03-05-2008, 02:26 PM
CORAL HULL: THE RSPK JOURNALS
The Number 23 (2006)
In the movie The Number 23 the main protagonist begins to see the number 23 everywhere. This occurs both directly and indirectly as he gradually becomes more and more obsessed with it. The protagonist quickly enters a state of consciousness where all situations seem lead back to the number 23. As it turns out he is suffering from repressed memories relating to trauma based dissociation, where the number 23 acts as a series of sign posts (or clues) leading him back into his former life.
In addition, the number 23 appears to connect and support the overlap of both a physical and psychological reality so that all reality is consciousness. Noteably, there are interesting moments in the movie where the universe itself appears to assist him by way of ongoing synchronicity and in offering a mysterious mirroring affect.
As in the case of many people, my experiences with this kind of 'number phenomena' occur in relationship to a variety of other phenomenon such as (SLIding) Streetlight Interference, UFOs, poltegiest activity and synchronicities. This phenomenon may be leading us deeper into our own psyches and existences, hence providing the ultimate mirror or education intrinstic to our evolutionary process. Are we the phenomenon that we experience? Is the universe assisting each of us through providing numbers, words and other signs that we are meant to connect or is something else, entirely different to that which we are currently aware of occurring? Here I make some basic observations on the kind of phenomenon I experience, specifically involving triple digit number phenomena, ongoing synchronistic occurrances and precognition.
1. The phenomena was existant earlier on
When I was 18 I suddenly noticed that street signs and car number plates began to reflect my own thoughts back to myself. They would most often appear as I was thinking about something or in reference to someone I knew. These occurances came in a brief sequence. Whenever this occurred I appeared to be dissociated from my surroundings and hyper focused to the exclusion of others things such as sound. I also appeared to be thinking with the back of my mind where I recieved internal thought dialogues such as 'You will be meeting others like you'. At the time I knew this refered to (ETs) human or non-human lifeforms of an extra terrestrial origin.
Uneducated, afraid and still locked within the preconscious shell of my Autism, I believed that these shifts in consciousness were the the early stages of psychosis. I dismissed the thoughts and ignored the 'concidences'. I had no interest in UFOs, ETs or the paranormal beyond giving myself a scare with a few issues of The Mysteries of the Unexplained. The street sign and number plate phenomena was accompanied by some mild but memorable poltergiest phenomenon. One might say that I needed to be in a certain state of consciousness in order to draw analogies between these seemingly random or chance events. But one might just as easily say, that the phenomena needed a reciprical state of consciousness and interaction in order to manifest. In which case the collision of realities may have involved an overlap of consciousnesses and subsequent destablisation (transformation) of physical matter.
I experience many 666s and 777s in a day. They appear at intersections, wherever I park or I tail one to my destination. They also punctuate words of relevance. It all has to do with the location and timing. (2007)
2. There was a definite beginning to the phenomena
These events documented in my book Walking With The Angels: The RSPK Journals started to occur in 2004. The experiences appeared to be associated kind of active and interactive expansion of awareness. Then the phenomenon suddenly intensifed.
In 2005 a car pulled in front of me with [666] on the number plate. I noticed it and then forgot about it. It then happened 3 more times that day. Not long after this occurrance I turned to the right leaving the bedsit I was living in and saw the number plate [ETERNETE] and ten minutes later while driving [FAITH]. I instinctively knew that something 'odd' was occuring since I was afraid, overwhelmed and disbelieving. Once I acknowledged that the phenomena existed, it began to occur more regularly in rapid ongoig sequences of events, and usually every Friday when I ran errands.
3. Double and triple digit number phenomena
This started as 666. Once I left wherever I was living, I could have dozens of cars come towards me with [666] on the number plates. They would 'greet' me as soon as I pulled out of the driveway, pull in front of me, tail me and lead me. Wherever I parked there would be a [666] on the car parked next to me. It would appear on the plates of cars on street corners at traffic lights. Sometimes the traffic lights would turn on and off twice as if 'blinking' at me. The number 666 would then start appearing on clock faces, my computer, the microwave, shop signs, or I would go to a mechanic and the car on the hoist in front of mine would have 666 on it. Then I would park in the only space left in a carpark and there would be other cars all with 666 surrounding my car. Then a shift occurred where the 666s were dotted with 777s. Then something dramatic happened. All the 666s completed disappeared so I did not see any of them. Instead they were suddenly and completely replaced by 777s. Then the 666s gradually began to slowly reappear amongst the 777s, so that now the two sets of numbers appear to be evenly synchronised with one another.
