My Astrological Profile From Karen

[DreamTime]

Thanks Weng and Purple Parrot.

P.P.: Lotta questions there...let's see...I have 3 sisters, so that makes 4 of us in all. No brothers. I'm the baby. My oldest sister died 3 years ago so now there are only 3 of us left. My dad is in a VA nursing home in upper Wisconsin and I don't see him much but I try to call him at least once a week. I get along okay with #3 sister, but I hold some resentments toward her because of the way she acts (long story).

No...no inheritances. We grew up almost dirt poor and that's probably how we will all die.  My dad did give me my mom's "Show house" or "Movie house" china that my mom and dad collected in the mid 1900's every time they went to a movie. I gave that to my oldest daughter when she got married. My dad also gave me my mom's jade jewelry box with what was left after my other sisters got into it, which was just costume jewelry.

My sisters would say that I was the favorite because I was the baby, but I think that my #3 sister was the favorite because she was always like a baby and then she got really mentally ill (which I think a lot of it is brought on by her). But I am almost positive that my girls were the favorite grandchildren. Now that I think about it, mom could be angry because I got divorced. She really liked my ex, and I remember that when my one sister got divorced, my mom didn’t talk to her for years. But my mom was already dead when I got divorced, so I don’t really know if that is it or not.

So all in all, I’m still in the dark. My mom wasn’t a petty person and she always forgave. Regarding my one sister who she was angry at for divorcing, well my mom and that sister never really got along anyway. My sister is a hard person to like because of her personality, and even I didn’t have much to do with her until my oldest sister died 3 years ago. That was when I decided to bury old resentments and make peace. Now that sister and I have a pretty good relationship – better than I ever had with her before, but that is also because she told me that she is finally looking at me as an adult instead of the ‘baby.’ (Geez…it’s about time…I’m only 50 years old!)

Anyway, I’m gonna close this for now. Have to get ready for the seminar. Talk to you all later.

 

[PurpleParrot]

Hey DreamTime, I have a feeling you will learn something at the seminar that will help you understand this situation with your mother. Maybe a question to Stewart either in person or aside..or even him telling you guys a way of connecting to the departed,etc. I think you will need to put yourself in pale yellow when trying to understand this. You should release the issues with your sisters and see whats there.

Also, I finally got my astrological profile in the mail and I am really happy!! Just wanted to say that.

[PurpleParrot]

So I have my astrological profile--what I learned was that I have Egyptian and Mayan connections that are part of my mystical side and that my last lifetime, I was a male scientist or observer of some sort who kept giving my all for others but not really for myself. Today I asked my dad when his grandmother died--he said 1964 or something. So I thought, oh well that wasn't me. Maybe I was my great grandfather dude or something. I feel I was someone on my dad's side of the family...I have felt that need to know about my dad's family since I was 7..when I was 16 I tried asking my grandfather and many of his siblings about our family..the difficult part was all of them spoke a different language and I needed a translator for that. Not sure if I will ever truly learn about this unless I have actual memories.

There are many other things that I need to digest about all of this. As with the same as Dream Time,I have a connection with my mother as well. She and I shared many time streams together that constructed a bond. I have always felt it was easier for me to get along with my mother than my father anyway. My dad has been hard on me and most of my ambitions are just to please him she said. I have forgotten that on some levels. I mean I told him half the time I sought approval from him and it seems he has often put me down for it so I told him I no longer need to seek his approval but my own..which in actuality must be true if I need to be an independent female in this world. There are some differences my mother and I have that need to be worked out. Karen said that yeah it is true I am not like many others..I will probably be running into many acquaintances in my life and that it is going to be difficult for me to find my "soulmate"--my level of abstract thinking and wisdom surpasses my age but I am youthful and I am still in this phase for maybe about another two years(So all those adults trying to make me more maturer out there better shaddap lol--none of the people on this forum are those I am speaking about..just this older 46 year old woman who keeps saying I am not mature but its half the time she is yapping and I am just listening thinking she needs to live a little. sigh--well we are reflections of each other I have to acknowledge)). She said I have clairvoyant abilities but there is a blockage within me that prevents me from using them..I have been told about the blockage many times..people tell me this because they see my potential..but only one or two of them try to whip my arse into shape lol. I just need to trust my inner guidance and my Oversoul communications more--this is deduced from both the personality profile and from the astrological profile. Karen said that basically most of my life I will need to learn how to develop self confidence since that is what is hindering me. Many have said that most of my life and I know it comes from me not from others. So perhaps the blockage is my lowered self esteem.

