03-30-2008, 12:17 AM
I had a lot of time to reflect since i wrote on the Kuipers Belt thread, and I can only explain it this way so maybe you can see what happened, and why I was like that, it wasn't an excuse, but can help others learn that balancing and grounding is important.
LSD as Stewart mentioned is reference to:
Lyrae-Sirius-Draco = Left brain - Pineal - Right brain
When I first wrote the cryptic message on that thread, it was out of inbalance.
It was the belief that Sirius was better than any other which was inbalance, meaning too much Pineal, whilst blocking 'right brain' superconscious trying to remove it within. That prevented right brain activity, and prevented all aspects of right brain function. Meaning left brain was too 'logical' and 'airy' which was all technology stuff.
When I reacted, it was realisation that Draco was better than Sirius and Lyrae. So it fully activated Right brain, whilst feeling negativity for Sirius/Pineal. Still imbalance
It allowed superconcsious communication, whilst de-activating Pineal.
That allowed me to reflect and receive the information at my current situation, which was 'you need to balance all 3, as all are equal, and no judgement on either. Need unconditional love for all three'.
When that came through, it put Lyrae - Sirius - Draco in balance, of unconditional Love for all three, as well as feeling the balance behind that.
That very process of balance was allowing me to experience what is happening in Physical reality, as well as non-physical, agenda of Clear People, illuminati etc..
I cannot explain that any more than that, sorry if that doesn't answer any questions, but on a very personal level, it was the very reason, I had a 3 month LSD trip in 2001.
I think that is all I needed to express, and I hope people understand when they come across this thread, and any other thread with what I have written, even if they are disgusted at what they read my posts, that a lot was based on no trust, fear, and trying to help others, whilst not helping myself, and those close to me.
So I believe right 'now'. I have completed something, there is lot more to learn, but that is enough for today. Now I can just relax and love my wife, because for some reason, today is supposed to be for her and her only.
Take care, and love to you all, my intentions have always been genuine.
Love
LSD as Stewart mentioned is reference to:
Lyrae-Sirius-Draco = Left brain - Pineal - Right brain
When I first wrote the cryptic message on that thread, it was out of inbalance.
It was the belief that Sirius was better than any other which was inbalance, meaning too much Pineal, whilst blocking 'right brain' superconscious trying to remove it within. That prevented right brain activity, and prevented all aspects of right brain function. Meaning left brain was too 'logical' and 'airy' which was all technology stuff.
When I reacted, it was realisation that Draco was better than Sirius and Lyrae. So it fully activated Right brain, whilst feeling negativity for Sirius/Pineal. Still imbalance
It allowed superconcsious communication, whilst de-activating Pineal.
That allowed me to reflect and receive the information at my current situation, which was 'you need to balance all 3, as all are equal, and no judgement on either. Need unconditional love for all three'.
When that came through, it put Lyrae - Sirius - Draco in balance, of unconditional Love for all three, as well as feeling the balance behind that.
That very process of balance was allowing me to experience what is happening in Physical reality, as well as non-physical, agenda of Clear People, illuminati etc..
I cannot explain that any more than that, sorry if that doesn't answer any questions, but on a very personal level, it was the very reason, I had a 3 month LSD trip in 2001.
I think that is all I needed to express, and I hope people understand when they come across this thread, and any other thread with what I have written, even if they are disgusted at what they read my posts, that a lot was based on no trust, fear, and trying to help others, whilst not helping myself, and those close to me.
So I believe right 'now'. I have completed something, there is lot more to learn, but that is enough for today. Now I can just relax and love my wife, because for some reason, today is supposed to be for her and her only.
Take care, and love to you all, my intentions have always been genuine.
Love