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Yes, we do need someone, but in this fight we cant really have anyone in this world right now, because anyone is potentially an enemy put there for you to disturb your fight. I don't have anyone who can really understand me, except for the people from forums like this, and I am grateful for that.
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Veronica,
Life is difficult, no matter what circumstances we are given, life always throws some challenge especially if you are spiritually gifted. The perception that everyone is a potential enemy is setting your spiritual frequency up for opposing personalities. Each to our own, it is a personal choice to create a 24/7 focus on the ââ¬Ëagendaââ¬â¢ but considering life as a fight will only create a battle, you are the counter balance to all of your journeys, and it is imperative to come across people that are devious, spiteful and downright terrible in order to understand the diversity of your own inner core.
I believe that it is not the experience in which structures our pain, but how you actually analyze the why/what/how, and how you move on from that experience, the fight is easy if you have a victim.
I donââ¬â¢t think any of us has a single person who totally understands us completely, we all have the ââ¬Ëmulti-personalityââ¬â¢, therefore you will have people that share your views on topics on the forum, then family, friends with common interests, I have acquaintances/people in my life that are not even aware of my beliefs, and I have no interest in discussing it with them either.
Do you have goals for this year?
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Yes, I see what you mean, I believe you are in right. I tend to forged about mind patterns. I do have very close friends, but they are far from me now since i moved recently. Maybe this is why I feel detached, this is new for me and I need to find my place here and my kind of people. This environment is an excellent place for new experiences.
I don't know if I have goals for this year, my everlasting goal is always to learn more and more, to be content and to help others in any way I can and never give up. Goals can be different, I did money-job goal in last two years, at least a place to develop my skills more. I do have other little goals, they are all important and I know that everything what is going on around me is to help me in my spiritual growth.
When I said in the first post that "I had enough", that was really because I felt manipulation from "them" in a circle of my new friends, its complicated. I am happy that I noticed that, otherwise it would be quite a mess.
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Veronica,
I think we all share that goal, I lean something every single day, and I actually starting taking notes of what I did learn, as we just donââ¬â¢t take notice of the small things in life. New beginnings are hard, but you just have to remain in your centre and the manipulation will not affect you, you have a great deal to offer and just being you will allow new best friends in your new location, donââ¬â¢t let others bend your energy, it is just too great.
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Hi Astro, what's cooking?
On January 1, I started a file with the aim of changing the way I think and perhaps the way I manifest things in my life.
Every week this year, I will write down in this file what I will spend $1 million on. The first entry was easy, you know, house, new car etc. BUT, I figure by about week 3, I will be struggling to buy material items that are just about ME. I figure I will start thinking very carefully about charities, environmental spending, land for wildlife conservation, etc, etc.
Looking forward to the challenge of learning that if I had that money, it would not be about me and how much STUFF I could own.
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What a great idea Crystalsun and I am sure the further you get into the year, the money will be harder to spend, but you could build on to schools and have gyms/libraries etc for the smaller schools. I have never thought of that but I think it is a great idea, and a note to add to the 3rd or 4th week of your diary
Note to CS ââ¬â buy Kaz a ââ¬Ëlargeââ¬â¢ home on/around 10 acres! Ha haââ¬Â¦.
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Only ten acres? ... actually I had you down for 100...
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ha ha, I could have 100 if it was all bushland, so yeh no worries I accept!!!
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