christianity conspiracy

[Leftygrl]

I want to share something I am going through that may help others with similar experiences, and I would LOVE to hear of any other xchristians that can relate with any of this...

I was born catholic, but haven't felt any connection to the 'church' since around age 18... other than genetic... being mostly Italian with many memories of gramma with a rosery praying to the saints. I'm fond of the memories with no attachment to catholicism. But christianity is another story!

My spiritual path has always had a 'christian' slant to it. I know a lot of people assume that people who are christians, are because thats what they were taught, and told to be.. etc. I, however, had actual experiences... dozens upon dozens of dreams and non-dream experiences with Jesus personally... beginning at age 12. I realize now that this was programming. These dreams and experiences were the work of my internal programmer. I have just recently come to terms with this. Its been hard to accept.. but its pretty clear now. I once strayed from the christian path when getting involved in pagan/shaman theories and had a harsh experience that I could only deduce was a warning from God and Jesus to get back on track! Now I understand that my I.P. was getting me back with the 'program'. One of the 1st things I learned from Stewart S. was that I have Magdalene genetics. I just took that in stride... like, ok maybe. My maternal grandmother's father was born in southern France. I guess its possible. My mother has three close sisters. Two of them are extreme born again christians. Interesting to note that the one that is NOT, did not share the same mother!
Why does this information matter to me? Because I feel a deep connection to Jesus. It could be genetic... and not some God savior connection. Its a least a 'possibilty' that helps explain the feelings.

I want to share that I have been programmed to feel close to Jesus and to have personal experiences that confirm that he is God. I believe he was a man with a close connection to his oversoul and Godmind. He was trying to free us from the church and the church twisted him into somethiing to help them control the masses. Its amazing how well it has and still is working. He is no more God than you or I. We are all part of God.

Sadly, there is no way I can convince family members on this rather confining christian path that they are programmed to do this. I know how close they feel to Jesus. I know they believe their 'Jesus' experiences are REAL. There is almost no chance they will ever be swayed. I'm still amazed that I can see any of this now. And very grateful to all of you who openly share these realities, and to a very close friend, who is the only person that could have gotten me to wrap my mind around this stuff. THANKYOU!

~Sheri

[PurpleParrot]

Leftygirl,

I read your post and I find what you wrote interesting. I am of a Hindu background but I've had my share of Christian experiences. I wrote a post about all of this but I ended up saving it into email because it was a really long post that was three-four paragraphs basically about my experiences in christian and hindu religion and what lead me to expansions.I thought it was too much to post on here..too personal.

These days I am finding myself near Christians again at this cafe I have been attending. I think I might have NWR programming if I am attracting different religious people in my life again.

[William]

  I too can understand what you have said leftygrl, .....  I have had Christian programming.  In some nightmare situations i even would call on Jesus to save me and one time after doing so a vision of a horrible beast appeared to me.

  So study is the main word here......   When you study the "true history" of this planet you find the Christian story the most messed with in history.  Jesus was not the True person in history that the bible refers to.   So praying to "Jesus" is not what most with a heart and love in their minds want to do as i have been told that "Jesus" referes to a demonic astral demon.

  Just doing a true search apon the Bible and how it was written will tell you more than what i could offer.

  Yes you could be close to the real person that did walk the earth here but his name is not Jesus so im told.

  Hope some of this helps....

peace

:)

[Richard]

Lefty, It sounds like we have similar backgrounds. I was raised in a Christian family and went to church every week as I was growing up. My family is 7th Day Adventist and I can’t convince them of the truth either. Adventists feel that they are closer to the truth than all the other religions and you can tell them anything. My family also has Magdalene genetics and we’re in the committee of 300. I gave up trying to enlighten them over 8 years because the Christian religion is such a big part of their lives that I think the only thing that might shake their faith would be an alien invasion. When the staged alien invasion climaxes this summer is when I think I’ll try to enlighten them again. P-Wink

[Leftygrl]

I really appreciate these understanding responses...I've avoided checking back here sooner because I was really worried that this would trigger angry responses.

Purple Parrot, I know what you mean, after posting I felt like maybe it was too personal and I shouldn't have... but part of me needed to admit being an xchristian publicly. It was the first time I did it. I would love to hear what your experiences were like, but its understandable if you would rather not post it. Thank you for sharing.

In response to William, Ive also had dreams where I would call out the name of Jesus... I'm usually being sucked into some type of darkness and when I call out for Jesus, the darkness goes away. Which worked to reinforce my 'faith'. I don't know what to say about the image you saw! Scary!!

