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I was in a run down, vandalised, delapidated appartment block where no one seemed to live.There was no lighting or heat and i was aware of a Minotaur in the building because i saw it down the corridor. It seemed to be shapeshifting from Human form into Minotaur body form.It was originally a Human and then mutated into this monstrous Minotaur.It was a huge, 10 feet tall monster that started smashing up the building and then fled from the delapidated appartment block and and i saw it running down the street outside. It seemed to hate Humans and i saw it start to kill four people.Panic ensued and everyone was running away from the Minotaur.I screamed at it to stop and it then turned on me and ran towards me with intense fury and hate. I ran from it.I fled into a strange, derelict building and then descended into the deep basement are to escape the Minotaur.The strange looking building where i fled deep underground was damp and yet had a very strong basement area and i then found a secret passage way out to safety and freedom away from the evil Minotaur.I suddenly appear in a flash if light in sunshine and i was in a busy high street with happy people all around me. It felt calm then the Minotaur appeared in the distance again attacking people and causing chaos once again.I then woke up from my Dream.
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This remind me of the ''JUNIOR" that manifested from the Duncan Cameron's subconscious mind, at Montauk.
At some point you are going have to face that Beast intead of running away from it...
just a thought.
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I feel the Minotaur is the symbol of the Victimiser and Oppressor attempting to control me and intimidate me.Although the Minotaur is in my Subconscious Mind i do not feel it is part of me naturally but comes from early childhood Subconscious Programming from my Mother and Father.The Minotaur is the control mechanism of Subconscious Fear.I have had alot of Dreams about Monsters, Demons, Dragons, Zombies, Liches, Goblins, Ogres and so on. It fits with the theme.I am addressing my Subconscious Fear and have learned to realise it originally comes from a previous Incarnation and i must deal with it in this Incarnation.Take care.
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Holy cow. An hour or two after reading this post, I was balancing the tbar when all the sudden the entire scenario changes to a white sheep with horns like a goat and red eyes. Could this be related?
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Hi A Silver 8.When i have been grounding and using the Brown Merger recently i have seen this Minotaur with glowing red eyes.This Minotaur is a huge beast with large horns and piercing eyes.Write down your experiences A Silver 8.Perhaps it might be addressable in a Dream you may have about it in the near future.Take care.
Nightmares: deep issues that need to be understood now
House/building:[/b] Oversoul/personality; the mansion of your soul-personality
House, dark:[/b] no awareness of soul-personality
Old:[/b] hanging onto ideas that no longer serve your interests
Decay:[/b] negligence
Vacant:[/b] what is empty in your life?
Room, another: different construct; altered state of mind
Demon:[/b] alter guardian
Beast, fat/hairy/horns: fear involving a sexual abuse by an adult male
Roads: path to take; path that you follow
Running:[/b] not confronting a problem
Panic:[/b] uncertainty in direction/reaction
Steps:[/b] DNA strands
Basement:[/b] foundational programming
Odor:[/b] negativity in thought
Hidden, previously:[/b] subconscious awareness coming to the surface
Escape:[/b] running from fear; releasing
White light, flash of:[/b] realization
People, lots of:[/b] personality aspects
Peace:[/b] removing fear
Avatar,
These meanings seem to speak for themselves. You seem to have a lot of deep issues going on inside you that need to be understood now. You donââ¬â¢t seem to have awareness of who your soul-personality is, and you are holding onto ideas that no longer serve your purpose. Something is missing/empty in your life, and you seem to be looking into a different construct of your mind. Maybe you are looking for what is missing in your life. Now, there was nothing specifically about a Minotaur, but as you can see, there was for a ââ¬Ådemonââ¬Â and a ââ¬Åbeast.ââ¬Â Depending on how he looked to you, it can mean two things ââ¬â or maybe it is a combination of them?
You are not confronting the problem and are uncertain in your direction or the path to take.
When you said you descended into the basement, I assume you went down steps? And did you mean it had a strong basement smell or odor? If so, you were going down your DNA strands into your foundational programming, and it is negative to your thinking. Your subconscious awareness is coming to the surface and you are either running from it or releasing it.
Then it sounds like you had a realization of some of your personality aspects and removed the fear ââ¬â but only partly, because it sounds like the uncertainty started up again.
Hope this makes sense to you and is some kind of help. You sure seem to be working on yourself a lot. I hope you keep on going forward and get rid of all that fear and negativity that is bogging you down.
Good luck and Keep fighting.
DreamTime
A Silver 8,
What you saw could also be some kind of Satanic programming. I remember Stewart saying something about that to someone - I don't think it was exactly like you saw, but the symbols were similar; i.e. Goat's head, red eyes, etc.
Remember to brown X it out, flush and merge. And then, if you feel strong enough, put it in brown in front of your pineal area and see what comes up.
Take care.
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Thank you both. I never knew you could put altar icons in brown shades at the pineal gland to do deprogramming work.
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Hi there Dream Time.Thankyou for the Dream Analysis you have given me.Yes i agree with all the points there.I feel i need to develop my relationships with Women alot more but because of issues concerning my Mother, i developed alot of Fear surrounding Women and feel the need to shy away from direct contact with them although i know i need Female Energy around me to affirm my Masculinity and Positive Self Identity.I will list the Dream i had last night on a new thread.When you stated:"Beast, fat / hairy / horns: fear involving a sexual abuse by an adult male"I was a bit shocked by this as i am not aware of being molested or sexually abused by an adult male. My Father never abused me as a child and was fully aware of my Fear from previous Incarnations. I feel the Beast or Minotaur was actually a symbol of me Victimising and Oppressing myself on a daily basis. Hiding from the world is not a good thing to do as your Mind gets stuck into itself and with all the Slef Hatred and Self Loathing i have it means i end up tearing my Mind appart.As the Minotaur was breaking up and smashing up the old appartment block that no one lived perhaps it was trying to break up my Programming.I ran away because it was also breaking up my constructs in my Dream.I do not feel as if i was molested or sexually abused though as a child by an adult male.Perhaps it could have been from the Astral Dimensions that this occurred.My brother had a powerful Dream a few months a go where he was abducted by brown skinned, leathery looking Astral Reptilians who appeared to be scientists in a White Light enviroment and 'experiments' were done on him.Take care.
naw, do em in yellow... it's real easy to understand info.. you can move easily to plae orange from there too, to see whether it's true (whatever you're moving....) i used to think in brown.. now i keep that for affirmations and strong stements. putting things in brown puts them in physical reality, try maroon if you want to use a strong colour, it would include the energy from the astral to complete that task :)
Payce
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