When I feel doubt a sign like this will appear almost immediately. There is my consciousness and there is the physical reality. We seemed to be consistently synchronised in our interaction. How is this occurring? (2007)
4. A developing phenomena - words and behaviours
The phenomena develops as I interact with it. The number plates began to show me words more regularly. Initially the words would only appear along a cetain section of road at a certain time each week. The words would do a number of differet things. 1. They show the names of recently deceased in my life. 2. They show the name of a deceased loved one to someone I had been talking to in the past 24 hours. This seemed to be acting as a form of reassurance, although I knew it was not my loved ones contacting me. 3. They advise me on romantic relationships. 4. They answer questions or reflect my thoughts back to me instantaneously. 5. They greet me by my name or mood as soon as I leave my premises. 6. They will get my attention when I am not expecting anything to happen. 7. They protect and guide me such as when I am about to make a wrong or right decision [ASK THE EXPERTS], [HELP AVAILABLE 24 HOURS] and [ALL THE HELP YOU NEED] or instruct me like telling me to [FOCUS] when I wasn't focused on what I was doing. 8. They will lead me into expanding my awareness. This then developed into me asking for something and being given what I required or being assisted to create it, often within days.
It would do the same to other people who were with me such as my mother and several friends. It would first get their attention by acknowledging their names and then start to answer questions, or reflect what we were talking about. It most often happens when we are in the car or in new enviroments. It appears to require 'movement' to create ongoing interaction. So the phenomena reflects, answers and guides. It is important to note that guidance received is of the greatest intention, always evolving us towards ever expanding states of awareness and compassion.
5. The combinatuon of numbers and words
To make this phenomena even more obvious, the numbers 666 and 777 began 'punctate' every word that was of relevance. So the triple digit number phenomena and the word phenomena appear to now to exist as an intertwining pattern supporting and strengthening each other. They also appear to interact in the same way that my consciousness and surroundung physical environment interacts. In a way all these intricately woven patterns of meaning and support seem to be creating each other in some kind of ongoing dialogue and expansion of consciousness. My physical surrounding are communicating with me in an obvious and dramatic way.
6. Increasing and decreasing intensity
Psychologist Carl Jung mentioned one synchronistic occurrance in New York City regarding a scarab beetle. At present I can experience between 20 ad 60 ongoing synchronicities in a day. They will usually occur in very rapid sequences of events and will involve my own thought processes. The events are like links in a vast web or network of reality. When at its greatest the phenomenon acts as two way interaction or communication. It may also involve poltergiest phenomena and UFO activity. The more heightened my awareness and positive I am feeling, the more intense these occurances will become. The events seem to involve an unwavering belief in what is occurring, a diminished sense of self (ego) and a willingness to trust in the process.
This number plate appeared in a carpark next to the 'All The Help you Need' sign with the [777] as punctuation. To me this indicated to me that an infinite [INFINITY] amount of assistance [ALL THE HELP YOU NEED] was available from the universal consciousness. It's function fulfiled previous patterns of interaction offering ongoing reassurance and guidance. This was followed by a number of other 'signs' building on the same theme. (2007)
7. The role of precognition
The pregcognition occurs when I am told there will be a sign or when I can predict what will happen next. While this has been directly associated with the ongoing synchronicities on a number of occasions, it is important to note that in many instances the events occur without my prior knowledge or expectation. I find it difficult to believe that on an unconscious level, I can perpetually place myself in situations conducive to the synchronistic occurrances through precognitive thinking, since they are more likely to just simply occur as I go about my every day living or when mixing with people, in which case it will usually involve them in similar ways as it has involved myself. Hence the effect is contagious rather than precognitive.
8. Attributing meaning and making analogies
Knowing that I am very prone to making comparisons between things in order to understand them and attributing meaning to the world around me, I have attempted to allow the universe (the greater guiding consciousness) that manifests in physical matter to do the work. I adopted a 'you show me' rather than an 'I will find you' mindset. The phenomena appeared to immediately respond, so that anytime I am now tempted to pursue it, I am told not to. I think that once we begin to place our own elaborate interpretations onto the phenomenon, we run the risk of allowing our imaginations to fill in the gaps. It is important not to cross too many lines from theory into fantasy. The rule I have established with the phenomenon is to allow it to become rather than willing it to happen. This way I trust that the interaction will become an exercise in mutual co-creation rather than my own desirous projection.
