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a standoff with a neighbors pitbull and a exercize in fear.
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When i first moved here, i took one view of the scenic landscape behind my new house and said 'one day i'm going to climb that mountain'. well today was the day. it was a cloudy but very warm Canadian spring Sunday, with the sun just barely peeking through the clouds, enough to warm the skin, a perfect day for a hike.  So off I went, without a map, without a compass, without a trail, but with a mission.  So I made my way to the mountain the only way one can when he does not have a trail to follow, bushwack! and follow a mountain creek. It took me 4 hours through swamp, creek, fallen trees, ancient forest and some of the most beautiful sights I have ever seen. Near the higher elevations, near 4 feet of snow for almost 50 yards.  I made it to the top of the mountain, and it was worth it, the view was beautiful.

Anyways you might be asking yourself what the heck does that have to do with a standoff with a neighbors pitbull? well, ill tell you.

Ever since I became a avid hiker, ive had many encounters with hostile wildlife, including, elk, moose, badger, grizzly bear, black bear, and cougar. When I first started hiking I had very little experience in the bush, and I had my most traumatic, frightening experience with dangerous animals.  A large grizzly bear, out of no where, charged at me, and I saw him running at me from the corner of my eye.  I was lucky to survive, but that is a story for another time.  I actually feel pretty comfortable hiking around where I live now, because for one, there is no grizzly, and few cougars, only black bear and veggy eaters, but I still always carry bear mace and a large knife when I venture into the wild alone.  

Where were we, yes at the top of the mountain.  I went to the other side of the mountains to see the view from there and it was breathtaking.  I found a cozy spot to sit down, take in the view, and attempt to do some hyperspace work.  I felt very peacefull and relaxed, like i havent felt in awhile. The hyperspace work was going ok, but the stinkin squirrels and birds kept chirping and yapping, I couldnt quite concentrate.   Eventually I gave up on the hyperspace work and instead yelled at few things as the sky with a incredible echo, such things as

'kuiper belt aliens if you're out there show your damn selves, this planet needs, you and needs you now!"

After making my way back down the mountain, I put on my some music and was pretty pumped up and amped from the exercize, sun, beauty and adventure. As I was making my way back to my little shelter in the woods, various scenarios were going through my mind as they always do when alone in the bush. 

"what do I do if I see a bear, well I must not fear or run, as they sense the strong energy of fear and take it as a sign of weakness and victim mentality and will attack"

and as I made my way closer to civilization I knew I'd be walking through a rural community, many of them having dogs, this scenario ran through my head.

"what do i do if a dog comes at me? what I will do is use the situation as an experiment in fear"

i kid you not this exact situation manifested into reality some 10 minutes later.

I was jogging down a gravel road in the rural neighborhood where i live, there's houses all along this road sporaticly, and it's a public road. In the distance, maybe 70 yards running full speed in the direction i'm jogging is a dog.  I was like 'no flipping way'. I took off my headphones and come to a halt. I didn't know it was a pitbull, and I didn't know if it was running at me or running somewhere else at first.  The thing came right at me viciously slobbering and barking, a massive pitbull possibly masitiff X. I didn't fear, I looked at it and was like

'no way, not happening back off buddy'

 and it backed off a few feet, but still barking like a maddogg killer. Every time I would back away slowly it came at me. But I didn't react at all when it did this, I would just stand still and curse at it, talk to it, I didn't even pull out my bear mace or knife, as this was a exercize in fear.  I felt that any hostile or fear emotions on my part could have triggered this mad dog demon to maul me. For five minutes I had a stare down with this thing, it look confused like it didn't know what the hell it wanted to do.  The silly things owner, some timid i would guess mid 40's lady, heard all the commotion and stood in her house with her head out of the window, whistling 'come her boy!' I yelled at her like 10 times, come get your dog! come get your god damn dog!. it too her nearly 5 minutes and finally she come out at grabbed her dog.  I said....

'ill be reporting this' and walked off with a smile.

it was a successful exercize in fear.
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#2
Interesting story Shadowrunner, the question is did you manifest it or foresee it? Spending time in the mountains/nature opens up the chakras to flow more consistently and does actually enhance the psyche, the fresh pure air in your lungs; there are so many positives.
The dog being a cross breed would have also helped, as a pure pitbull has no fear and is one of only three dogs in the world that will attack a person to kill them.
I am glad you are ok and your energy would have played a great part in the dog not attacking you, dogs are totally into energy, and the great dog whisperer says ‘humans are scent with energy’, I love that because it is so totally true.
When you say a successful exercise in fear, please explain was the fear already in you or the situation?
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Interesting story Shadowrunner, the question is did you manifest it or foresee it? Spending time in the mountains/nature opens up the chakras to flow more consistently and does actually enhance the psyche, the fresh pure air in your lungs; there are so many positives.
The dog being a cross breed would have also helped, as a pure pitbull has no fear and is one of only three dogs in the world that will attack a person to kill them.
I am glad you are ok and your energy would have played a great part in the dog not attacking you, dogs are totally into energy, and the great dog whisperer says ‘humans are scent with energy’, I love that because it is so totally true.
When you say a successful exercise in fear, please explain was the fear already in you or the situation?"

Thank you for the post Astrojewels. Very insightful, as usual.

I don't know if I manifested the situation or foretold it. I'd like to think I foretold it, but I'm not sure.

I say it was successful, because it was a exercise i have ment to experiment with for awhile.

My fear energy VS a large mammals predator instinct and oppressor energy.

