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Feeling Triggered
#21
I usually do, with or without my eyes open.  I saw common themes, ie. skulls, satanic stars, etc through a week span.  Then it may be a month or a few weeks before the theme reoccurs in my third eye (possibly triggered by the tv).

These weeks, I have been seeing skulls (especially during sleep paralysis, which synchronizes with Stewart's responses that I may be use in a ritual by a particular group!  scared me).  But I have seen disney characters not too long ago, although it was not the first time.   Watching television may also trigger imagined scenes/feelings/sensations like I was more aware of my astral body.  But I could feel the overall mood of the scene. 

But movies/shows that bore me and at the same time feels "invasive" are usually the famous Alice in Wonderland, etc.  Some scenes may also trigger a surreal and "gold hue" feeling in me that causes disorientation, confusion, and mental challenge.

I heard that people feel like vomiting when triggered.  I have felt like vomiting, but it was very rare, and it is usually a reaction to movies that I am not yet desensitized for.  Such was a modernization of one of Shakespear's very early works (which were violent stuff), where a woman was raped by Goths, arms chopped off and replaced by tree branches.  No doubt triggering when she stood there on the tree trunk.  There was something wiccan about it, but I don't know enough about mythology or wiccan to suggest ideas.
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#22
SI, Your experiences are interesting. I’m starting to think that the more psychic a person is, the more aware they are aware of trigger symptoms. I’m thinking that everyone gets triggered by things but only people with more psychic abilities are aware of it.
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#23
Thank you Hyperspace :)

PurpleParrot, you wanted to know if you are specifically programmed.  Here's Stewart's response to whether people of lesser lyraen genetics are programmable:

Quote:[q.ote time=1136267232 user=Anonymous uid=0 fid=10 tid= rid=2]I just want to generally ask you if Asians, Africans and Hispanics can have Monarch programming?

Absolutely--especially within the last 2 decades.

Stewart

[/quote]I am certain that I am specifically programmed, because I have many of the common programming themes, suffer from astral programming (like you...), and bleeded in sleep (the urologist could not find the reason, but after many months, it has stopped).  Should you discover specific programming, please don't burden yourself - remember what you told me:  "deprogramming is now becoming easier".

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#24
lol that was what I asked Stewart. When that person asked about why someone would need  to put out that mind pattern"someone save me" all the time when they really had others in their lives to support,protect them and save them, why they would still do it. I felt like I had this situation going on within me too. Its getting eerie. Time to get a consultation or something soon!!!
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#25
is hispanics are less lyrean genetics based, what are they more of?
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#26
Has anyone seen this French movie called High Tension? It was released in the United States this summer of 2005 and subtitled or dubbed in English. Anyway, I saw this movie on movies in demand maybe about two months ago. It's a slasher horror movie with a twist ending. This past week, I've been waking up late with some of the disturbing scenes playing in my mind from that movie. Is this a trigger? Have I been programmed from this movie?? If I tell you guys the plot, I feel I"ll give away the ending....
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#27
PurpleParrot Wrote:Has anyone seen this French movie called High Tension? It was released in the United States this summer of 2005 and subtitled or dubbed in English. Anyway, I saw this movie on movies in demand maybe about two months ago. It's a slasher horror movie with a twist ending. This past week, I've been waking up late with some of the disturbing scenes playing in my mind from that movie. Is this a trigger? Have I been programmed from this movie?? If I tell you guys the plot, I feel I"ll give away the ending....
 

Maybe this movie open something related to your "programming" (if you are programmed), than it can be trigger, but it can be forgotten memory coming on the surface.

  Flush that scenes with violet and use brown merger.

 

 

 
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#28
when making my 313th posting here, I saw the next forum posting is nr. 3900 and posted by me on januari the 26th in 2006. 2006 rests 339 days ! and 26 = 2 x 13.

 I felt myself triggered by these 13x13x13 constructing numbers here !

 


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#29
ive wondered about this myself,what it felt like to be triggered.Well...today i think i found out....

I was at an artshow with my mom,shes a painter and had a tent there.So the president of the art society of the town or something like that came over and talked to us for a while and when she first came up to me i felt attracted to her in some way.Shes in her 50's and not very sexually attractive but there was just something about her...her face..those blue eyes and strawberry hair....and then when we made eye contact it was like wow.... it pierced right through me it was some kind of deep connection.And every time me and this ladys eyes made contact my root chakra just felt wide open.I gotta say im not very pyschically sensative at all but this was very notable to me.I didnt think she was sexy  or anything like that...but everytime our eyes met my root chakra exploded and i felt it affect my whole being....and hours after she had left i couldnt stop thinking about her face and the experience.I believe that this experience was a "trigger".
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#30
Hey BobbyDigital,    Interesting event.   Ive experienced that but it was used on me for manipulation.  Maybe you are sensitive and her root is open?  Or maybe you and her in another time space were intimate?

  I would balance and ask for the truth on the matter.  However, should Age make a difference with Attraction?

peace

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