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***Monica*** · 07-01-2006, 02:33 AM

Hi Diego Jose

Well, I really needed that post today....

Just as soon as I start working on my ideas for musical/artistic expansions... BAMM!! I get sabotage from within and without, and begin to feel like I have no chance or ability to lead a self-sufficient, independant life in my own manner, and that maybe I should give up and give in to the grind.... :/ Thanks for the reminders. I feel more like carrying on now. :)

You have great timing. Must that Oversoul connection at work. :big grin:

Love Monica

***Aethah*** · 07-11-2006, 09:47 AM

Hi William

Sorry, i forgot about this thread :P

I play keyboard, guitar and abit of vocals and percussion. I want to get lessons on piano and maybe down the track i might learn some violin.

I just want to be the best musician i can. I believe its one of my main creative functions in physical reality and i feel the strong desire to do something with it.

The main musical influences at the moment would include World Music, Deadcandance, Enya, Sigur Ros and stuff like that.

:)

**William** · 07-11-2006, 01:20 PM

Aethah, Thanks for the reply. Ive done some studio stuff. Here is a test song if you wanna go listen. I cant remember if i sent you pm with the link so here it is if anyone else is interested. I will be posting more songs one day to it.   Its not finished but I feel the need to atleast get some up.

Im looking for others that might want to do music, singing or Creative in Animation and want to fit music to animation or slide shows or movies.... Anyway. Would love to hear your stuff if you gotz any! (Ive talked about music ever since ive been on this fourm so i feel like i need to prove to myself and others that i really do music.)

http://www.bandthatneverwas.com/studio/

You must put in    Username = hyperspace

                              password   =    william

:dude:

***haven*** · 07-11-2006, 02:05 PM

Hey, I listend too :big grin:. Great stuff! I love the song. The guitar was particularly nice for me. Was this with a whole band? You probably said before and I have just forgotten. If so sorry :?

Also I put some older unfinished artwork up on photobucket since you had mentioned you might want to see some and thought this was specifically interesting (others welcome too, but as always please use violet if you look since I have no idea what was going on with me back then):

http://s69.photobucket.com/albums/i80/ha...h=imgAnch6

It was never finished as it was one of the very first things I did just to "play" with paint three years ago when I felt really compelled to stop doing computer work and paint full time. I also had never heard of hyperspace work and "programming" at that time, unfortunately.

If you decide to go through some of the others there I will warn you there are a couple of "winged serpent" paintings that I did after a trip across the southwest, also early stuff and in my mind unfinished. I went around to see for myself a lot of the cave paintings and rock painting sites and got morbidly fascinated by this image. I could never "get it right", so I gave up on it. Now I think it was stuff trying to surface to my conscious mind.

**William** · 07-11-2006, 04:59 PM

Haven, Loved your artwork! Thats so neat how you had symbols in your work before you really understood them. You have a zen quality and also a smooth easy feel to your stuff! Cute kitty! (Is that you in your paintings?)

The music i did all myself. I would really love to have a band, but i dont want to actually be a traveling band so i dont push being a band, I would rather record others, however since my energy does not match where i live now Its hard attracting the right peeps. So I would love to attract others that want to be creative without all the ego. If only i had a dollar for every time i was told "With our music were gonna Rule the world" ((((funney how all the musicians i use to hang with are out of my life since ive started deprogrammin!))))

Cool

***haven*** · 07-12-2006, 01:20 PM

That is very cool that you did all the music yourself. I completely understand about travelling a lot though. (Although with the quake situation here I am quite glad to be going to Chicago for a week at the end of this month whereas normally I'd be more put off by it :big grin:)

Glad you liked the artwork! I am horribly hard on myself about it, but am currently experimenting with hyperspace work and using color while I paint and draw, so will be curious to see what happens there. That "was" me in the paintings. My hair is naturally curly and was long and red, although NOW it is currently short and blonde (and based on the work I have been doing that is currently disturbing to me, but what isn't right now? :paranoid: :big grin: Definitely having one of those "Just who am I?" weeks.)