Ive been in the situation a few times, all which resulted in either...

me being totally surprized and fear strikes my heart, i run from the bear and the bear chases me.

the next time I saw a bear, my memory of the first experience was triggered.

I ran clumsily from the bear and the bear ran clumsily from me in the opposite direction.

the time after that, the bear ran from me. I backed off slowly for a bit, then ran away like a young boy searching franticly for his mother.

The time after that, I witnessed the bear from afar, and stood my ground. the bear, walked it's normal path, barely noticing me.

The next time I saw a bear was multiple times at the resort i worked at. It was a bear that kept raiding the resort for garbage and animal carcasses off the back of trucks and the grease from my cabin barbeque.

The one day the resort was packed with kids and families and the mother bear and her two cubs decided to make an appearance in the middle of the action. I didn't flinch and I went right at the mother bear and told her to get the heck off the property and and chased her and her two cubs off the property down and down into a valley. And they ran. They ran like little monkies from a tiger. I then got into my golf cart and chased them further into the deep of the woods away from the families.

Every time i encounter a big ass animal i gain more experience and confidence when I'm exploring alone in the middle of the wild. Every time i feel more comfortable among the wilds large predators which ive come to love and respect. I tell myself every time i encounter a large predator that I will keep my composure and use the experience to experiment with, experience the energy of fear, and perhaps in some small way understand my own victim mentality mind pattern and my reason to exist on this prison planet.
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#4
Shadowrunner,

What a great story! I had an experience with a mountain lion stalking me earlier this year. Unfortunately I didn't pass the no-fear test. :D I ran like a crazy girl, knowing the whole time, that if it wanted to, it could have me for lunch.

I did however chant "Om Mani Padme Hum" the whole time I was running. That might have helped. All I know is the mountain lion paced me the whole way up the trail, about twenty feet behind me and to the left. It was enjoying a nice game of cat and mouse, but evidently wasn't interested enough to have me as a main course.

Later that day I went straight home and looked up mountain lion in Ted Andrew's Animal Speak book. It stands for reclaiming personal power. I've been doing all kinds of solar chakra work since then.

Namaste, Tanja

http://www.energy-healing-info.com
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#5
ShadowRunner,

I must say that I'm somewhat envious of your surroundings. Being in all that less touched nature provides many opportunities for growth.  And of course it's beautiful.I take many cues from my surrondings including animals.

EnergyHealer, Ted Andrews used to live just up the road from here and ran a bird sanctuary. Mostly birds of prey. I have a much used copy of Animal Speak.:) 
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#6
Shadowrunner,
Wonderful reply, what can I say? What you are doing is taking control of not just who you are but what you excel to be, acknowledging fear is a great leap in spiritual connection and then facing it is the next step, which so many people just can not come to do. You know logically that a human and a bear really are no match, but you are energetically linking your consciousness to that of the animal, and it is freely in the air we breathe. We have no predators here in Australia, except for the creepy crawlies, we have kangaroos in our backyard at night, they know they will not be hurt, they know it by the energy that they feel. I love the fact that animals communicate by energy, it is amazing.
You should be very proud that you are able to analyze your mind pattern and enhance your own power.

And energyhealer, a mountain lion, wow that is also a great story.
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#7
wow i remembered my log in info!

Shadowrunner, i did something similar.

my husband tells me no i cannot go walking around in the woods because he is afraid for my safety.

so of course i dont listen and im walking with my 4 children pregnant with my 5th and last.

i had heard birds squawking in anger and fear so i decided to go investigate why this one bird sounded completely INSANE.

we made our way through the woods to an old trailer which had tons of bird cages all around the yard.

some were occupied with birds and i noticed not all of the birds had water.

someone wasnt aking good care of these babies!

i decided to call animal control when i got home.

on our way, a large dog appeared, growling at us with its hackles raised.

it took a step toward us and i was afraid.

then i thought hell no!!!!!

 im NOT gonna be afraid of this damn dog who is being an asshole.this isnt where he lives and he is telling ME im in HIS woods?

i let my fear dissapate and allowed the anger to fill me.

my skin got goosebumps and i stared at this dog, not blinking.

i let the anger flow out toward him and while it did i growled right back with everything in me.

all my fury was directed toward him...and i took a step toward him growling even more furiously...it came from somewhere, this extra jolt of fury.

the kids bless them were quiet and still.

the dog gave me the oddest look and stopped growling.

i took another small step and growled again making my eyes as wide open as possible.i was a momma protecting my babies and i was gonna let him know it!i was ready to get bitten up and kill him in the process.it was do or die at that moment.

he had enough and simply took off.

i realized then i was shaking.

then we headed back home right through the area he had just been standing in.

i have faith that UR way is correct.

its the fear they can SMELL.

 

on a side note, i did the same thing with an alien dream i had.

some girl was driving her car with me as a passenger through a neighborhood.

a silver shaped saucer was coming down near a house on my side of the road.

the dog in the yard was visibly upset and whining, cowering and he couldnt run away as he was on a chain.

she stopped the car (im not sure why) and i got out.

i was gonna protect this dog somehow if need be.

then i noticed the occupants had come out=blonde humans wearing silver bodysuits and they had RED EYES.

they began chasing me around the car, the two of them.the second was shorter than the first.

so im running and go around once and begin another circle when i became angry.

im not gonna be afraid of THEM i said to myself.

ive HAD ENOUGH!im tired of this crap!

i stopped, turned around faced them, put my hand up, palm facing them and screamed at them NO! NO.... MORE!!

they got a strange look on their faces and then took off to their saucer.

i am not afraid of them anymore.

i KNOW it is my emotions that can make or break me now.

 
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