12-03-2005, 04:31 PM
This content may be triggering for some. Please consider this prior to reading it for reasons of security.
For many many years, actually going on about 20 years now, I have dreams of being in Castles and climbing Ladders and Stairwells and engaging in battles with Demons/Monsters and other hostile entities.
Usually, I am at the base of a Spinning Stairwell in a Castle (I mean the type of Stairwell that winds like a Kundaline-S). I begin to climb the Stairway.
On each level there is a creature, a hybrid that is semi-humanoid/semi-animal creature, similar in appearance to the Egyptian so-called Gods (who are Alien Controllers and/or their genetically engineered mutants) like Anubis and Ra.
As I ascend the Stairway on my 'mission', I engage in a battle with each God/Demon and must defeat most of them prior to being able to proceed to the next level. The final level always has a Door or Entrance/Exit that is protected by one of the entities who functions as the Top Guardian, this one is obviously the strongest of the other Guardians. One time, on the first level, one of them was muscular man with tones of Gold, Brown, and Orange and with a Lion's head and a human body armed with weapons (usually a Sword, Middle Eastern Style) and a threatening, intimidating demeanor. I beat Lion Man easily. In my dreams, historically, I have defeated all of them except one, an Anubis-type figure with a black muscular human body covered with Doberman-like flaxen shiny black hair and a Dog's head. (This is important as I tend to have a lot of Big Black Dogs or Black Colored Dog Men in my dreams.) In the most recent incident, I defeated this dream entity in "triumph" and descended down the stairs. As I descended, I was followed by a Black Shadow or Cloud that frightened me. I exited through a Door at the bottom of the Spiraling Stairway and the sequence was now known by my mind as complete.
This can be taken many ways but the most interesting is to interpret it from a Programming context. This represents moving to The Next Level in programming (there have been other "activations" since then). This was just prior to a recent consultations in Los Angeles with Stewart Swerdlow who gave me feedback on this dream and on other matters. I am not sure if it's appropriate to talk about what was said during this consultation or not (and others) so that is still undergoing debate. I really dislike being secretive, though, so I like to post some experiences to give people the opportunity to get to know me. I also dislike repeating what has been said in private conversations even paid consultations without speaking to that person first. For this reason, for now, I will leave out the detailed information I have gotten in consultations that may or may not inform the dream or assist others with similar dreams or issues.
From a programming perspective, I feel the programming here also represents multiple types of programming at once, old programming (genetics) and modern Illuminati programming. (I've been told that I was 'seen' at Montauk but I am not sure I believe this story, in fact, I have issues with it. It would explain all the so-called "Monarch" issues I symptomize.) How this programming would get there is something I have no idea about (well I have an idea, but it is supposition and not appropriate to post at this time as it has not passed my exit critieria yet).
I should point out that I have had so many dreams like this over the years, that this is actually my "normal" and during the dream the I always feel familiar with what's going on. It feels like "another day at the office" to me now just as seeing symbols in peoples bodies and receiving "psychic lectures and movies" and symbols from "My People" seems "normal" to me. I actually thought this was common for everyone at first until I tried to find others with similar experiences and often failed.
I don't normally post my stuff for security reasons but I thought some people might find it interesting and there hasn't been much programming/deprogramming discussion lately. It seems like a good example of a candidate for a programming analysis exercise. I am ignoring the fact that I know there are moles in this forum (less than 2% of active posters) who spy on us, never post anything, and go back and talk about us on other boards and make snide comments (yes, I know who you are). This doesn't bother me. Interestingly, these "reporting people" aren't thought well of by their comrades but do not even know it!
I will point out again, I don't believe dreams have any single meaning but a huge part of this dream feels like Mind Control. Coupled with other things that I know, it relates to some well know constructs and strategies.
I should also point out, just in case it is construed that subconsciously I am causing these dreams from having read the material on Mind Control and just imagining things, that I have been having these scenarios for over 20 years and prior to having even heard of Project Artichoke, Montauk, or MKUltra. This doesn't mean that I am not imagining things, it just means that, if I am doing so, it is not due to somehow being prone to suggestion and to just "picking up" stuff from the book(s).
This may sound slightly melodramatic (but then, this forum is very melodramatic):
If you start having wierd dreams or odd mental experiences that feel like programming after reading this, it is possible that you have programming related issues on a similar frequency. I recommend addressing the issue immediately with techniques you have found effective.
(Symbols in upper case are ones I regard as Archetypal as much as personal.)