03-30-2008, 03:30 AM
[size="3"]Will and Grace[/size]
Few hours ago, partner was watching her favourite TV show, and I heard it in the background as I was visualising Pale Red Y with T-Bar based on my genetics.
I was not hearing what I usually did though. Something was so 'right' yet never picked up on it previously.
Will Truman, and Grace Adler, were discussing about emotional blockages that prevented progress in self awareness.
Will disliked being infront of TV cameras a fear that I also had based on childhood memories.
Also the fact that Will is a homosexual brought back memories of being called this in primary school and highschool, being traumetised which developed a lot of insecurities in expressing proper emotions to anyone.
Also gave a lot of sexual insecurities and hatred towards loving myself, fat, ugly body, hairy, and hating any physical aspects of myself. This externalised in judging others which expressed the same.
When seeing this, they triggered that realisation, my soul-personality weeped for 25 to 30 minutes for each one (2 or 3), the tones out of my mouth sounded like it was a child. Not sure, but it fixed something, as after watching other episodes, Will Trumans' feminism was very admirable, and I laughed even more, and laughed even louder at all jokes.
So I noticed Grace, and I remember previously judging on her 'character', as well as anything I could pass a remark on. Last episode I watched I noticed I loved those aspects, not hated them! It was her, and thats all it mattered. Appreciation of all around me started to change,
Thinking about it, I will put on wife's Everybody Loves Raymond because I absolutely depise Rays parents, but would like to see why I already love Roberts character.
Home and Away, I love 'Roman' the new man on the block, but also despise Aiden. I think something is going to shift when I see that tomorrow.
I can see how areas of employment reflect personality as well. hrmmmm
Few hours ago, partner was watching her favourite TV show, and I heard it in the background as I was visualising Pale Red Y with T-Bar based on my genetics.
I was not hearing what I usually did though. Something was so 'right' yet never picked up on it previously.
Will Truman, and Grace Adler, were discussing about emotional blockages that prevented progress in self awareness.
Will disliked being infront of TV cameras a fear that I also had based on childhood memories.
Also the fact that Will is a homosexual brought back memories of being called this in primary school and highschool, being traumetised which developed a lot of insecurities in expressing proper emotions to anyone.
Also gave a lot of sexual insecurities and hatred towards loving myself, fat, ugly body, hairy, and hating any physical aspects of myself. This externalised in judging others which expressed the same.
When seeing this, they triggered that realisation, my soul-personality weeped for 25 to 30 minutes for each one (2 or 3), the tones out of my mouth sounded like it was a child. Not sure, but it fixed something, as after watching other episodes, Will Trumans' feminism was very admirable, and I laughed even more, and laughed even louder at all jokes.
So I noticed Grace, and I remember previously judging on her 'character', as well as anything I could pass a remark on. Last episode I watched I noticed I loved those aspects, not hated them! It was her, and thats all it mattered. Appreciation of all around me started to change,
Thinking about it, I will put on wife's Everybody Loves Raymond because I absolutely depise Rays parents, but would like to see why I already love Roberts character.
Home and Away, I love 'Roman' the new man on the block, but also despise Aiden. I think something is going to shift when I see that tomorrow.
I can see how areas of employment reflect personality as well. hrmmmm
