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05-02-2013, 11:10 AM
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Hello all.
I found this place just looking for a really aware crowd. This seems to be a hip spot.
I used to try to really get people aware about the NWO and all the crap headed our way, but grew tired of being hated for it.
More recently ive turned inward and developed my consciousness just to deal with the seeming triumph of evil here in the meatspace. I am more peaceful now, but still sometimes I want to try to save the people just a little bit, and discuss these things a bit on the meta, like you guys do here.
A narcissist, maybe. Who am I to be a hero anyway? This seems to be the final conclusion. Please love me.
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Hey William. I was trying to post in the other forums and it says I can't. Can you hook me up?
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Can I be an advanced member now?
I promise im not here selling anything. Im not a member of any group. Im not a disciple of any of the established professional conspiracy theorists. Im of the opinion that they reveal partial truths, like many of you seem to be. Ultimately Im an individual, bringing my own truth.
Little pig, little pig, LET ME IN!
Dont make me huff and puff! lol.
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Hi Millipodium,
Welcome. The admin can help you see the other areas when he gets to it. Interesting comment, it reminds me of the different phases of awakening we go through. It's hard to be aware of it all and not go insane. And I don't think it's narcissim to want to share/warn/teach/inspire others about only ***THE MOST IMPORTANT INFORMATION TO KNOW - AT THIS CRITICAL HOUR *** lol That's where I'm trying to pace myself now though, and you're right, this is a very good forum to discuss alternative info.
Since it's my birthday today, I'm setting the tone for the rest of the year:
1) When I was young I knew that this world was an unjust, harsh place at its core but was too busy trying to get with the program and of course blaming myself when something bad happened. Having to eat meat, animals eating other animals, war and just about a billion other things shocked and appalled me. The fact that noone else seemed to mind or care only alienated me farther from many heavily programmed "normal" people.
2) Then I got into the New Age Hindu Spiritualism movement and threw myself into that for 13 years. There were lots of amazing psychic experiences as well as the witnessing of tremendous hypocrisy and abuse of power. WHERE was the purity, love and integrity - it was easy to spot that something was wrong there.
3) Back to throwing myself into "normal" life and trying to believe MSM. LOVE 'N LIGHT time...I'd go to a lot of psychics, read Sylvia Brown and all the self help/psychic/astrology/numerology/comparitive religions etc. info that I could devour. I stayed away from the dark stuff because quick frankly I couldn't handle it yet. I knew one day that my answers to what's really happening in this world would lay there.
4) One day while getting a massage, the therapist started talking about David Icke. WHOA! That led to 7 years of reading everything there and then only Swerdlow when Icke started to get messianic and boring. Once I realized that I'd landed in another cult (online) I found Hyperspace Cafe Forum and am still here learning something new every day.
5) I now know that not only is Earth controlled by the Serpent cult of evil but the Astral (spirit realm) above it - where we go when we die AND the rhealm above that as well. They've locked this mutherf*cker down pretty good I'd say. THINGS ARE MUCH, MUCH worse than we ever imagined in terms of the extent of the control and their plans to enslave us for ETERNITY!!!
By "illuminati" branding-us they are attempting to bypass our complicity. Their evil "soul" lawyers have found a loophole whereby they get us to agree (but we really don't know what we're subconsciously agreeing to) and because we have "AGREED" they'll take that as a yes to keep us recycling ad neauseum - bleh - for eternity without hope of our spirits being able to escape. This is what I have found out recently. Other people here will come to different understandings and will have their own value structures to sift findings through. That's the great thing about this forum it allows for different opinions with out attack.
Now, since it's my birthday and I don't want to get too heavy I will say that there is great reason to hope, be happy, enjoy life, take a break from learning about evil's agenda. It can become an addiction or unhealthy fascination. There IS also a way out through the snake-troller-webs that have encapsulated earth and more through endless life and death sequences if you want it badly enough. Several different sources are forthcoming about this recently and I'll start a thread soon compiling compelling ideas to gain our spirit freedom. "Enlightenment" and "Ascension" are not part of this.
IT'S IMPORTANT TO RAISE AWARENESS OUT THERE. WHY SHOULD HUMANITY'S IMMORTAL SPIRITS' BE IMPRISONED DUE TO IGNORANCE. AND why are the overwhelming majority of decent people ignorant? - it's due to the despicable layer upon layer upon layer upon layer upon layer upon layer upon layer upon layer of DECEPTION, poor sportsmanship, foul play,theft, rape, murder, mayhem, contempt, exploitation etc. of evil's mechanisms embodied through the serpent cult. I am amazed at how few people devote time to finding the truth but if you count yourself among then you are very special. You can help the others.
There's nothing more important than exposing what they're doing and helping people figure out how to ground the beneficient source energies; especially right now as evil is upping their usual level of bullsh*t to an even greater crescendo. They're laying it on thick. No pressure though, it's only an ancient spiritual war raging at its most critical hour. (Matthew Delooze as controversial as he is will be coming out with another article soon about death. Here's a good one to get started with.)
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05-02-2013, 04:28 PM
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Hey Elizabeth. Thanks for responding. I was beginning to feel a bit alone. WHich I can handle, but I dont want to join a forum to do it.
It's just so frustrating people will eat poison, agree with you that it's poisonous, but still think you're a bad person for talking about it. The denial is so pervasive. And even discounting the spiritual realms which are hard to prove to people, even just watching the already propagandized news sources our imperilment is obvious to anyone with the ability to think. I mean multiple presidents have TALKED about the NWO openly. The bank bailout crime was done in broad daylight, with highlights at 6 and 10!
As I was saying earlier, I have turned to the consciousness aspect, mainly to stop from going insane as you were talking about. I spent YEARS typing till I was blue in the face, arguing with people online. I have a couple mantras I use, and Im a massage therapist by trade now. I was formerly a computer programmer, but the corporate culture is truly infested with evil. Evil or deadness as it feels to me has always sought me out.
As a child I saw faces when I closed my eyes, thousands of faces that would flicker through the center of my consciousness with all their eyes lining up perfectly. Some of them would morph into monstrous faces. I shut this down from fear as a child, and in my adulthood have realized that I had an alcohol problem in an attempt to shut this down as well. When I was going through a divorce at a very low point I was visited at night by balls of light hovering over my bed, and once a "guardian angel" visited me and blew in my face, taking all my pain, temporarily. Once in a bar a person came to me and said I had balls of light all around me. I said I know, I see them at night.
Anyway. Ill post more on all this in the appropriate forums, as time goes by....no pressure though(good one)!
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Great link, Elizabeth. Ive always hated anyplace with lines to stand in.
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Totally elizabeth. I reject the 'lesser of two evils' logic. I dont vote.
Oh, and happy birthday!
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