sort of word or thing to think about whilst under the influence - anyway, I started to panic again, thinking I was doomed to hell for eternity, and feeling utter fear, eyes dilating, sweat pouring, mouth drying, nipples tingling (pain wise). Few minutes later, my step dad asked me to come outside to help him, and asked me to pass him the container bottle that was near me, as I picked it up it had the word 'SATIN' on it, however I didn't read 'SATIN' I read satan, at the very moment of believing it said satan, It managed to slip from my hand, fall on the floor, and spill everwhere, damaging the things it landed on, and again - a feeling of fear thinking of what just happened with the explosion of negative energy, I slipped on the liquid and nearly fell flat on my back.
I just couldn't believe what was happening.......but I understand now.
So basically, drugs are powerful things, they can do so much damage, it can put you in a 'drug' alter (altered state) and create such havoc in your life.
From the work i've done, I've released the energy of the existing LSD crystals in my cells, which I would feel every 7 - 8 months or so. Upon releasing, I felt the actual drug but not intensly. Few days after I started to lose heaps of weight due to release of the toxins stored in my fatty cells that was dumped through the normal course of 'releasing the past'.
Recently I had the same reaction, but to my surprise I didn't feel the LSD component, only the physical side effects associated to it, which was dilated eyes, mouth drying, sweating, and nipples tingling (not pain now). So there are crystals in my cells associated to the collaborative energy that tells my mind to perform these things to my body upon reaction to such events, which I need to tackle next.
Shouldn't be long before I totally remove such negative frequencies from my own system...will keep you all 'posted'.
Regards