Alien baby

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Okay, here is a strange dream that I had on March 20th of this year.  It was strange because (well, besides the obvious things) every time I woke up and fell back asleep, I was right back in this dream again.  This is how it went:
 
I was pregnant with an alien baby – how I knew it was an alien, I don’t know – but I know it was.  Anyway, I was coming home from my trip, and I went to see Anubis, my dog.  He was behind a fence, and he was so happy to see me.  But there was another dog there that kept jumping on me and attacking me.  I finally got him away and let Anubis come to me.  I can still hear his whimpering and feel him on me. I was so happy to be back.  I woke up then, and when I went back to sleep, I was back in the same dream.  I was still pregnant with the alien, and I was with my daughters.  I guess we were at some kind of fair or something.  Cheryl (my daughter) said that she parked the car far away, and I was walking through this flea market trying to get to the car.  All of a sudden these HUGE bugs (mosquitoes?) were flying at us trying to sting us.  I could feel one bite my back.  I pulled it off then woke up again.  When I once again fell asleep, I was right back in the same dream.  I was coming from this fair or festival, and I guess I was tired, because someone got me a horse to ride on, and they led me down the center of the street.  Most people were cheering for me, but some of the people were very angry.  I guess they didn’t want alien babies.  I saw them at an upstairs window and I knew they were going to try and get me, so I ran into a house (my house?) to try and hide from them.  I ran up the stairs and to the baby’s bedroom, but when I opened the door, there were two kids there waiting for me.  As soon as they saw me they shouted: “She’s here!”  I slammed the door shut and ran into another bedroom with them chasing me.  I slammed that door shut and pushed a dresser or something in front of the door trying to keep them out.  They wanted my baby and I wasn’t going to let them get it.  Unfortunately, the older guys came and broke down the door.  I saw them coming closer and they said something about the baby (I can’t recall what) but I was hugging my stomach and begging them not to, and then I woke up again.   

Funny thing though, when I woke up, I felt like something was or had been, in my stomach.  It was a strange sensation.

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I just realized that March 20 - the day I had this dream - was the anniversary of my first marriage.  I don't know if that has any meaning or not.  I am going to attempt to interpret this thing....

 

Pregnancy/baby: new idea for your life

Alien: aspect of personality with which you are not familiar

Dog (brown): balancing spiritual ideas

Fence: creating boundaries; restrictions

Dog: need to reverse your spiritual concepts

Family (my daughters): soul group or;

Children (grown): ideas that are no longer present or useful

Walk (long to home): journey to find real self

Car: manner in which you take your chosen path in life

Bugs: many huge annoying thoughts/ideas

Mosquitoes may have been Wasps: hostile activation

Stung on back: represents the support structure in life

stung on my upper back: this demonstrates feelings about family support and friends

Horse: message; feeling of trust and support

Road (street): path to take; path that you follow

People, lots of: personality aspects; some were angry, some were happy

Window: an opportunity presented; need to get out of current situation

House: Oversoul/personality (Huge): lots of aspects of self

Staircase: reviewing DNA information

Bedroom: altered state

Door, unlocked: ability to go within

Children, few (2 kids?): some new ideas

Furniture(dresser): fixed ideas

Men, older: strong guardian alter

Crying: purging irritations
 
Let's see what I have here.  God, my dreams all seem so complex.  It's like every time I go to sleep, I go to the movies, and they're always first run.
 
First it sounds like I am getting or being led to new ideas or ways of thinking about my spiritual life which I had for a while put up boundaries (which is so true).  I have ideas that I have to get rid of that are no longer useful to me.  I am looking to find myself, but I still have many annoying thoughts or ideas that I need to get rid of.  But then, this part of the dream may also have been a hostile activation that was trying to take over.  It sounds like I don't know whether to be happy or sad or angry (I am all, at times).  I need to get out of my present situation and into something new.  I've reviewed my DNA and am able to go within myself in an altered state to find new ideas, but I think I am still stuck on the old, fixed ideas I have.  My guardian alters are trying to help me, but I think I don't want to let go of my old ideas (hugging my stomach), and I'm trying to purge my irritations.  

Personally, I think I need to look in the direction more of my psychic/spiritual self.  Maybe that is where my future is trying to take me, but I am still doubting it.

