10-04-2007, 03:19 AM
I've been thinking about my childhood when I had some sort of psychic will power to affect things around me.
For instance, I remember that I willed a number to show up after the dice is rolled. It was at a math class back in middle school when we were learning probability. I impressed several people around my table by dictating what number would show up after the dice stops rolling.
Even though my psychic ability is near 0, I have perfectly vivid memories off all my psychic experiences. But the thought process involved during those times are vague and interpretable -- I come up with a theory every single day only to dismiss it tomorrow.
There is one thing that recurs to me. No matter if it's affecting probability, luck, or a desire, it's all WILLPOWER. I wish I could have a dialogue with my innerchild and ask him how I did it.
As an adult, willpower is ruled under constant speculation and skepticism from my part.
At times when I can suspend my adult mind, I have some success with my theories. My usual theory would be complicated because it could have several steps like, "first, feel love for yourself, then feel a gravitation pull between you and that, and finally, ...". That's only because if one of those steps work I can use the process of elimination in further experiments.
There's one thing that keeps showing up with success. Whether that be affecting the song that plays next in Windows Media Player or the actions of friends, or even strangers to feel flirtful (I had to in the name of science), I THINK THE ACTION INTO REALITY.
In the instance of Windows Media Player, I think of the program playing that song. The verb can't be vague like "can" or "have". It's a word that actually triggers a clear undisputable action.
That's all I know for now.
For instance, I remember that I willed a number to show up after the dice is rolled. It was at a math class back in middle school when we were learning probability. I impressed several people around my table by dictating what number would show up after the dice stops rolling.
Even though my psychic ability is near 0, I have perfectly vivid memories off all my psychic experiences. But the thought process involved during those times are vague and interpretable -- I come up with a theory every single day only to dismiss it tomorrow.
There is one thing that recurs to me. No matter if it's affecting probability, luck, or a desire, it's all WILLPOWER. I wish I could have a dialogue with my innerchild and ask him how I did it.
As an adult, willpower is ruled under constant speculation and skepticism from my part.
At times when I can suspend my adult mind, I have some success with my theories. My usual theory would be complicated because it could have several steps like, "first, feel love for yourself, then feel a gravitation pull between you and that, and finally, ...". That's only because if one of those steps work I can use the process of elimination in further experiments.
There's one thing that keeps showing up with success. Whether that be affecting the song that plays next in Windows Media Player or the actions of friends, or even strangers to feel flirtful (I had to in the name of science), I THINK THE ACTION INTO REALITY.
In the instance of Windows Media Player, I think of the program playing that song. The verb can't be vague like "can" or "have". It's a word that actually triggers a clear undisputable action.
That's all I know for now.