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My weird past dreams
#1
I'm only new here, but I felt I needed to share these - I havent seen ufos or aliens or hybrids - I'm either just not aware though I have this feeling they keep away from me - I'm nothing special and have a totally mixed blood line after all, though I have a strong instinct/intuition regarding people and areas (the kind where you are walking somewhere and you sense the whole atmosphere change - so you leave immediately). I feel I have a guardian of such, a voice that told me to hold on and examine my situation when I was a young bullied teen 'Nothing lasts forever and brighter times will come'. So because of my lonely existance at the beginning (I never fitted in with my peers - while they were listening to 'Bros' I was listening to 'Pink Floyd', I studied different aspects of spirituality from 13yrs old.

My dreams though are always vivid.

First experience, was not a dream -I was five and saw this demon monster shadow dancing on my wall - I knew the tree outside my window could not have possibly made it - so I got up and touched it. I then turned on the light and turned it off. It had disappeared.

First scary dream I remember -I think this was because I caught an excerpt of 'V'. I dreamt that I was watching tv, then this sign came on the tv flashing red with a reptilian face. I looked outside the window, reptilians were running across the place, coming down on ropes from helicopters (this was the early 80's). My parents then calmly told me that they had sold me into slavery, I remember people coming to the door and me screaming and crying 'no'.

Second dream I remember, my parents were house hunting and we went down into a basement of this house where there was a chest - inside wooden jewellery which I put on, I had a vision of an old ancient (babylonian?) market place where the necklace had originated from, I had bought the necklace there. Then I was back in the basement, with a bad feeling watching a skeleton made of light dancing on the wall.


Third dream - It was a dark night, with a small hill. On top of the hill there was a strange machine. A lady was put into the machine and her belly began to grow, I understood it was a pregnancy sped up. I looked up - all the stars in the sky came together to become one mass- then split up again and returned to their original position.

I've had many strange dreams and quite a few alien ones. The most recent one was this year after reading your site and others closely related.

I was looking in the mirror, part of my hair was dyed red. I had to get something from the shops and when I went outside there was a huge ship/saucer on the horizon - with green laser beams attached to it. My mind then started planning how to escape.

Funny I didnt realise the potential significance of red hair until I spotted forum posts just now related to dyed red hair.


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#2
After reading your post, I think your dreams do represent a kind of being targeted by mind-control when you were sleeping and a message from your oversoul how some alters have built their existence in you.

The dream about red hair seeing in the mirror is to be researched asking yourself if you have an angered subpersonality who can be very explosive or sexually aroused.

Just an inner question for yourself.

Ask also how much you are influenced by the music of Pink Floyd. This music is full of triggers, satanic messages and sublimal mind-control. 
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#3
To be honest I've never really examined PF's lyrics with triggers, satanic messages and subliminal mind-control in mind. I think at the time I appreciated the beauty of the music itself and the eloquence of the lyrics. If there was any triggers in there, then it probably failed pretty badly with me. To explain, I had a rough school life where I never had a break from bullies for many years - though rather than hate these people I sought to understand them and understood it was their own insecurities that caused them to attack me. My teens actually strengthened me spiritually as I was turned inwards. I'd hate to think what satanic messages were hidden in all those Metallica and other heavy metal cd's I listened to later lol - though I have an issue of believing in the devil itself....

Angered subpersonality - I am probably guilty as charged, I blame Mars in Aries ;) Though as I'm getting older, I am alot more calmer and patient.

I'm really inexperienced when it comes to alters you talk about. I feel sometimes when I'm talking to someone (especially if it comes to advice) that someone else much wiser than me is talking through me. Is that bad? Or my imagination? How do I find out if there are alters within me? This feels really weird talking about this - I've never really discussed this before.
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#4
I also get that while talking to others:) I was also a big fan of Pink Floyd:)

I have no doubt PF is loaded with subliminals and stuff, I prefer the one with syd barrett..Or the early works after. Live in Pompeii is amazing but my favorite song there makes me feel like I'm going to die. It feels like ecstacy and hell at the same time. Like enourmous beauty but as if hell were straight under my feet or something. I was eating some psychoactive stuff though:? Dont remember the title of the song right now..It's amazing, but something is lurking. It dug up some weird stuff in me.

