06-01-2009, 01:41 AM
As far as I know I had just closed my eyes early this morning. I heard voices (something to tell your mates and they'll send around a bunch of men in white coats) - but it remained black, no images. These voices were loud - actually hurting my ears, mainly female - as if I had tuned into a tv channel. I was trying to rationalise what was happening, because I felt awake and even felt slightly panicked.I remember thinking if this is what schizophrenic people go through then I really feel for them. Another voice -more of an inner voice, which is the usual one that 'guides' me appeared and said something along the lines of I'll get used to it and he'll guide me, it was trying to reassure me. I then heard my husbands voice (who'd already left for work) saying 'There's no place like home'.. I focused on his voice and saw a fleeting faint image of him.. Then I had the 'will' to open my eyes.. everything was silent again, and I was left wondering if I was dreaming or not.
I've never experienced anything like this in my waking life, I sure hell don't want to!
I've never experienced anything like this in my waking life, I sure hell don't want to!