My Current Thoughts On The Phenomenon
In this song Can't Stop the Chili Peppers sing "Can't stop the spirits when they need you. This life is more than just a read through." The musicians then proceed to creatively interact with and interpret "The 1 Minute Sculptures" of Erwin Wurm. In this way there is an overlap of ceative consciousnesses, so that the band members and the sculptures begin to adopt the traits of each other and a new artform is born.
Can't Stop (Chili Peppers)
The universe is also an intricate web of the ongoing interaction of consciousness. All consciousness is creative and seeks relationship with the larger collective. When one experiences RSPK (Recurrent Spontaneous Psychokinesis) it is experienced by the many. In a developing universe of consciousness events do not occur in isolation or without meaning. Physical matter becomes the playground of both the angels and the elementals, the demons and the cosmic jokers. We cannot seperate ourselves from our surroundings or that which we experience. We are an ongoing, intentional and unintentional reflection of each other. Awareness of our individual contribution to this interaction and our full compassion and respect must take precedence over politics, hunting, capturing, thrill seeking and other forms of ego engrandisement.
I appear to be interacting with an intelligence that has the ability to perpetually seek expression through the transformation of physical matter and intense and periods of rapid synchronistic occurrances. This often involves an exchange of information via mirroring and affirmation. Yet why should reality shift to my way of thinking?
How does the universe orchestrate such intricate webs of interaction between billions of conscious lifeforms, where unawareness seems to be just as relevant to this process as awareness? Does the person driving the car in front of me experience their own set of synchronistic occurrances by myself and others being there at that exact moment for them? Does my number plate mean something to all who read it, so that together we are all involved in this creative web of physical interaction?
Is physical reality directed by consciousness or does it occur the other way around? Are they one of the same? To contemplate the notion of a deliberately evolving universe where ALL are affected by synchroncity at all times, by allowing themselves to be in the right place at the right time in the right consciousness in order for this to occur, somehow seems too complex, structured and too preposterous. Yet this speaks more of my own limitations than of the phenomenon itself. At this stage in my own development I can only continue to record what is happening to the physical reality around me and what I am thinking about when it occurs, since both myself and my surroundings seem to be interdependant on the other for our existence.
http://www.thylazine.org/coralhull/rspkj...umber.html
The Number 23 (2006)
In the movie The Number 23 the main protagonist begins to see the number 23 everywhere. This occurs both directly and indirectly as he gradually becomes more and more obsessed with it. The protagonist quickly enters a state of consciousness where all situations seem lead back to the number 23. As it turns out he is suffering from repressed memories relating to trauma based dissociation, where the number 23 acts as a series of sign posts (or clues) leading him back into his former life.
In addition, the number 23 appears to connect and support the overlap of both a physical and psychological reality so that all reality is consciousness. Noteably, there are interesting moments in the movie where the universe itself appears to assist him by way of ongoing synchronicity and in offering a mysterious mirroring affect.
As in the case of many people, my experiences with this kind of 'number phenomena' occur in relationship to a variety of other phenomenon such as (SLIding) Streetlight Interference, UFOs, poltegiest activity and synchronicities. This phenomenon may be leading us deeper into our own psyches and existences, hence providing the ultimate mirror or education intrinstic to our evolutionary process. Are we the phenomenon that we experience? Is the universe assisting each of us through providing numbers, words and other signs that we are meant to connect or is something else, entirely different to that which we are currently aware of occurring? Here I make some basic observations on the kind of phenomenon I experience, specifically involving triple digit number phenomena, ongoing synchronistic occurrances and precognition.
1. The phenomena was existant earlier on
When I was 18 I suddenly noticed that street signs and car number plates began to reflect my own thoughts back to myself. They would most often appear as I was thinking about something or in reference to someone I knew. These occurances came in a brief sequence. Whenever this occurred I appeared to be dissociated from my surroundings and hyper focused to the exclusion of others things such as sound. I also appeared to be thinking with the back of my mind where I recieved internal thought dialogues such as 'You will be meeting others like you'. At the time I knew this refered to (ETs) human or non-human lifeforms of an extra terrestrial origin.
