Okay...well, I kind of have given up on my "dream blog." I just couldn't be bothered doing it all of the time. Actually, I had another bout of depression hit me, and I all but gave up everything I had going. That happens every now and again and it kind of pisses me off, but I just have to muddle through. It seems to have gotten extra troublesome since I quit smoking last April and my weight kept on going up. This is one of the hardest demons I have had to fight so far.
Anyway, even though I stopped updating my blog - actually I have just kept on changing it - over and over again - I did want to post a few dreams that I have had recently that I thought were kind of strange. (Well...all of my dreams are basically strange, but that's another story.) You don't really need to try to interpret them, but I just wanted to post them to see what the reactions might be. If nothing else, think of it as a few interesting short stories to read. :)
Okay this first dream I had while I was at my oldest daughterââ¬â¢s house on December 11. It went like this: It started where this neighbor lady came over and wanted to have my grandkids come over and play with her kids. When they came back, my one little grandson was acting strange. Suddenly this worm-like creature crawled out of his butt. We freaked out and immediately checked all the other kids. We went to a hospital and had the creatures taken out of the kids. We still didnââ¬â¢t know how they had gotten into the kids. And it seemed that they could only get into young ones, until we saw this Mexican guy at the hospital and he was almost taken over by this creature. On the x-ray machine, it looked like he was turning into this creature. So then, we all turned and looked at my oldest grandchild, who was a teenager in this dream (in real life he is only 8). We had thought he was safe, but then we realized he wasnââ¬â¢t. He then began changing before our eyes, and we had to have the thing pulled out. We asked him how it happened, but he didnââ¬â¢t want to say because he was embarrassed. We found out that the neighbor lady had been molesting the kids and she had put the creatures into them because she was either a host or a creature herself. That was why she always wanted the kids to play at her house.
The next dream I want to tell you about was on December 24th. I was still in New Jersey. First I would like to tell what happened before I had this dream. That night I had been talking to Richard on the phone and he was telling me how he had been ââ¬Ëattackedââ¬â¢ by a microwave pulse. They had attacked his head and it was so bad that he actually had to go to the hospital because he thought he was dying.
Anyway, that night this is the dream I had: It started out where I was with a group of people (friends?) and I suddenly noticed markings on my legs. One leg had a huge vertical marking ââ¬â kind of like a brand ââ¬â that said, ââ¬ÅWitch Blade.ââ¬Â The other leg had some various symbols on it. I was pointing them out to someone when this other lady heard me and came over to see them. I showed them to her and she suddenly grabbed my arm and said, ââ¬ÅCome with me.ââ¬Â She was pulling me fast and holding onto my arm hard. I had a hard time keeping up with her. I tried to get away, but she wouldnââ¬â¢t let me go. Thatââ¬â¢s when I realized that I was now a prisoner, and I was not happy.
I was pulled through a park-like setting and into a building with many rooms and hallways. As I looked around desperately for someone to help me, I saw this shadowy figure of a man slipping through the doorways. He stopped and stared at me and I tried to mouth to him, ââ¬ÅHelp me.ââ¬Â I somehow knew or felt that he was some kind of a ââ¬Ëhero,ââ¬â¢ but he just looked at me and vanished.
I was then pulled into a room with a lot of people. There were also a lot of different groups in different rooms. I saw a bunch of kids ââ¬â girls ââ¬â in a circle getting ready to do some kind of dance and chant. This lady then dragged me in front of these men and began showing them my legs and talking to them about me. I realized that this was some kind of a cult. I donââ¬â¢t know if it was Satanic or not, but it did resemble that kind. I was trying to get away, when I suddenly began floating into the air. I was amazed and thought that this was really cool. I donââ¬â¢t remember if they pulled me down or if I came down on my own, but after I realized I could do that, I became more interested in what was going on and decided to stay for awhile to see if I could find out. There was more to this dream, but I canââ¬â¢t really remember.
The next dreams were from January 31st. They went like this: First I remember being in a huge warehouse-type of building. Either I was working there, or I was training to get a job there. There were long tables and lots of people around. They all seemed to know me. Then there seemed to be different types of crafts ââ¬â like maybe thatââ¬â¢s what the people did there.
