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It does matter, Anu. It matters greatly. It matters greatly because there is a reason it happened and there is a reason you do not remember what happened. That would not sit right with me but that is me. I would want to find out. :)
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Anu, don't forget that you vomited when you watched the video linked above -- that is not a normal reaction. Vomiting is a violent reaction to not being able to stomach or assimilate something. It is a very visceral body reaction. All memories are stored in the body unless properly purged. And don't forget the title of this thread. Perhaps Moon Child can help you find out what you do not recall when MC has time.
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Anu, vomiting up blood is not to be taken lightly. Have you had this checked? I am concerned about this. Do you happen to recall what preceeded the first incidence of vomiting which occurred about nine months ago?
Set your intention that you find out what was going on when you were younger and that you do not recall. Set your intention that you be shown in a harmless way what happened when you missed the algebra lessons.
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Anu, please don't dismiss Polly's concern (which I share) about what you said about vomiting blood. It can be a sign of serious illness involving the esophagus, stomach or liver. Even if it's triggered by a reaction to evil, it's in your best interests to ensure there's nothing physical going on at the same time. Please take care of yourself.
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Anu, I asked if you recall what occurred right before the first time you vomited about nine months ago. Was there an event or circumstance which brought on the vomiting or did it seem to occur out of the blue?
I was suggesting you set the intent to want to know what happened when your classmates were learning algebra and you did not. It is not a self-regression but a clear statement to yourself of wanting to know the truth. There is nothing magical or new agey about it.
Please consult a health care provider about the vomiting.
I'm sorry, I didn't know Moon Child was mad at you. Well, nothing lasts forever. There is still time for things to change on that score.
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I don't know if she still is or not. Anywho, I really can't remember,as I said. I went home doing long division etc,and the next day it was the algebra stuff. As far as the vomiting,it started after my gramps had surgery on his brain to drain blood clots etc. I went to see him instead of going to work,and soon after,things got weird. An event took place about a week after,and it's been strange ever since. Things were a bit much,but I accepted it for what it was,and has been since. I did attempt to go see a priest ,ran into a deacon,and freaked him out just by walking up to him. Then I found my way here.
I've been to my Dr. Nothing diagnosed to speak of,and yes he was freaked out at first glance as well. I'm due for a cat/MRI soon,so I'll see what's up. It is what it is.
One thing,I've heard a few times about the R-CIA program. It appears to be some Christian thing ,but I get an oddly intriguing feeling about it.
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