Getting Motivated

[William]

  I agree, very well said!

[Astrojewels]

I really do not think I am wise, I have just experienced many things and for some reason attracted people of all addictions and emotions and I never judge anyone for there troubles, and I love life, each day is a truly a gift.

 

SI,

Aquarians make great engineers, accepting that study is never ending will help you to progress without so much stress, which is why they spread the work over so many years. I definitely do not think you are a scatter brain, you just need to establish a routine, Aquarians often cloud their thoughts with too much knowledge which makes it difficult to focus.

You should be grateful to be Asian, this is a culture that has extended knowledge and great philosophy. I once worked for an Asian, he was Vietnamese and let me tell you, this bloke is great, kind and treated us with the utmost respect, paid us very well and we still remain friends to this day. His determination to succeed was so inspiring, he failed twice before, completely bankrupt and having to ride his bike to and from work, but he was determined to give his son a life that he never could have imagined, his failures created a business mind that could not fail due to his experiences. Only small minded people are racial, imagine if we were all Hitler’s children with blue eyes and blonde hair, how boring! All races contain people who are beautiful and horrendous in nature.

Stress is part of life and really the only way to focus is WRITE it down, your fears, hopes, desires, affirmations that you will be a successful engineer and what a career, that is a fantastic choice and you should be applauded for even contemplating such a integrate career.

Each morning look at your face in the mirror and shout very loudly– I deserve it. Focus on what does make you happy, you do not have to apologize for the limited time on the forum, we all understand. Each day is a step, and patience is your virtue to reaching the sky. We all want to support you, that is why this forum is a community and I personally would like to hear from you what things in your day have been positive, because since I have been a part of this forum my life has changed in so many positive ways.

Cheers

[SilverInfinity]

Thank you for your kind words...

[Guest]

"It is mind activity, the mind has been separated from the body and this is the programming. With the constant mind activity the body needs more rest, so there is abnormal sleep patterns, web searching also creates you to become nocturnal because there is an interior mission to search for something and you loose the energy of time, this is what happened with many Montauk survivors, to this day most have no concept of time or how to organize their day around the 24 hour/7day calendar. This makes you seem irresponsible to those who share your life, because this creates a non-dependable attitude."

Alot of what you say is very profound and really resonates with my experiences.  From the years 2000-2002 I spent most of my life, sometimes 10-14 hours a day on the internet, researching every paranormal, metaphysical and conspiracy website I could find, usually with the TV(mostly news channels) on in the background.  I usually went to bed in the AM hours(7-9) and awoke when most were sitting down to their evening meals.