Nun's Committing Suicide

[PurpleParrot]

You know what..I did it again..I wrote incoherently...

Can I be allowed to edit what I wrote or maybe just re-post that paragraph in what I truly meant to say..right now I am feeling mentally tired/exhausted...also been depressed..so I'm not thinking straight these days..I'm glad I have spring break to sort it all out. I feel groggy too. Is this how others are feeling?

William,Avatar,Dream Time and all: I think I'm treading on something dangerous and I do not mean to offend anyone..I have trouble expressing myself clearly and properly right now.

I guess Avatar you understood what I was trying to say...that I think that those who are classified as white have skin colors that truly do not match the color white..there are colorations that I would think its more like a really really light tan,cream,olive(italians,greeks some hispanics, some egyptians have this color)..even someone who is extremely fair--they have some color in them..like traces of pink due to circulation...maybe Albino people come closest to what is white. Also there are japanese and chinese(silver infinity I am not trying to offend you here) people who do not necessarily have a yellowish tinge to their skin..they look really really fair too..their skin tone and color would match that of a person who is considered white(europeans--anglo saxons or caucasian).

My dad said that Indians were considered caucasians...I used to think that maybe the proper way of saying "white people" was saying caucasian..but caucasian people included light brown skinned people...I guess the northern indians, iranians,middle easterners,etc.

I guess I will have to check my body more for red spots,rashes, moles,skin discolorations. I don't know how the Illuminati(NSA,CIA...whomever is in charge of abductions) does this but I think that when I was in a bookstore with other people they might have done that to me...it was actually on 3/31st-Richards bday==..I felt really activated that day..high energy. I was sitting with a friend who is also specifically programmed and we were chatting. Then another friend of mine who is specifically programmed with dragonfly programming walked by us three times. I think at one point I felt like I had passed out or that I was too tired and I zoned out. I wonder if any chance that if I was zoned out, they might have taken me...can they do that in a public place? Also, there was one incident about four years ago I was just sitting and talking with four friends in a restaurant and I really zoned out--I felt like I left my body or something and as soon as I snapped out of it..I did something to acknowledge to my friends what occurred---they said I was strange and they were joking around and teasing me.

Middle Eastern--M.E.

hrmmm

The suicide dream..I will write about it later.. I need to gather my thoughts..and snap out of my current emotional state.

[Avatar]

Purple Parrot, do not worry about it.Programming is everywhere. Yes, the Indo-Aryans of India are White i suppose, just White Asian and not White European. Racial categories are all lies anyway. Bedouin Arabs are almost Black, but with Europoid facial features and are referred to as 'White'. In Puerto Rico, there are 'White' Blacks, with broad faces and thinner noses who are classed as 'White.'An Indian friend of mine told me that there are 450 million White Indo-Aryans in North India, who are 'whiter' than Europeans. So it is a funny world indeed!My uncle is Lebanese and my cousin looks like a Palestinian Arab. My Father lives in LA and Mexicans and Hispanics think he is a Mexican. He is British, but of Jewish origin as my Fathers side of the family were immigrants to Britain.

[DreamTime]

Wow you guys...I can't keep up with you. :big grin: Let's see if I can go through all of your responses...

Avatar: I know you didn't mean to say I had female sexual repression...but then again, who knows.  Yes, I'm sure there is a lot of religious programming in me, but I haven't believed for so long - and now I know even more - so you know what? That could have been about old programming that is now dying for lack of belief. But - I have had suicide tendencies in the past that have nearly all but died (no pun intended) now, so I thought they were trying to stir things up again. And then when I found that mark on my arm, well, I didn't know what to think. I've had a lot of blood tests, and I know what that mark looks like. So, it does look like something happened, but did I do it to myself somehow or was it done to me? That is something I don't know, but some of the realistic medical 'dreams' I've been having are pretty scary thinking of what they may be doing. I won't give up the fight, though. But I thought that they had stopped taking people physically? Although then who did my grandson see taking my daughter? I don't know...I'm getting confused.

But...I did get my report from Karen Dess which may explain why they still want me. I will have to start another thread and tell you all what was in it.

P.P.: You know...I guess I would actually have to say I have a slight olive tint to my skin. Some of my family are darker than others. My one sister is really dark with black hair, and she married a bi-racial guy, and in the summer they have contests to see who can get the darkest. P-LOL And my number 3 daughter is very dark skinned with 'dirty blond' hair. I have a picture of her when she was only about 3 weeks old, wrapped in a blanket with it across her forehead. You would swear she was Egyptian! In fact, that's what I used to call her - my Egyptian baby.  OMG - I was just thinking as I wrote this - I had a past life vision once of me in Egypt...maybe she really is my Egyptian baby! :think:

Did the nuns die at the same time? Ummmm...no...I guess not because it seems like one was still standing behind me when that one 'with the stupid smile on her face' was already down. 

Yes, you were right. They did 'kind of' die once then because they didn't 'do it right' they had to come back and do it again. Don't ask me what I mean about 'not doing it right,' because I don't know. It was just there in my head that they 'didn't do it right.' Maybe there was a lot more to the dream that I don't remember.

Oh, and I was talking about the old-fashioned habits that the nuns used to wear when I was young. Those habits did not show an inch of hair. They were tight around the face. Nowadays nuns don't even wear habits - some even wear regular clothes so you would never even know they were nuns.

BTW: you're not offending me with anything you said. I'm not bothered by color. I can't be - I have an inter-racial family.

Hey Pasty White Pale Boy! V-Wink You are my comic relief. Strange story you told there. Do you keep yourself protected at night? Just wondering...it doesn't seem to stop them much on my end when I put up my protection. I honestly think that if they really want you, they will get you no matter what you do. And I think it's worse with 'genetic' programming, because then, that probably means they have permission from generations, and even if you say no, someone else probably already said yes. Does that make any sense?

But I honestly feel that if you stay strong in your beliefs, and laugh 'them' in the face once in a while, things will eventually turn out in our favor. They feed off of fear, so it's better to give them laughter and mockery. (Just my humble opinion and it will probably backfire on me. :whistle:)