Brown Eyes

[SilverInfinity]

That makes a lot of sense.  Thanks.

[PurpleParrot]

I have dark brown eyes. I wonder what that means.

About Depression: I've gone through my share but not so bad where I had to go to a psych ward. I was at a point one time where I wouldn't get out of bed and I went to extremes where I would be really happy hanging around friends and other times where I wouldn't go to class or to work and that I made a huge mess out of things that I can't ever reclaim.

When I returned home from college one summer, I felt withdrawn, isolated, strange to be back home. I couldn't stand being home. I hated myself but this has changed. I would get a lot of insights into things from my oversoul(at that time I thought it was my higherself/angels/spirit guides/intuition..all of which are the same,right?)  around that time though. So there was a positive side to it. My oversoul did tell me about the media trying to rape us of our energies.

I had to take steps to get out of it for good--I started off with doing more reiki and meditation..finding spiritual people...trying to take people's compliments...there was a time i experienced weight gain...and then  I got out of that by exercising more...eating properly..writing journals and long emails...I did hyperspace techniques--I did affirmations I released my anger up to the oversoul. I accepted myself slowly. Got myself out of a lot of guilt. These are all still there but we have to always peel through our layers as we go along,right?

finding people to help me laugh as much as we can..that all helped. but I felt I needed something deeper so I asked for oversoul support!!! So I requested oversoul family members, like minded individuals. I apologize for repeating all of this but I think its important that we meet people in our oversoul family members especially if we're ready for it. I'm meeting more people in 3D so this is another way. Find things to do and people to be with..but the right people. Remember that no relationship is perfect yet perfect at the same time--it will have its share of negs and positives..and you will definitely be working with victim mentality issues with this person but at least they'll be on the same frequency as you and will make you stronger.

So this is how I got out of depression.

[SilverInfinity]

ty/...

[PurpleParrot]

Just remember that like how pain is a reminder of something we need to look at within ourselves, this is just the same of what holds for depression. Depression is a reminder of what we need to do, where we need to grow, how we need to change. So this is the positive side of depression. Problem is people get stuck in it. YOu just have to know and keep yourself in balance. You always have to talk to your oversoul...

 

[SilverInfinity]

Depression is a reminder of what we need to do, where we need to grow, how we need to change.

I want to know by knowing!  This takes too much analysis.

[PurpleParrot]

What I think you need to know is patience. And you already know by knowing. I know you're very intuitive but I dont know if you see that my friend. You need encouragement and patience. It takes steps to get to that leap.

Depression is another sign of where you need to grow--if you look at peaks and valleys on a graph..think of depression as the valley before the next peak on the mountain climb of the graph.

Good luck. :o)

[SilverInfinity]

If I get rid of frustrations, I think things will go much more smoother and faster.

[Monica]

Hi SilverInfinity

Analysis is a way of learning about yourself that is a balance of intuition with logic.  In order to get to a point of knowing by knowing you have to be able to investigate your own mind-pattern to understand it.  The more you are prepared to see yourself honestly and discover what issues and lessons you are processing, the faster you move toward perfected Oversoul communication.  We are in physical reality because we have to learn about ourselves in this manner.  Difficulties with self-analysis mean difficulties with knowing the Truth about yourself.

[SilverInfinity]

"Difficulties with self-analysis mean difficulties with knowing the Truth about yourself."

Thank you.  But how do I go about fixing this?

 

Edit:  I broke it down into underlying mind-patterns--

"I self-sabotage my routines" > "I deserve to struggle" > "I deserve less"

[Monica]

Do lots of release work on all the blocks you have against knowing who you really are.  Probably lots of anger, resentment, shame, fear, confusion, pain, self-punishment, and a lack of self-forgiveness etc. inside that needs to come out.

I like to visualise it flowing out of my cellular structure in a stream of colour and archetypes, and up ito my Oversoul.  Just use whatever works best for you.