Here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2hFZ8KnsSo

I just remembered a feeling from when I heard on ecstacy or mushrooms, something inside of me were screaming in sadness not to listen. Like I was having sex with something really really destructive. I've had it before too. It felt like orgasm, it probably was, and some part of me sensed great sadness and pain. i mean, really intense pain and loss.

I'm not quite sure what that means:?  I will never listen to that again.

I got a little startled right now.

Edit: I listened to  that song when I found it on youtube moments ago, I do not feel good. Something is seriously wrong with that song. I found the same feelings.. I did sense death, i didn't really care about that when I was younger.. I have been very manipulated. I remembered this music and other music made me wake up the day after feeling as if the parts of me beyond my conscious self were damaged or in pain. Like I was surrounded by destructiveness and pain..And I still loved the song:?


I react strongly to music..

Edit 2:

Just to get it out there, I remembered a lot of stuff after hearing this song now. I often felt raped after listening to certain kinds of music. I have used a lot of cannabis too and other stuff. I did consider my past with music had to do with ritual, I think I am right. Because I did not react as others do..

Edit 3:

I am sorry I messed up your thread:? Didn't see this coming:)

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#5
Ironically that track has to be my favourite... When I was a young teen I used to listen to the original version on vinyl in the dark with just this green and blue light (had messed with this old disco set of lights that belonged to my folks). It took me on a journey I guess from the sea to this spooky dark landscape back to safety. Another track was the instrumental that starts off 'Shine on you crazy diamond' - I visualised flying across the desert to the pyramids. I was a strange kid. Ummagumma scared the pants off me as a young child when dad played it. I loved the early stuff up to when Roger Waters left - though you did remind me of an early track from 'Saucerful of Secrets' (I think), I guess there's imprinting here?

[color="#ffff00"][size="2"]LET THERE BE MORE LIGHT

[/size][/color][color="#000000"][size="2"]"Far, far, far away - way
People heard him say - say
will find a way - way
There will come a day - day
Something will be done.
Then at last the mighty ship
Descending on a point of flame
Made contact with the human race
And melted hearts
Now, now, now is the time - time
Time to be - be - be aware
Carter's father saw him there and
Knew the road revealed to him
The living soul of .....
Oh, my, something in my eye - eye
Something in the sky - sky
Waiting there for me
The outer rope rolls early back
The service men were heard to sigh
For there revealed in glowing robes
Was Lucy in the sky
Oh - oh - did you ever know - know
Never ever will they
I cannot say
Something in his cosmic art
And glowing slightly from his toes
The psychic and the nations fly
[/size][/color]"

Music has a profound affect on me as well..

Hehe I have no issue with thread messing, I just go with it :) Hope you are okay?

Edit: you know it's weird, I always thought the last line of that song was "Mercy in the skies"
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#6
That track is also among my favorites and I was strangely drawn to that too:) It stands out very strongly from the rest. This is a bit strange:)

That album is quite scary, saucerful of secrets and the song you listed. It has acid written all over it. I mean it is scary, it is very fragmenting:? I have heard it on something. And it is madness. I still liked it.

I guess I was programmed to do that stuff.

But there was a song by Richard on there which were very happy and comfortable, not remember a day but something else..

Pink Floyd is a strange band:)

Glad to hear you weren't offended by my manic manners, I'm alright. I'm having some weird and heavy times but I'm alright:)

I do not recommend mushrooms. I should probrably write something about that, a blog or something to get something out there. A lot of people use that stuff without knowing what it is.

I knew I was in an alter before I knew what an alter was.

Music has been very important in my programming. I was also very hooked on Jimi Hendrix but I noticed it did not have much to do with my mushroom trips. Because it did not have the spiritual aspect, at least not what I was looking for. I mean nwr. He had greenstar programming, and that is what I was into while listening, it contained a lot of visions and stuff..

I'm shaking right now, I get like that with music:?

I would not be surprised if we have more in common when it comes to music..
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