Dad died in my arms...

[Rod]

Just had a dream, woke up crying...

I was calling Dad, he was about to kill a cat but i stopped him, dad had long hair (he's bald in real life), and it was in the forest somewhere, nigeria by the looks of it.

I called him, and he was being hunted down by rebels.

They caught him, and he pushed me away to get away from the firing squad.

I ran to him, hugged him, and they shot him in the belly.  He died in my arms.

What the hell is up with that.  Something to do with my vision of God isn't it? Cat means deception?  Don't know what forest and that mean...

[Octahedron]

Just had a dream, woke up crying...

I was calling Dad, he was about to kill a cat but i stopped him, dad had long hair (he's bald in real life), and it was in the forest somewhere, nigeria by the looks of it.

I called him, and he was being hunted down by rebels.

They caught him, and he pushed me away to get away from the firing squad.

I ran to him, hugged him, and they shot him in the belly.  He died in my arms.

What the hell is up with that.  Something to do with my vision of God isn't it? Cat means deception?  Don't know what forest and that mean...

I will explain (Do not say what I tell is the right explanation).

Your daddy with long hair  = your GOD-Mind connection with power and energy.

Killing a cat = removing selfdeception

Forest, Nigeria = Troubles, Deep secret alters, corruption, crime

Shot in belly = cutting off Oversoul connection to Subconsciousness

Dad dying in arms = halted God-Mind connection in actual life.

This dream is a warning:

Your spiritual God-connection was busy eliminating selfdeception and self-sabotage.

You have to take care and make your connection to God-Mind stronger by releasing the junk of selfdeception, releasing confusion and get rid off the deeper corrupt alters who do block your awareness from God-Mind.

After releasing, do protect and enhance your connection Soul-Oversoul-God-Mind i.e. by the inhaling/exhaling triad-exercises of Janet. So, the God-Mind and spiritual connections can becoming more pure and clear to you. After a good session, and after you feel something junk is released really, you can refill the new empty space with lions, gold, violet, beautiful gardens, peace etc. then use the brown merger much more often in extra violet over the positive scene and then go to brown at the end.

[Mercy Now]

This is what I get :FWIW

 You are calling on your connection to God and found Him removing deceptions in the dark areas of your existence

He was being hunted by programmed ideas to eliminate Him and when found and you embraced Him , not your programming ,you were spared but He became dead to you through some attack on your  3rd Chakra. (He is not really dead.)

 

[Rod]

That is so interesting, I can see both being relevant...i didn't say but I had a huge healing session by an indigenous aboriginal healer that day, involved raising my consciousness - can't say anything other than that though.

What happened with the solar plexus area, could it be to do with what I 'feel'? as the blood I recall ran down the solar through the creative, through the base and down the legs onto the ground...

Must also be to do with my realisations of late too, thanks both for you're interpretations, much appreciated :D