Eistein the cat is quite a character. I should put up a picture of the newer siamese kitty too :nod:

***SilverInfinity*** · 07-12-2006, 01:29 PM

Hey haven,

I agree with William that there is a smooth zen-like feeling to your artwork. I pick up that the woman (you) was enticed to some kind of vortex.

By the way, the archetypes at the left are actually hyperspace symbols. I don't remember a lot of the shapes, but one looks like it represents the subconscious, and the spirals fair enough are vortices. The oval with a dash through the middle probably means a balanced mind. So these symbols look like they deal with the mental abilities to create life moments. And also, the True Reality of Sexuality said that male energy (sky blue) enters through a vortex at the vagina into the astral realms (which would be a pale red spiral) as part of the sexual magic act. Even if you consciously wanted to portray finding the way back to heavens, your artwork with the lady still has a pale red spiral on sky blue background. I'm intepreting this artwork from my memory of the archetypes though! So don't take my word for it. But interesting that you draw this before knowing about hyperspace archetypes, huh?

***haven*** · 07-13-2006, 08:54 PM

SI: Thanks for the commentary:nod: . I DO think it is interesting that those symbols came through before I had "seen" them consciously. Of course, they are always available to everyone we just don't know how to get to them. I have always believed in the existence of what I thought of as "universal symbols", a not-language, that is remembered subconsciously even if people today can't actively remember what they meant. No wonder I feel drawn to hyperspace work, huh? :big grin: Enticed to some sort of vortex...I think that has has happened twice that I have memories around. Once as a child and once after I moved to CA.

Some background to the paintings, for what it is worth: after I moved to CA. I underwent a radical change that seemed to be arrested (?) by the intervention of three people who appeared in my life, two of which told me they were dragons in human form (the third felt he was a dragon in a previous life). Now, I had no idea at that time what they were really telling me and yes I was an idiot. Knowing what I know now I was also probably triggered. I eventually ended up leaving the country for awhile under odd circumstances. I ended up cutting off contract with the dragons and came back home. Then I started painting these paintings (2003...I think.)

I WANT to paint more things along the line of these, to somehow communicate with and get people thinking, but I seem to be seriously locked out of it. So my "technique" has improved but I can only paint landscapes without serious discomfort, and that ticks me off because I hate painting landscapes. I hate painting them so much it makes me NOT want to paint:mad2:. SO I am hoping the hyperspacedeprogramming work will help me with this.

EDIT: I almost forgot! I also had a general artist realization the other day about a mind pattern. There is enormous angst among artists about painting in a "pure" environment i.e.: the perfect neutral lighting, absolutely white walls so no colors get cast, etc. Everyone is like "No one will buy your work if the colors look different from one place to the next." Although I have done this, I always felt it was more like a sterile medical place than a creative space. I mean, we LIKE color that is why we are painting.

So I got this radical idea to say screw it and added colored drapes to my window :ninja: .
I mean, how much do I really care if my purple looks less blue outside than it did in here? Maybe all this "white" is just another limiting mind pattern: if I don't have the perfect space to work I can't paint; If I have color around it will distract/influence me (er, not always a bad thing); If I don't work in a space like everyone else then my peers will think I am an amatuer\ignorant\whatever. I will keep you posted on how it goes.

***SilverInfinity*** · 07-14-2006, 02:14 AM

Wow haven. You met shapeshifters. I wish one day I will meet a shapeshifting woman.

You came here because you always believed in universal symbols and almost learned about reptilian shapeshifters! It is amazing how you got here. I believe there's no way except your oversoul forcefully drew you here. Glad it did because you found a phenomemon place. :D

***Avatar*** · 07-23-2006, 02:34 PM

Weng wrote

Quote: I wish one day I will meet a shapeshifting woman.

It is best and constructive only to focus on removing your Victimization Mind Patterns and learning to live in the joy and peace of Divine Love within a concentrated connection to God Mind.