Sphere dream

[Varangii]

I have a recurring dream since being young.

I am stood in a black void and in front of me is a wall
The wall is made from spheres.
Though i view them from the 3rd person they appear my size.
They are each infinitly huge.
I reach out to pick one up as they are but a pin prick in size also (tho they are infinite in size)
as my fingers touch a high @ping@ rings out and the entire wall crashes down onto me.
This repeats until i wake up.

How to interperet?