Farewell

[Polly]

My interest in all of this stuff wanes on a regular basis but then something will happen to draw me back in.

[GertrudaRose]

Lion, I will miss your contributions since you are someone that usually understands my point.  I know you will keep growing in who you are but I send you gratitude and good luck thoughts.

[Octahedron]

Lion, take care.

It's not unusual to have a big pause at the net, esp. with fora. 

It's healthy to stop for a while and you can gain new energy and new insights for other times at the net.

[Astrojewels]

Lion, you have not lost interest, if you had you would not have an email like conspiracyfreak! I thought you were going back to school, when you step in the ring you can never step back-once you know the truth, you can not go back to living with the blindfold on. Something is going on and I am reading between the lines here… I know that you will not be away forever, so I am not going to say bye, but rather speak to you at a later date.
Good luck and safe journeys in your new adventure.

[Lion]

Astro - Conspiracy freak I made when I was in that frame of mind, its my spam e-mail address, so its not really relevant on how things are at the moment.

I am going back to school - as well as working, its all part of it :), I only gave a small indication of what I was doing, more so it was a post saying conspiracy (not spirituality) is what I lost interest in.

You could say i'm going on an information detox. Over the last 6 years, other than a few personal experiences (Triggers, ELF, HK, and some of Stewarts stuff), I feel I have wasted time trying to prove things like this exist, just so I could have the 'I knew it...' Atitude.

That reasoning of wanting to know things like that, I now found was a total waste of my time, which could have been directed at more constructive things, like being content, studying physics/philosophy/professional photography/video making, and I find, that 'Ignorance is bliss' to quote Cypher from Matrix. I suppose I am getting plugged back in :D

What is all this information for if a majority of it is doom and gloom, and gets some people depressed and not being able to function? Change mind-pattern yeah, if you got the years to do it, and if you can at all. Here's a mind-pattern change...law of attraction states that what you think about most you attract. So where is this going with NWO/Illuminati. 'Stop it' actually brings it to you. The very thing of acknowledging it and having a reaction of going against it makes it a reality. Now if programmed people are used due to any valuable properties such as energetic power to manifest, then all programmed people knowing about NWO/Illuminati - help it bring it about.

Did I just stumble onto something here? Is this the real reason behind Steves, Stewarts, Jones', Tsarions, Maxwell, etc.. out there? Is this the 'real' agenda. If it is, we've all been hoodwinked into believing its working in the opposite direction.

I realised this with all the Anonymous - anti-scientology hoohaa. The group don't realise its giving them more energy to actually exist and achieve their goals, not bring them down.

That is one of the main reasons I lost interest. And since I have 'focused' my energy elsewhere, things have increased exponentially, being rewarded in areas I could never have imagined.

And specifically with you Astrojewels, as well as Moonchild (if she responds to e-mail lol), I will be talking to you in the future, that is a definate, you guys are only a phone call away.

BTW, what are you reading between the lines?

Please tell me if its different to what I have stated above, if its different, then you know something about me that I don't hehe.

Take care
Rodrigo

[GeeGee]

Farewell Lion, your absence will be unfortunate for all of us.

However, regarding what you said above, I really hope you are not doing this to "escape", for lack of a better word. Escapism is not a very good philosophy to live by.

Just promise us you'll return when sh*t hits the fan. :)

[Lion]

Escaping is not what I would call it. If I was a heroin addict, would giving up heroin be 'escaping' from it? Isn't the addiction to heroin much worse than not being on it at all? Heroin is a reality as may be conspiracy, that's not what I'm saying, what I'm saying is, I'd rather not do that, and do 'bigger and better' things that give me life, rather than the 'imagined' world (as someone on a bad trip can experience) of a conspiracy life. Yeah its 'real' to you...but is it ... 'real'.

Being an ex believer of this, is the same as someone who got off drug addiction, it was a part of my life, I hate thinking I ever started getting into it, I wasted valuable time on something that wasn't important, and it makes me sick that the fact I was ever involved - gave the power for it to manifest. Such as the drug trade. No drug produced unless there are addicts to produce them for. And if Law of Attraction is 100% reality, then no Conspiracy unless there are conspiracy theorists/believers wanting it, nor not.