[Avatar]

Hi there Dragonfly.That was an incredibly powerful Dream.Pregnancy/Baby: With the pregnancy and new birth symbol i would add to that that you are wishing to recreate life in a 'new way' and you wish to start afresh with a level of wide eyed innocence and bliss.Alien:As you are familiar with EBE races and the Draconian Reptilians perhaps the Alien Baby symbolised something new within yourself you were not aware that feels strange.Fence: Could also be about creating a safety zone, an area of your own privacy.Dog: Also means family protectiveness and primal instinct.Family:Your daughters are hildhood images of yourself.Children: Your childhood grown to adulthood.Walk: Reflection and clearence of Subconscious Negative Thought PatternsCar: Responsibilites on your Life Journey.Bugs: Can mean sneakiness and subversiveness.Mosquitoes: Parasitic presence of something you intensively dislike.Stung on Back: What you dislike gets you 'back' and you do not 'see' it happening.Stung on Upper Back: What you dislike is concerned with family support issues.Horse: Feminine energy, Feminine freedom and expression.Road: Choices in your Life Journey.People: Reflections of you.Window: A new view onto something completely different in life.House: Experiences into memory and Subconscious Mind as well as stability in Life Journey.Staircase: DNA information and exploration of Past, Present and Future Life Journey.Bedroom: Safety Zone and need for relaxation and confort.Unlocked Door: Nothing to hide and oppurtunities in Life Journey.Few Children: Your innocence and child self needs minimal externalization.Furniture: Your habits and daily routines as part of safety zone.Older Men: Strong Father Figure and guidance.Crying: Release of Pain, Anxiety and Hurt and purifying Mind Patterns.I hope some of these suggestions are useful.Dream Analysis is a wide ranging subject and there are quite a few symbols for the same imagery in Dreams.Develop your Psychic and Spiritualism skills Dragonfly. You have a good level of Intuition so you must use it.Take care my friend.

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Thanks Avatar for your added analysis.  I agree with you; I need to work and develop my psychic skills more.  Many years ago (before my catastrophic divorce and death of my mother), I seemed to be more "in touch" with myself.  But I had been working hard on it, thanks to a psychic friend I had.  After the divorce & death, I had a complete breakdown and spent many years in and out of hospitals and in and out of a drug haze.  I've been free of that for about 6 years now, and I am, once again, starting to delve into my hidden powers.  I just wish it was easier (and faster).  

I remember that I used to be able to control the birds in the sky - get them to go the way I wanted them to.  That was just a fun little thing I did to pass time.  I can't do that any more - although, to be honest, I haven't really tried.  I still fight the depression - sometimes daily - but I refuse to go on the "meds" again.  I have a feeling that "someone" didn't want me to expand my powers, because I had a lot of evil and negative people sent into my life to try and break me.  But I am still here, and I guess I will be for awhile, so I might as well do something positive with my time here, right?


Take care my friend.

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I totally agree Dragonfly.There is no time like the present to inact your Soul Personality into action and do anything you wish as our Physical Reality Life Journeys are so short.I have allowed so many people to hurt me, attack me, traumatize me, racially abuse me, torment me, harm me and judge me in my life on Earth because i have wanted to be the Victim.I hate the fact i have done this to myself and allowed my own Victim Mind Patterns to associate with everybody elses Victim Mind Patterns to do with all these sick Illuminati constructs like sexuality, race, gender, mental health, spirituality and so on.Earth is to traumatics and messed up to be bothered with sometimes.This is why i do bother watching TV or associating with mainstream culture at all.What you went through over your Mothers death is horrendous and i can see the tremendous pain, worry and loneliness and emptiness this must of left you with.The drugs dampened and suppressed your natural Psychic Self and may have allowed Astral Entities to attach themselves to your Auric Fields.You do sound like a powerful and yet unrealised Psychic Dragonfly.Your Psychic Self is just waiting to be used which of course will expand your Soul Personalities energy on Earth.Your Soul Experientiality is waiting to be developed and defined in new ways!For me i know my powerful Dreams will continue and my need for Love is paramount and i know i will find Love iwth the right Woman in the not to distant future!Thankyou Dragonfly for being a good friend and a good healer.Take care.

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Yes Avatar,

I have been a "victim" for most of my life, and I never even realized it until I divorced and let some really nasty people into my life.  I have had my tail-bone broken, knives pulled on me, "hits" put out on me...I could go on.

But now I feel that the incidents kept getting worse and worse because I was being forced to look at myself and realize how I was being a victim because of my victim mentality.  I was actually drawing these things to me, because I had such a low self-opinion of myself.  Actually, I hated myself, and that is a strange thing for me to say, because now I don't "hate" anyone or anything.  I feel "hate" is a horrible word and I do not like it in my vocabulary.  I don't even "hate" the guys who did those things to me - pity maybe, because I now know how programmed and lost they are - but not hate.

Learning all of this stuff, I feel, has made me stronger.  I do not "hate" myself anymore - I still don't "love" myself - but I AM getting better. :nod:  I still don't feel like I "belong" here.  I am so different from other people (women), and I just don't fit into any niche.