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Your dad demanding to know everything now may mean you feel (God's rules of) mind-patterns and whatnot is too much work.
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William, Thatââ¬â¢s interesting about the aliens that you saw around you. Then having a UFO chase you. It sounds like they have an interest in you for some reason. You should have a profile done by Stewart or Karen so you can get more info as to what has been going on in your life. I think the info will surprise you.
PP, Thatââ¬â¢s interesting about you astral experience, it sounds like you might have been used in some astral rituals. It sounds like you have a family like mine. My family also drove me crazy. I havenââ¬â¢t talk to most of them in over 8 years. They are all programmed Christians and itââ¬â¢s difficult to reason with them. My parents would always trigger me into a frame of mind that I donââ¬â¢t like being in. Itââ¬â¢s easy to see that they were my handlers. When are you going to get you RN license?
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Wow Richard,you have 45% reptilian DNA? Are you able to shapeshift?
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MC, DreamTime claims that she has seen me as a reptilian during sex but I myself have never seen any shapeshifting. She also claims that I change when I get very angry, not into a reptilian but into something else. Iââ¬â¢ll have to get her to describe it because I havenââ¬â¢t ever seen myself change. It could be that she has a over active imagination. P-LOL
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MC, I donââ¬â¢t know if I am a moon child or not. I figured DreamTime might be seeing this on an astral level because it seems like I would notice changing. She says that when Iââ¬â¢m mad that I change into demonic looking being. Iââ¬â¢m a mellow person most of the time and I rarely ever get that angry where she says I change. I have to admit that at times when I get triggered; it feels like Iââ¬â¢m controlling an anger demon. I know that a lot of programmed people get demons attached to them for programming purposes and Iââ¬â¢m guessing one of mine is an angry one.
How did you find out your demon is a creature that the Illuminati worship?
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Richard: If I pass and survive this semester(which I think I will..it just hasn't been easy with dad being in hospital and all), it should be about another year and a half of nursing classes--I'm also taking pre-med/biology courses along with nursing classes. I get the license after I take the NCLEX exam and I will need to get a BSN. I will decide if I want to go to med school or get a nurse practitioner license(because they're more independent and specialized and boss other nurses around). If I stick with the NP decision, I'll follow through with a phD in Nursing because its been my ambition that if I don't go get an MD, I need get a phD.Either way, once I have an RN, I"ll be financially independent for a while.
I just realized that living with three other specifically programmed people means that I deal with nearly 2197 X 4 people at home(or somewhere near there). That's one crowded house.
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If you have a demon inside your body, does it move your body around--as in you're conscious but its jsut moving your body? I had this experience yesterday and its not the first time. I felt a cold energy around me like I've been feeling every so often. Then my hands and arms moved..and I found myself scribbling and doodling. I was objectively observing what was going on. I was wondering if that was a ghost trying to move me about because I was letting it or if that was a demon inside of me..or if that was my alters playing the fool with me.
I think I'm a Moon Child but I dont know how to confirm that. I was born on a Monday and I heard somewhere that Monday is related to "Moon's Day". Only thing is I was not born prematurely--I was born with normal stats and vitals. I liked to watch the moon a great deal when I was a kid. Also, I liked the Hindi/Sanskrit word for Moon--Chanda(Chandra, Chandi, Chandani). When I was 16 years old, I got a white colored (cinnamon pied-mutation) cockatiel on March 24th!! I named her Chandani. I had dreams about her a month before getting her and I used to sometimes think sadistic thoughts of breaking her neck and I'd often wonder where that thought came from--I'd feel guilty about it too. Also, my parents kept having satyanarayana poojas which are full moon poojas(Hindu Religious Ceremonies) at our house nearly every month around the time I was 16 or 17 years of age--we'd often have many people over our house whenever we did one. In addition, my moon sign is in cancer(some charts say gemini-cancer while others say cancer). Sun sign is in scorpio-sagittarius....
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Dear Richard, Purple Parrot and Moon Child...
I'm just going to join in this discussion of demonic possession and moonchildren etc... :)
I was conceived in a suburb called Brooklyn (in NZ - not NY!), which is also where the main Masonic lodge of the country is located. I have driven past it, and you go from an pleasant suburb into this suddenly derelict area, that feels like all the life has been sucked out of it. You can't see the lodge as it is hidden up a private road on the hillside.
I find it interesting the my parents address was 121 C Washington Ave. If you look at the numerology/name analysis, then 121 = 4 = D, M, or V. Therefore you can actually create 'Washington DC" or Washington MC (moonchild) from the street number. My parents moved from here when my mother was four months pregnant. Heh - they moved to a place that was used as a temporary stronghold by a cannabalistic chief during a nationwide rampage, (over 200 years ago I think), which is now named after one of the business founding fathers of the city, and the translation of the Maori street name is "Island of Sin"!! Not exactly an improvement...
Without wanting to make assumptions, I find it interesting that there seem to be a number of people I know who have connections to 'Washington' and 'Brooklyn'.
My name Monica can be phnoetically related to Monarch, Moon Child, and 'Monitor' (butterflies balance and 'monitor' the magnetic grid of the earth). I was born by a Caserean section at 9.13am, and the birth year added to '31' - the mirror of 13. I haven't absolutely confimed that i am a moon child, but I feel it is true.
Anyhow - I did used to find that when I got truly angry, it was like this additional power used to well up. I called it my 'viper tongue.' I had a deep alter activation in late '04, and when I looked at it to integrate it, I saw this huge, malformed, deep orange and black, demonic type woman. It was me, but a different me. It was the first time I felt in danger during deprogramming, because the malicious power of it was so huge, so I had to work very hard to overcome it.
Richard - I really love Karen's way of approaching astrology. I haven't got my own profile yet, but I have enjoyed her information that she shares on the astrology forum at Expansions. It would be interesting to see how her analysis brings up new self-undersatnding for people, and activates memories or abilities that were previously hidden. Have you got the crystals yet?
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Richard,you usually feel the changes,but people tend to disregard what they are feeling.Considering your % of reptilian genetics,you either partially shapeshift or you have an entity attached to you which enters your body when the reptilian part of the brain is activated through anger or rage.There are also other factors involved that have to be taken into consideration.How did I find out that he is something they worship.Well,Stewart said he goes by many names,when I asked him to tell me who he is.I also did a technique which I made up,through which I unexpectedly had him tell me that he has had many rituals in his honor and name,and then I actually saw a scene from a ritual.
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