She said that I have a lot of information and knowledge--metaphysical-- and that I already know some of it and for the rest of my life I will get access to it. Stewart said I have Oversoul connections in the name analysis part so I guess I was aware of it..except I never called it Oversoul..just another voice..and later on my intuition...and much later on..higherself and angels...now its the Oversoul to me. She also said my programming is related to Disney,Alice in Wonderland and Wizard of Oz--which I already confirmed with Stewart. In addition, she said that most of my programming is related to me going on a quest and being guided by others...not by my higherself..and that at the end of the quest I realize that the power was me. This is true..I was just afraid to talk about this with others. I just would like to know who programmed me and why..and what do they want. Furthermore, Karen said I have a toning ability and a capability to be a singer or actor.Hey, I never recorded my singing sessions in the car lol. She said I have many talents and skills(Stewart said I am not a multitasker though but more of a single task person...he had said to focus on one project at a time and develop that...whereas Karen said I shouldn't have a partner in business or projects--both are right) and that I could also be a natural healer, surgeon or physiotherapist in the med field..or use my artistic skillz. Both Stewart and Karen have said that I am highly intelligent(but why do I perform stupid mathematical errors lol and erm..wear my pants backwards and shoes on the wrong feet to clinical lab?) hey I'm on that medical track..I almost went for physical therapy but I didn't want to put up with another semester of physics. We'll see.. nurses do some physical therapy anyway..like massage or postural drainage techniques.

Also, I had asked Oversoul for experiences regarding emotions--to experience the full range of them which is interesting because everyday I go through a wide range of emotions and am often studying them--I keep a journal or send 'em up to Oversoul. She said I will always have my set of positive and negative emotional experiences and this is what I had asked for. So I will need to basically just understand them. She said I chose this time stream because it will go through extremes and turmoil(I don't know if its exact wording) and that it probably best reflects what I desire to experience here. She said that because I'm a scorpio-sagittarius..the scorpio side of me tends to hold onto negative issues so I will keep releasing this. I'm on the right track...I need to believe in myself more....this is what Stewart had told me in previous emails--that I needed to believe in myself more and have more confidence..this was way before the purchase of the personality profile.

erm..what else...she said I should pay attention to my dreams..this is a clue to my deprogramming. This is natural to me since I paid attention to my dreams from when I was 11 years old...I still do..I remember many of them....and sometimes I log them.

Let me tell you guys though that I really really truly believe in Janet and Stewart--in their work and their spiritual talents---...I just think sometimes I view people all positively and negatively..and sometimes I may tend to see the negative more than the positive at times...I also believe in Karen Dess as well.

There is more here but I thought that what I wrote here relates to Richard and Dream Time.

 

[Richard]

PP, I’m glad to hear that you got your profile. I remember you were starting to go crazy waiting. Your profile sounds interesting and I couldn’t help notice your Mayan connections. I suspected you had connections to the Mayans. The Mayans and Vikings have connections to this area and most of the Expansions members out here also have Viking or Mayan connections. That just adds to my suspicions that the gathering has something to do with our past Viking or Mayans lives. We’re gathering to finish something that we started long ago.  

[DreamTime]

P.P.: Interesting profile. I agree with you that Karen is good. Did you find that her profile helped to answer some of the questions of your life and why you do or act the way you do? I know she did that for me. Like I said before, I just wish I had known all of this when I was like...17...then I could have taken a whole different turn with my life. But then again, I guess I wouldn't have learned the lessons that I was supposed to learn. I just wish they all wouldn't have to be so hard. :crybaby: