06-08-2006, 02:07 PM
Hello, my name is Haven. It is not my birth name but is the name I have self-begotten and will maybe one day take on legally.
I am 37, married, no natural children and no plans to ever have any. I do have a teenage step-daughter, and two cats. I have been pretty obsessed with cats since I was very young and have had at least one most of my life.
I have wandered many paths spiritually speaking, and refuse to accept that I can't understand what the big picture is, or participate in it with 100% consciousness. I am pretty new to hyperspace language, but I am an artist writer and looking back over my work am pretty surprised at the symbolic language in the images. I have intuited the co-existence of realities and "timelines" when I was pretty young. Sometimes I feel unable to "grab on" to the passage of time, as if I am standing still and time is rushing around me like a river. A year to everyone else can "feel" like a few weeks to me, although I know days are passing. It is very hard to describe.
It is very hard for me to talk about a lot of this, so I hope you guys can be patient LOL.
I have had a lot of odd experiences like I imagine everyone here has. I am looking forward to getting to know people here better, and hopefully some answers or pieces of the puzzle :nod:.
I am 37, married, no natural children and no plans to ever have any. I do have a teenage step-daughter, and two cats. I have been pretty obsessed with cats since I was very young and have had at least one most of my life.
I have wandered many paths spiritually speaking, and refuse to accept that I can't understand what the big picture is, or participate in it with 100% consciousness. I am pretty new to hyperspace language, but I am an artist writer and looking back over my work am pretty surprised at the symbolic language in the images. I have intuited the co-existence of realities and "timelines" when I was pretty young. Sometimes I feel unable to "grab on" to the passage of time, as if I am standing still and time is rushing around me like a river. A year to everyone else can "feel" like a few weeks to me, although I know days are passing. It is very hard to describe.
It is very hard for me to talk about a lot of this, so I hope you guys can be patient LOL.
I have had a lot of odd experiences like I imagine everyone here has. I am looking forward to getting to know people here better, and hopefully some answers or pieces of the puzzle :nod:.