Hyperspace, good luck helping your family. I think the combination of the christian brainwashing with Magdalene genetics puts a very tight hold on christian faith. People in my family would die for Jesus. I'm just asking my oversoul, that if there is a small crack in their faith anywhere, to put some of the evidence they need to see in front of them... somehow.

Here are a few sites I found helpful.

http://www.jesussilenced.com/
http://www.geocities.com/b_r_a_d_99/cultleader.htm
http://www.tertullian.org/rpearse/nicaea.html

Also... I am trying to keep my New World Religion programming deactivated.... it seems like we are being activated now. If anyone has any ideas as to how best to deal with this... please share. I am trying to stay in violet and connected to Oversoul. I used the computer of the mind visualization to deactivate the program and it felt GREAT for a little while. But it didn't last.

Best Wishes and thanks for your thoughts...
~Sheri

[William]

Leftygrl, You are doing a great job, I believe by just bringing our thinking out into the open that we are doing something more to help ourselves.   The Vision i saw Was the Lower Astral demon.  And many years later I was confirmed in what it was.

  Just that vision alone tripped my Kundi somewhat,  they want us to feel safe with the lower Astral and that is how they suck us into Newage crapoloa or keep us hooked on phoney Christian thinking.  I walked away from the vision feeling like i was Christ.........  I felt like a New age gurooo....  was around 15 or 16 at the time.   NO one around me at the time could explain it, I was skeptical but had no one with the experience to talk to even though i was talking to other " Nlightned people." 

Leftygrl wrote:                                          In response to William, Ive also had dreams where I would call out the name of Jesus... I'm usually being sucked into some type of darkness and when I call out for Jesus, the darkness goes away. Which worked to reinforce my 'faith'. I don't know what to say about the image you saw! Scary!!

         I was told that they do use technology to do these things to us and to reinforce our faith, so you are right on with that......   However i was shown the Entity behind it.  as Horrible as it was it triggered an orgasmic response from me.   Thats how they make guroos ;)                            guroos   mispelled on poipose.


  Hope this makes sense.

   ps... I and others have asked Stewart many times to write more on the Christ, Jesus, biblical understandings for years now!   Emmanual  ,  Jmmanual   so on.

:)

[William]

  Here is some info.



>Rome has officially taken umbrage to
>"THE DA VINCI CODE".
The son, whose father was with the Illuminati, told me that the book was not a fraud. I have never read the book. We were told not too happy things about the book.
>Church says Jesus never married or had children.
The Church is correct. That was not written into the made up story.
Jesus never existed as a real human person. He was a Roman creation to control the budding Christian movement.
The Jesus saga was duplicated from Emmanuel’s story and what they (Roman scribes and priests) did not copy they made up.
Emmanuel got married in India and had 3 or 4 kids, don’t remember off hand. He did not die in Jerusalem, but in a village in India. His dead body/corpse is still in India. The last tomb in Jerusalem that had copies of the Talmud manuscript Emmanuel wrote in India, before he died, one of his sons took a copy of the manuscript from India with him and brought it to Jerusalem and hid it in the tomb. After our group found that manuscript encased in resin, the ETs who led the retrievers there destroyed the tomb to prevent another Jesus cult from forming around the tomb. Years after word got around that the retrievers had an original copy of Emmanuel's manuscript, and the Zionists, Christians and the Vatican came after the holder who had the manuscript before we could finish translating it. The Zionists finally found the one who had the manuscript and launched an attack in a refugee camp and killed him and others.
The Emmanuel manuscript did not speak highly of the Jews and Christians at all. It had dialogues showing that he cursed and argued with him.
>Da Vinci Code disagrees.
>The disagreement goes further. . .

Above from    http://www.rumormillnews.com/cgi-bin/arc...read=66904

[William]

And also from Stewart,      Mods, please make sure we can show this link ok.

http://www.2012.com.au/Emmanuel.html

  This is (from "Blue Blood, True Blood")  book by www.expansions.com

 

 

[PurpleParrot]

lol when I went to India one summer, I picked up a book called Jesus Lived in India...

[Leftygrl]

Thanks William... for the Blue Blood information.... especially since I have that book in front of me right now! I borrowed it from a friend months ago, read some and put it down where it stayed... forgotten. I stopped reading it just as I was getting to the chapters on the Roman Empire and Emanuel.

Looks like I really need to read Stewart's book!


Much Peace,

~Sheri