Uneducated, afraid and still locked within the preconscious shell of my Autism, I believed that these shifts in consciousness were the the early stages of psychosis. I dismissed the thoughts and ignored the 'concidences'. I had no interest in UFOs, ETs or the paranormal beyond giving myself a scare with a few issues of The Mysteries of the Unexplained. The street sign and number plate phenomena was accompanied by some mild but memorable poltergiest phenomenon. One might say that I needed to be in a certain state of consciousness in order to draw analogies between these seemingly random or chance events. But one might just as easily say, that the phenomena needed a reciprical state of consciousness and interaction in order to manifest. In which case the collision of realities may have involved an overlap of consciousnesses and subsequent destablisation (transformation) of physical matter.
I experience many 666s and 777s in a day. They appear at intersections, wherever I park or I tail one to my destination. They also punctuate words of relevance. It all has to do with the location and timing. (2007)
2. There was a definite beginning to the phenomena
These events documented in my book Walking With The Angels: The RSPK Journals started to occur in 2004. The experiences appeared to be associated kind of active and interactive expansion of awareness. Then the phenomenon suddenly intensifed.
In 2005 a car pulled in front of me with [666] on the number plate. I noticed it and then forgot about it. It then happened 3 more times that day. Not long after this occurrance I turned to the right leaving the bedsit I was living in and saw the number plate [ETERNETE] and ten minutes later while driving [FAITH]. I instinctively knew that something 'odd' was occuring since I was afraid, overwhelmed and disbelieving. Once I acknowledged that the phenomena existed, it began to occur more regularly in rapid ongoig sequences of events, and usually every Friday when I ran errands.
3. Double and triple digit number phenomena
This started as 666. Once I left wherever I was living, I could have dozens of cars come towards me with [666] on the number plates. They would 'greet' me as soon as I pulled out of the driveway, pull in front of me, tail me and lead me. Wherever I parked there would be a [666] on the car parked next to me. It would appear on the plates of cars on street corners at traffic lights. Sometimes the traffic lights would turn on and off twice as if 'blinking' at me. The number 666 would then start appearing on clock faces, my computer, the microwave, shop signs, or I would go to a mechanic and the car on the hoist in front of mine would have 666 on it. Then I would park in the only space left in a carpark and there would be other cars all with 666 surrounding my car. Then a shift occurred where the 666s were dotted with 777s. Then something dramatic happened. All the 666s completed disappeared so I did not see any of them. Instead they were suddenly and completely replaced by 777s. Then the 666s gradually began to slowly reappear amongst the 777s, so that now the two sets of numbers appear to be evenly synchronised with one another.
When I feel doubt a sign like this will appear almost immediately. There is my consciousness and there is the physical reality. We seemed to be consistently synchronised in our interaction. How is this occurring? (2007)
4. A developing phenomena - words and behaviours
The phenomena develops as I interact with it. The number plates began to show me words more regularly. Initially the words would only appear along a cetain section of road at a certain time each week. The words would do a number of differet things. 1. They show the names of recently deceased in my life. 2. They show the name of a deceased loved one to someone I had been talking to in the past 24 hours. This seemed to be acting as a form of reassurance, although I knew it was not my loved ones contacting me. 3. They advise me on romantic relationships. 4. They answer questions or reflect my thoughts back to me instantaneously. 5. They greet me by my name or mood as soon as I leave my premises. 6. They will get my attention when I am not expecting anything to happen. 7. They protect and guide me such as when I am about to make a wrong or right decision [ASK THE EXPERTS], [HELP AVAILABLE 24 HOURS] and [ALL THE HELP YOU NEED] or instruct me like telling me to [FOCUS] when I wasn't focused on what I was doing. 8. They will lead me into expanding my awareness. This then developed into me asking for something and being given what I required or being assisted to create it, often within days.
It would do the same to other people who were with me such as my mother and several friends. It would first get their attention by acknowledging their names and then start to answer questions, or reflect what we were talking about. It most often happens when we are in the car or in new enviroments. It appears to require 'movement' to create ongoing interaction. So the phenomena reflects, answers and guides. It is important to note that guidance received is of the greatest intention, always evolving us towards ever expanding states of awareness and compassion.
5. The combinatuon of numbers and words
To make this phenomena even more obvious, the numbers 666 and 777 began 'punctate' every word that was of relevance. So the triple digit number phenomena and the word phenomena appear to now to exist as an intertwining pattern supporting and strengthening each other. They also appear to interact in the same way that my consciousness and surroundung physical environment interacts. In a way all these intricately woven patterns of meaning and support seem to be creating each other in some kind of ongoing dialogue and expansion of consciousness. My physical surrounding are communicating with me in an obvious and dramatic way.