I was walking around looking at things and I came to the front of the room and saw this metal divider thing in front of the wall. It was filled with different items hanging on it ââ¬â pictures and crafts. I was looking at the pictures that were on there, and I realized that they were of my parents, nieces, nephews, and other relatives. I was shocked because they were ones that I had never seen before. My boss (?) came over to me and I began hollering at him that these were my relatives. I was asking where he got these from; that these were ones not even I had seen before. I kept on insisting on answers when he wouldnââ¬â¢t respond to me. He just held up his hands and smiled at me. Then suddenly the whole wall tipped forward and fell down, making a huge crashing noise as everything on it broke. I immediately stepped back shocked, saying that I didnââ¬â¢t do anything; I didnââ¬â¢t knock it over. The boss said he knew I didnââ¬â¢t knock it over, and kept on trying to calm me down. Then I began looking at the long tables and kept on noticing different pictures that had my relatives on them. It was like they just kept on showing up. Thatââ¬â¢s all I remember of this dream.
The next dream went like this: I was pregnant (again!) and I was with this man who I assumed was my boyfriend and the father of my baby. I canââ¬â¢t really remember what he looked like, but he seemed to be young, with curly blondish hair, and he was really ââ¬Ëcute.ââ¬â¢ The word ââ¬Åcherubââ¬Â comes to mind. He was also overly sweet and nice to me, but I just seemed to soak it up.
Evidently I was going into labor and I was in a room ââ¬â but Iââ¬â¢m not sure if it was a hospital room ââ¬â I just assumed it was. There were all these people around. I donââ¬â¢t remember exactly who they were, but I know that there were politicians and other famous people there. I think I was nervous, because I kind of remember trying to hide in my boyfriendââ¬â¢s arms, and he kept on soothing me. Then someone gave me this shot and either I was lain down on the floor, or I collapsed onto the floor.
All the people circled around me, and began talking at once. Someone said that I would be all right, and then my boyfriend and some other people (nurses?) lifted me up off the floor and put me on a table. All of a sudden my water broke ââ¬â or at least that is what it felt like ââ¬â but I couldnââ¬â¢t move because whatever they gave me in the shot paralyzed me.
This is where it really got strange. I kind of woke up at this point, but I was half asleep and half awake. I felt my ââ¬Ëwater breakingââ¬â¢ and I actually thought I was wetting myself, because thatââ¬â¢s what it felt like. But there was nothing I could do because I was paralyzed in my waking world too. I kind of freaked out because I couldnââ¬â¢t make myself move, and yet it felt like my water was breaking and I was in labor. I kept on going in and out of the dream until finally my dog nudged me and broke the paralysis. Really freaky feelingââ¬Â¦
Okay these last dreams were on February 3: I remember waking up and being in a bed with this woman, a lesbian. She kept on trying to seduce me and I kept on telling her no. I was trying to be nice and I was saying that I knew her partner and she was a friend to me and I couldnââ¬â¢t do that to a friend. She kept on saying that her partner would never find out about it. But I just kept on saying that I couldnââ¬â¢t, and I think I finally got out of bed. Thatââ¬â¢s about all I remember about this part of my dream.
The other dream I had I was in this house (some house I had never seen before in my real life). This house seemed to be really big, open, and bright. My one sister was there. I was, or had, been taking a nap on a couch when I felt something in my stomach move. I looked down and saw this big protrusion coming out of my stomach right below my belly button. I went over to a bedroom where my sister was and I told her to look at this. She looked and then just turned away. I asked her if she had seen it, because now it had gone down, and she said yes. I asked her if she thought it was what I thought it was, but she didnââ¬â¢t say anything. Suddenly I started feeling lots of movement in my stomach and I saw two small bumps moving on my stomach. I knew then I was pregnant, but I couldnââ¬â¢t believe it.
My other sister had come into the kitchen and I went over to her and put her hand on my stomach. She felt the vigorous movement in my stomach. I asked her if she thought I was pregnant and she said of course. I wanted to know how that was possible because I had not had a period since I had a hysterectomy years ago. Then I went to sit down on the couch and my one nephew came over to me. He said he had to tell me a secret and he leaned over and whispered in my ear, ââ¬ÅI think I got someone pregnant.ââ¬Â I then leaned over to him and whispered, ââ¬ÅI think I am pregnant too.ââ¬Â
Thatââ¬â¢s all I remember about this dream, but I sure would like to know why in the heck I have so many dreams where I am pregnant ââ¬â and why they are so very, very, real.
Sorry this post is so very long, but read it over a couple of days. ;)