12-15-2005, 06:45 AM
Sorry for the long post, but if you won't read it, I understand. The story is interesting though!
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Hi everyone,
During my shower, I visualized a merger at the pineal gland. And I remembered watching Snow White with my class in a small dark room of our elementary school (*.). Since I was directly in front of the television, I found my attention on no one except the television and the teacher's feminine voice, "Let's watch Snow White." At the moment she said this(!), we watched the snowing scene where the seven dawfs approached the princess sleeping on an icy bed. I believe, afterwards, we saw the ending when she got her kissed and everything got romantic. But after the ending or the snowing scene, she showed us slideshows of the performers sitting in rows at the front of the auditorium stage (they were all holding classical instruments--the trumphet, etc, but dressed in everyday clothings). She commented that the best performer (holding a trumphet) was in front row. My memory was a sudden zoom-in effect on the performer and that the peripheral vision of the dark room disappeared. Then I had the impression of envyness of this person (I wasn't into music either).
This was a memory I have had before finding Stewart's materials. I've always had the impression the Snow White scene intruded my mind (this was before I knew about mind-control)! And I had always find it hard to believe this was a real memory. The memory and memories of recalling it, disappeared, only reappear to reappear now.
Because she showed us a slideshow of performers in the dark room, I think we were inside a room near the stage. But I've been to a stage (not the elementary school's), and I do not think a room resembles that crowded and small a room with only a television set.
Before remembering the Snow White, I saw my guitarist roommate as part of the slideshow; i visualized his face covering someone else's in the slideshow. Then, this triggered the complete memory peice. Funny, this occured today when I played the roommate's guitar (he gave me permission), and I tried to learn how to play off of some guitar website.
The memory is so illogical, I feel it is part of programming. But, at the same time, the impressions and vividness was real, I have had these memories, and I felt actual envyness at the time (not during showering, but I remember feeling envyness towards the performer.
*This occured in Griffin Ave Elementary School of the Los Angeles Unified School District. Although not known on the internet, the restroom is rumored haunted, and I was personally scared by the demon/ghost that spoke through the walls, sinks, and toilets (! not a common haunting theme). There are indian mock ceremonies at the park near me and the elementary school. Finally, the school's moscot was the Sphinx...
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Hi everyone,
During my shower, I visualized a merger at the pineal gland. And I remembered watching Snow White with my class in a small dark room of our elementary school (*.). Since I was directly in front of the television, I found my attention on no one except the television and the teacher's feminine voice, "Let's watch Snow White." At the moment she said this(!), we watched the snowing scene where the seven dawfs approached the princess sleeping on an icy bed. I believe, afterwards, we saw the ending when she got her kissed and everything got romantic. But after the ending or the snowing scene, she showed us slideshows of the performers sitting in rows at the front of the auditorium stage (they were all holding classical instruments--the trumphet, etc, but dressed in everyday clothings). She commented that the best performer (holding a trumphet) was in front row. My memory was a sudden zoom-in effect on the performer and that the peripheral vision of the dark room disappeared. Then I had the impression of envyness of this person (I wasn't into music either).
This was a memory I have had before finding Stewart's materials. I've always had the impression the Snow White scene intruded my mind (this was before I knew about mind-control)! And I had always find it hard to believe this was a real memory. The memory and memories of recalling it, disappeared, only reappear to reappear now.
Because she showed us a slideshow of performers in the dark room, I think we were inside a room near the stage. But I've been to a stage (not the elementary school's), and I do not think a room resembles that crowded and small a room with only a television set.
Before remembering the Snow White, I saw my guitarist roommate as part of the slideshow; i visualized his face covering someone else's in the slideshow. Then, this triggered the complete memory peice. Funny, this occured today when I played the roommate's guitar (he gave me permission), and I tried to learn how to play off of some guitar website.
The memory is so illogical, I feel it is part of programming. But, at the same time, the impressions and vividness was real, I have had these memories, and I felt actual envyness at the time (not during showering, but I remember feeling envyness towards the performer.
*This occured in Griffin Ave Elementary School of the Los Angeles Unified School District. Although not known on the internet, the restroom is rumored haunted, and I was personally scared by the demon/ghost that spoke through the walls, sinks, and toilets (! not a common haunting theme). There are indian mock ceremonies at the park near me and the elementary school. Finally, the school's moscot was the Sphinx...