6. Increasing and decreasing intensity
Psychologist Carl Jung mentioned one synchronistic occurrance in New York City regarding a scarab beetle. At present I can experience between 20 ad 60 ongoing synchronicities in a day. They will usually occur in very rapid sequences of events and will involve my own thought processes. The events are like links in a vast web or network of reality. When at its greatest the phenomenon acts as two way interaction or communication. It may also involve poltergiest phenomena and UFO activity. The more heightened my awareness and positive I am feeling, the more intense these occurances will become. The events seem to involve an unwavering belief in what is occurring, a diminished sense of self (ego) and a willingness to trust in the process.
This number plate appeared in a carpark next to the 'All The Help you Need' sign with the [777] as punctuation. To me this indicated to me that an infinite [INFINITY] amount of assistance [ALL THE HELP YOU NEED] was available from the universal consciousness. It's function fulfiled previous patterns of interaction offering ongoing reassurance and guidance. This was followed by a number of other 'signs' building on the same theme. (2007)
7. The role of precognition
The pregcognition occurs when I am told there will be a sign or when I can predict what will happen next. While this has been directly associated with the ongoing synchronicities on a number of occasions, it is important to note that in many instances the events occur without my prior knowledge or expectation. I find it difficult to believe that on an unconscious level, I can perpetually place myself in situations conducive to the synchronistic occurrances through precognitive thinking, since they are more likely to just simply occur as I go about my every day living or when mixing with people, in which case it will usually involve them in similar ways as it has involved myself. Hence the effect is contagious rather than precognitive.
8. Attributing meaning and making analogies
Knowing that I am very prone to making comparisons between things in order to understand them and attributing meaning to the world around me, I have attempted to allow the universe (the greater guiding consciousness) that manifests in physical matter to do the work. I adopted a 'you show me' rather than an 'I will find you' mindset. The phenomena appeared to immediately respond, so that anytime I am now tempted to pursue it, I am told not to. I think that once we begin to place our own elaborate interpretations onto the phenomenon, we run the risk of allowing our imaginations to fill in the gaps. It is important not to cross too many lines from theory into fantasy. The rule I have established with the phenomenon is to allow it to become rather than willing it to happen. This way I trust that the interaction will become an exercise in mutual co-creation rather than my own desirous projection.
My Current Thoughts On The Phenomenon
In this song Can't Stop the Chili Peppers sing "Can't stop the spirits when they need you. This life is more than just a read through." The musicians then proceed to creatively interact with and interpret "The 1 Minute Sculptures" of Erwin Wurm. In this way there is an overlap of ceative consciousnesses, so that the band members and the sculptures begin to adopt the traits of each other and a new artform is born.
Can't Stop (Chili Peppers)
The universe is also an intricate web of the ongoing interaction of consciousness. All consciousness is creative and seeks relationship with the larger collective. When one experiences RSPK (Recurrent Spontaneous Psychokinesis) it is experienced by the many. In a developing universe of consciousness events do not occur in isolation or without meaning. Physical matter becomes the playground of both the angels and the elementals, the demons and the cosmic jokers. We cannot seperate ourselves from our surroundings or that which we experience. We are an ongoing, intentional and unintentional reflection of each other. Awareness of our individual contribution to this interaction and our full compassion and respect must take precedence over politics, hunting, capturing, thrill seeking and other forms of ego engrandisement.
I appear to be interacting with an intelligence that has the ability to perpetually seek expression through the transformation of physical matter and intense and periods of rapid synchronistic occurrances. This often involves an exchange of information via mirroring and affirmation. Yet why should reality shift to my way of thinking?
How does the universe orchestrate such intricate webs of interaction between billions of conscious lifeforms, where unawareness seems to be just as relevant to this process as awareness? Does the person driving the car in front of me experience their own set of synchronistic occurrances by myself and others being there at that exact moment for them? Does my number plate mean something to all who read it, so that together we are all involved in this creative web of physical interaction?
Is physical reality directed by consciousness or does it occur the other way around? Are they one of the same? To contemplate the notion of a deliberately evolving universe where ALL are affected by synchroncity at all times, by allowing themselves to be in the right place at the right time in the right consciousness in order for this to occur, somehow seems too complex, structured and too preposterous. Yet this speaks more of my own limitations than of the phenomenon itself. At this stage in my own development I can only continue to record what is happening to the physical reality around me and what I am thinking about when it occurs, since both myself and my surroundings seem to be interdependant on the other for our existence.
http://www.thylazine.org/coralhull/rspkj...umber.html
