My situation

[Richard]

I use to work at a garden center and pot growers were a large bulk of our customers. Talking with them and seeing what they were buying told me what's going on in the industry. The cost of fertilizer means nothing to them because they make tons of money. The more money the spend on fertilizer the more money they make of their product.

[Astrojewels]

 

If you did an average around the world Richard, you would find the majority is now grown hydroponically, (excluding places like Mexico and Indonesia) I agree people grow mostly outdoors for self use, but when it comes to commercial, these people do not give a hoot about their customers, and its not just the fertilizer it’s the artificial light, have you ever seen a hydro house? And the massive electrical current needed to get these planets grown in 70% less time.  How long ago did you work at the garden centre?

Yes I totally agree MN that all drugs are for the purpose to negatively influence and to deplete the spirit.

[Richard]

It's not about caring about your customers, it's about making top dollar. If you wanted to charge top dollar for your meals, you wouldn't buy the cheapest ingredients you could find. You saying no growers use organic simply isn't true. It's like saying no farmer uses organics. That all fruit, vegetables, grains, nuts and meat is raised on chemicals. I worked at Worm's Way and they are one of the largest garden retailers in the US. We shipped products all over the world and a lot of the fertilizers was organic.
Sure there are lots of growers looking for a quick buck and use the cheapest chemicals they can buy but there are also growers who want the best and are willing to spend extra for it.
Here in Michigan it is legal to grow medical weed and many of my friends grow and they use organics too. They weed market is highly competitive and you're not going to do that well trying to sell garbage. Only desperate people who can't find good weed buy the garbage.

[b0nes]

not to get off the whole weed topic...but on my situation i never really heard voices anymore besides when i was sorta coming down at the festival.

for some reason i still think at times others can read my inner thoughts which i know sounds stupid and all but i cant help it to much. and it freaks me out even when i try to block out that feeling i think sometimes i give odd facial expressions...i seem to be talking to myself in my head a lot and i feel that somehow SOME people can hear or read my thoughts...i get paranoid and figity sometimes because of that. a lot more so when i smoke weed so i have cut back a lot on that...only smoked once in the last 10 days or so.

its fucked up SOMETIMES even listening to the radio going to class i feel as the singers in the music are speaking to me...which i know is super stupid to think

i can say before i went to the festival i felt nothing as if people could hear my inner thoughts either...though i had mild controlable depression and had anxiety. i was told that lsd can bring out mental illnesses a lot more in some cases.

[leah]

That is a common side effect of drugs - paranoia. They can mess with your brain chemistry!

[Mercy Now]

It bears repeating that drug and alcohol use  puts holes in your and aura opens you up to the lower astral .

[Astrojewels]

bOnes,

All the symptoms you describe are actually very normal for that type of drug, the energy of such a festival enhances the negative side affects because in such a place, there are often thousands having the same experience as you.

Excluding weed, how often would you take these drugs/or have in the past? Were you taking any medication for your depression before going to the fest?

Yes, they are designed to mess with your brain chemistry.

[b0nes]

i would take adderal for recreational use maybe a couple few times a month and was on medication for anxiety depression maybe about 4 months before but decided to stop taking it. so i wasnt on any meds while at the concert.

it was my first time taking ecstacy and my second time taking acid...and third or fourth time taking shrooms

[leah]

I always hear voices and get paranoid after taking drugs and staying awake, it's not a conspiracy!

[Astrojewels]

It is definitely not a conspiracy- it is intention.

bOnes,

That is some concoction, the ecstasy and acid have two very different purposes, the chemical compounds actually conflict with each other with extremity, by all that you have said I can only say you have endured ‘melt down’ this is very common with these two particular drugs, it is actually an overdose within, without lengthy explanations- the body and mind split, and the feeling can only be compared to extremely intense anxiety, the body temp is high, the heart rate is excessive, the brain waves are off the scale.     

 

The first question you need to ask yourself (or anyone taking drugs) is why do you say yes?