08-24-2007, 10:50 AM
How can I say this? No one here knows what I have been dealing with internally for the last few years from a deprogramming perspective and there was no one to compare notes with so what I write may not make sense to anyone.
This is why the reptilian core is so very vulnerable and why it is so buried. It is not able to reason, only react. It can be imprinted with all sorts of stuff and has no means to protect itself when accessed or exposed. This explains, for me anyway, the feeling that I could not pull enough buffering mechanisms around my core to protect it from other people, from further manipulation and from life. My core is not subconscious but is a part of my conscious awareness. This represents a whole set of difficulties which now make more sense to me after reading this article. I used to think repeatedly that it is not a good idea to be walking around this planet with an exposed core.
This is why the reptilian core is so very vulnerable and why it is so buried. It is not able to reason, only react. It can be imprinted with all sorts of stuff and has no means to protect itself when accessed or exposed. This explains, for me anyway, the feeling that I could not pull enough buffering mechanisms around my core to protect it from other people, from further manipulation and from life. My core is not subconscious but is a part of my conscious awareness. This represents a whole set of difficulties which now make more sense to me after reading this article. I used to think repeatedly that it is not a good idea to be walking around this planet with an exposed core.
