03-26-2008, 01:44 AM
My life, and those of some I care about have changed dramatically over the last few months. Some of theirs may have enven ended since I'm being kept in a bubble of sorts. Several persons, besides me, notice the news on all channels in the area running the same stories in a loop...While there is much more going on. I also notice the uptick in police around, and I've even gotten to see some high speed Gov't/OGA types around. Including a white van with blacked out windows parked now, further down the block. After I waved to them...
It's real easy to notice since not much happens in the area to warrant such. Not even the client 9 thingy...Who most likely I know btw.
I got a strange phone call from a friend who was with the current/ex Gov. I also believe she signaled 2 greay's present, in a code of sorts. I knew exactly who and what was going on, but played it cool. I haven't heard from, or been able to contact her since....
I wasn't sure if the Greenstar prog was a good thing, or bad.
It's been pretty much mental and physical. As in chest pains, nausea,dry heaves without end like never before. and lately, taunts from certain persons. I believe they're being channeled, as I'll be in mid-conversation and they'll suddenly say something waay off the wall. A childish argument on their part ensues and then it's over. I almost got myself killed recently over a car battery incident. The man at the counter was trying to get me to "reverse" the polarity hook up on it. As I know full well that's fatal. Still he insisted causing a scene. I saw this younger girl there with her father, and they both were scared S^%$#less during the incident. I've made grown men tear up, and cry when they look at me. Or walk the other way in disbelief.
I now know what it is, but I still don't fully understand what counters can be employed to defend or attack if need be. Mentally as the physical aspect is very well covered ;)
I try not to let "them" feed off me, but I'm pretty much doing this all solo. With the exception of a few persons. The idiots are always with someone I know, and get along with. The cool folks seem to keep them at bay. Possibly warning them not to antagonize or provoke. Though I don't know what's being said.
On the street it's different. I just escape and evade the best I can. It's a pain in the ass, though and it's draining. Especially when I get the physical pains. It seems to happen when I'm feeling the most positive...
This stuff is as real as it gets...
It's real easy to notice since not much happens in the area to warrant such. Not even the client 9 thingy...Who most likely I know btw.
I got a strange phone call from a friend who was with the current/ex Gov. I also believe she signaled 2 greay's present, in a code of sorts. I knew exactly who and what was going on, but played it cool. I haven't heard from, or been able to contact her since....
I wasn't sure if the Greenstar prog was a good thing, or bad.
It's been pretty much mental and physical. As in chest pains, nausea,dry heaves without end like never before. and lately, taunts from certain persons. I believe they're being channeled, as I'll be in mid-conversation and they'll suddenly say something waay off the wall. A childish argument on their part ensues and then it's over. I almost got myself killed recently over a car battery incident. The man at the counter was trying to get me to "reverse" the polarity hook up on it. As I know full well that's fatal. Still he insisted causing a scene. I saw this younger girl there with her father, and they both were scared S^%$#less during the incident. I've made grown men tear up, and cry when they look at me. Or walk the other way in disbelief.
I now know what it is, but I still don't fully understand what counters can be employed to defend or attack if need be. Mentally as the physical aspect is very well covered ;)
I try not to let "them" feed off me, but I'm pretty much doing this all solo. With the exception of a few persons. The idiots are always with someone I know, and get along with. The cool folks seem to keep them at bay. Possibly warning them not to antagonize or provoke. Though I don't know what's being said.
On the street it's different. I just escape and evade the best I can. It's a pain in the ass, though and it's draining. Especially when I get the physical pains. It seems to happen when I'm feeling the most positive...
This stuff is as real as it gets...