So basically, its not escaping, I am making a better life for myself, and removing the junk, junk is junk, its there, but I don't want it, its useless, its junk.

Now if returning, it may only be if it really affected me. If theres a real invasion, and they do their stuff, I won't need to bother, but my interest in the spiritual aspect that 'may' ensue would gain me my interest back, as the knowledge that civilisation may be able to spiritually grow from this event.

PS. What really got me moving against this, was peoples total acceptance of the information that could be false. Its the total opposite end of the scale of the labelled 'normal' person, someone who doesn't know reptilians exist...totally 'Thats BS, not true, liar, your insane' type attitude. I have found that a lot of people (and I must admit, i was like this too), are believing 100% everything that is 'alternative'.

"See that shapeshifter fox reporter? Well you're insane if you believe its not real, I see it, your evidence saying its not doesnt prove anything, your ignorant, you don't know what you're talking about, go back to the sheeple".

Now doesn't that sound on the other end of the scale? Attitudes like that without 'questioning' it regardless (and that goes for ANYTHING) leaves a real back entrance into being brainwashed. Question if its real, question if its not real. Sit on one side of the fence, and you'll probably never realise the grass is greener on the other side.

Ok, thats my stint on HyperspaceCafe (and last day on other forums)

I won't be looking here anymore, if you want to respond to this post please write to [email protected] if not, its been great knowing the few who I have communicated with.

If Weng comes online, please wish him my best, I recall he had great potential (graphics, knowledge, a contributor to society), and I would really love to know that he is doing well.

Lion Signing out
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[GeeGee]

I know you won't be here to read this, but if anyone wants to respond then please do so.

I think that's a poor analogy. Knowledge is power, this is truth. Knowledge of what you have gained over the last few years has meaning, regardless of it being useful or not.

Everyone knows the Earth is round and we are not at the center of the universe, is this information necessarily useful for the average person? Not really, it is common knowledge. Does this mean it is invaluable & meaningless? No. ANY kind of knowledge is power, so it is atleast good to know about these things, regardless if people think you're an insane tin foiler.

What you have been researching for the past few years IS important, in fact, it is the most important & valuable information you can have in your life. Knowing about your heritage, extraterrestrials, who really controls the world, etc. are things the average person would kill to know, so it was at the very least an interesting hobby you were pursuing over the past few years.

[Octahedron]

Yes, GeeGee,

Finding the truth and spiritual knowledge also means recognizing conspiracies, otherwise there is NO true knowledge available.

Studying conspiracies is not a prime goal for me too, and also is often boring me, but it is often necessary to get new insights and reference points to step further.

But I can understand Lion's feeling if we need to detox from "old conspiracy" information which is becoming less relevant, like JFK and 09/11.

 

[veronica]

I understand what is Lion talking about. I understand that he must be overwhelmed with so many information that he lost his sense of the purpose of his life. I've been feeling the same for a while. However, I really don't think it's a waste of time. If you can read this Lion, just remeber how different you were before you started reading all of this. Don't you have more mature view of yourself?

Sometimes I feel how my life was happy before I found all of this. I was happy. But...ignorant. Of course,that does not mean I am not happy now, it is just that I am searching for the balance between "the truth" and the "matrix". We do live on a planet where the truth is not nice.

It is very difficult for many of us to live between these two "worlds". I think that is the reason why people either go to one way or another. But the key is probably to be somewhere "in between".

Lion, I think that if you think it's time for you to move on, then it is good for you. You've spent many years doing this kind of stuff and now it's time for you to do something else. Remember that we incarnated on this planet for a different purposes, we do need to expirience ordinary life, having family, going to school etc. We do evolve expiriencing differnet things and spending time doing research based on conspriracy theories is not the only way.

By the way, I would agree with Astrojewels, you haven't left your "conspiracy" adress without reason :).