Two Headed Penis Reptilian?

[robin]

good morning all!

i may have jumped the gun a little when i said it sounded like a programming dream...because truthfully, i have no idea WHAT a 'programming dream' even IS.:retard:

the other person who dreamed this felt helpless...said he had some kind of power of her.:evil:

in my own, i was happy to see it again...i had known of this particular penis before...i was pleasantly REMINDED.:D

also, the man in my dream is a 'person' i feel strongly is reptilian.(hes an entertainer on television.)ive been keeping my eye on him for some time.:slywink:

i do have a dream journal...ive been doing it since i was very young.:thumbsup:

i rely on them to tell me what i need to know, even if i dont understand what i have been shown.:discust:

i have to clarify something...the penis i saw, i have always called two headed (and i referred to them as snake heads when i awoke) but to be very precise it would be called SPLIT.i just learned this yesterday while looking around.

i found a site where the man did it to himself...told the details and his story.:shock:

he mentioned an aboriginal tribe who worshipped a serpent god and they split their organs for this god.he did not mention which aboriginal tribe it was.

so im thinking there may be a history of this serpent god...id like to know who.:paranoid:

i have NO problem with masculine energy...none at all.

i think men are the most beautiful creatures in the world.they are MORE beautiful than women.they are just so incredibly sexy.yeah, girls are pretty and all, but i am IN AWE of masculinity.its not female.:redface:

:)

i will be going through the posts this week...im looking forward to exploring here!:ninja:

[PurpleParrot]

Girl, you got me laughing there lol.

I've some stuff to say to that but I am holding back 4 now. Got an exam today. Anyway maybe we should all discuss this on a sexuality thread.

 

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Robin your presence here at the HCF is wonderful to see. You have already brung so much energy and vibrancy.It is lovely to see more Female Energy here and i am sure Purple Parrot is happier with more Female Energy here at the HCF. It is brilliant to feel such colourful Female Energy on a great forum such as the HCF. :thumbsup: :nod:

[PurpleParrot]

LOL *just took my exam*

Yeah I am happier that there are other females in here!! We need the girl talk!! lol It does set a balance!!! Otherwise the guys in here would have had to endure more feminine energy projection in them or something(not that its a bad thing...and I'm just kidding on that one). I tend to have more masculine energy than feminine energy as I was a male in my last existence in this time stream and I have many masculine existences affecting this one. I also have an androgynous being existence--sometimes in this life, I actually wouldn't mind being an androgynous being or asexual person--I sometimes view sexuality as negative--at least the way people express it here..they make it seem dirty and shameful..and even my own programming kicks in when I start feeling that way. I do know that a sexual experience is quite powerful and positive if its with the right person. I have no conscious sexual experiences in this life..only the ones in the astral realm and probably memores from other existences. Once I merge 'my masculine existences(I don't know how to do it and even if I did know I'm sort of lazy right now for hypercising--other than preliminaries and OS connecting) then maybe I can have a balance of gender energies. I can write a journal entry on my personal gender and sexuality issues(which is what I've been meaning to do for sometime because I feel this strange pull quite often) but it would be so long--since as I'm writing it, I'm exploring it and expressing it. Some of my friends think I suppress my sexuality..but I feel that my energy can be dangerous so this is why I put a lid on it. I need to find a creative outlet since that is a good balance to suppressed sexual energies.  Also, I do think of course that feminine energy is suppressed in this world..particularly in the western world. When you go to the East, I feel like there is a lot of feminine energy and effeminate people..this is just my opinion though..because of course you guys can argue that there is aggression,etc...but the people of the East tend to be more family and group oriented than over here. This structure in the East is sort of changing though to the NWO agenda but if people are aware and have a strong need to be in a nurturing, supportive and stable group, then the Illuminati can't win on breaking up families and bonds of couples and friends. Also the negative stereotype of being in a group is that you can't be independent or individual...it can be true only if we let it.

So I just wanted to share..maybe it will help you on exploring this issue.

I just realized..Robin is a name of a bird species lol....

and my login name obviously is that of a bird species as well. We're birds!!! lol. Yay!! commonalities!! *abnormally enthusiastic and hyper today..even sexually charged*

[robin]

good morning all!

i had to get offline yesterday because it was making me sleepy as hell.

i slept all day yesterday.dont know why.

heres the link to the site of the man who split himself...and mentions the aboriginal tribe who worships a serpent god.

the pics are very graphic if you feel curious.;)

http://www.bmezine.com/news/people/A1010...index.html

we certainly could use a sexuality thread.theres alot i could add.:big grin:

for instance,

during my monthly time, i become so aroused!:redface:

my period is awesome now!

im enjoying all this energy and power!:thumbsup:

it fades as the monthly does.

its only started this past year...i have to be careful and not send any energies toward others at this time.they dont know where its coming from...they stop and look around.my husband is very sensitive to it now.i can send him jolts of energy and he responds.:drool:

there is more i can say but i will save it for later. 

purple, what kind of exam did you take? 

that other forum i am in, has banned me again!the godlike one.

no reason, just that dumb software they are using to keep the hackers out.:discust:

but i kinda like when it happens, as it gets me out of there and looking around more. 

im going to go make some hazelknut coffee and pray i can have more hours online today.its finally raining here in florida!:D

[SilverInfinity]

Robin, thank you for signing up with this board and welcome again. Not only are you another female, you bring a certain rawness and uniqueness that this atmosphere needs.

About your sexual energy... I could use the boast because I don't feel attracted to humans. :(

Has anyone tried hyperspace techniques to increase their gender hormones? Sky blue for masculine hormones and medium pink for feminine hormones? I just started my own hyperspace treatment with extra sky blue in hopes I'd experience a "second puberty." Or maybe I need a boast in sexual energy, but I believe there are implants there that aren't allowing the hyperspace techniques to increase the libido. I feel very inhuman to have no attraction for anyone whatsoever.

[robin]

i know exactly what you mean when you say you arent attracted to humans.

i lost my attraction for them for two years...i was involved with an 'alien'.

that kind of loving will change your whole outlook on life.

im back to normal, i suppose you could say.

it all seems like  a dream now.

im glad though that its over as i have a wonderful family and husband who need me here...and i can actually THINK now, and BREATHE!

the term would be called EXOPHILIA. that is if you even have feelings of attraction for aliens.

[SilverInfinity]

The thing is, I never had sex with aliens or demons that I could see in the astral. But you bring some interesting information :D

[robin]

you are so sweet!

my rawness is just honesty.

blunt.

i try to be tactful but my manners can alsways use improving.

im only in this to find the truth.

they seduce.

i went willingly.

i wanted to KNOW and i found out.

they do exist. 

i have more to tell but im reluctant as i dont want any doors shut in my face because of what ive done...or said

now i have to find out exactly WHAT ive done.

repercussions and all.

[Guest]

robin, an amazing book on the topics of sexuality, mind control, programming, deprogramming, sex magick ect is called 'The True Reality Of Sexuality'. I'm sure you'd love and learn much from it. I just lent my copy to my mom for mothers day. Only to borrow though, it's my only copy and I need it, it's mine, all mine. :smirk: