Intro : xan-i

[xan-i]

Sincere Greetings. 

If I remember correctly, I came upon this community via a metaphysics webring. 

My first read here was the thread concerning the Bosnian Pyramid & I must admit that I did wonder what I had clicked into! Within it was a number of seriously thought-provoking comments that served to stir my interest further regarding the mind-forms of those who had participated within it (ergo, the community itself).  

I do not have any knowledge regarding the works cited here, nor do I have any understanding regarding the concept of Hyperspace Healing. However, I have spent quite some time reading through posts and find within myself a desire (despite some reservations) to pursue a path towards understanding concerning all I have read here thus far. 

Whilst reading through the thread 'How can you find out if you've been 'specifically' programmed?'[/i] I found myself becoming increasingly unsettled. I have suffered no few number of the 'symptoms' described and my genetic makeup provided me red hair and blue eyes. However, the comment that struck me most was the one concerning something coming from the closet - someone also made reference to a dragon within this thread, I think. If anyone has information on a dragon icon I would appreciate the reference. My own dream as a child was most terrifying. It resulted in me throwing an object through a glass door in order to 'escape'. When I turned around, I found 'it' could not proceed further than the last step on the stairs. At least, that is why I think it stopped pursuing me…Still, I did not wish to be anywhere within its presence! I have experienced several dreams in my lifetime wherein the 'dream' appeared to proceed with me into the 'waking-world'. The last such dream resulted in me waking up and springing from my bed in an attempt to avoid being touched by a dragon. (In a preceding dream, years before & relating to a dragon, I had been warned that if touch occurred between us, one can never come back...) 

All this could mean something, or nothing, I know.  

I guess, when all is said & done, I am simply one intent upon a sincere quest towards uncovering sense & reason within a world which appears to contain little of either...I carry with me little in the way of fixed ideologies. In temperament I am somewhat retiring; reclusive.  

I do hope to join in on a more informed level in the near future. 

Best Wishes,
xan-i

[SilverInfinity]

Hello Xan-i. I want to welcome you to our board, and I am glad that you found the information interesting, and wish you the best of luck at learning the art of hyperspace healing and deprogramming.

I do not know much about the dragon icon, but we have a diverse crowd of posters who probably do. Nice to meet you.

[Richard]

Hi xan-i, I’m glad that the webring led you to this site. I think your oversoul may have guided here since you have red hair and blue eyes. Having those genetics makes you desirable to the Illuminati and I think there’s a good chance the have been using you. Your dream about a dragon adds to the possibility. The books and DVDs will help you determine if the Illuminati have been using you or not. You can also get a scan from Stewart and he will be able to tell. He can do scans in person, by email, or by phone. 

All the best :)

[Avatar]

Welcome Xan-I.You are amongst a good community of friends here. I look forward to reading all your new postings and the ones you've made so far are very interesting indeed. :smile2:

[Octahedron]

Welcome Xan-i, :)

Take your time to enjoy yourself here.

[PurpleParrot]

Dear Xan-I, Welcome again!! :o)

We are happy to have you here. Regarding the dragon dream--you should read up on Stewarts BBTB and some of David Icke's material because both could help you to understand why you may have had the dream. Typically, dragons are connected to the draco race--the reptilians and you should look more into this.  Healers Handbook has a dream dictionary at the end of the book also and if you are a member of Expansions, you will have access to the dream dictionary there. You should follow your intuition which is from your Oversoul source in reference to interpreting your dream. When you get a chance, definitely seek Stewart and Janets consultation if you feel its right for you at the right time in regards to what you have found out about yourself and need to understand it-- as they would be able to help you in the best way possible.

peace

[William]

Hi, Xan-i,    Your Icon (your avatar) is also related to the Dragon i believe.   Do you remember any Protection visuals you might of seen in your minds eye?  I ask this because it sounds like from your dream that you had some kind of protection to stop the intruder.

  What part of the world do you live in?  Forgive if you have said somewhere else.

peace.

[DreamTime]

Welcome Xan-i,

Glad you found us. Hope your stay here is enlightening and educational (and maybe a little fun). :nod:

Hope I didn't scare you too much with the 'Man in Black' story. But look at it this way, that particular daughter always had a 'thing' with closets. When she was 3 she freaked us all out by waking us up with her screaming in the middle of the night. When we went in there, she was in her bed, up against the wall, her eyes as big as saucers. She was staring at the closet and screaming that they were coming to get her. :eek: The only way that we could calm her down was to take her in bed with us for the rest of the night.  When I talk to her now about that incident (she's 25 now) she still remembers it. Although she says that it was huge spiders or bugs that were crawling out of the closet and across the floor to her.

 Funny though, right after that incident, she started running a high fever and developed an ear infection. Now that I think about it in a new light, I'm wondering if that was an implant abduction incident.  Makes sense now, that she got an ear infection and ran a fever. Her body was probably trying to reject it.

My other daughter now gives me grief because I left her alone in the room after we took her sister out. :smirk: She was only a baby at the time and she was asleep in her crib. Besides my ex and I thought that our daughter was just having a nightmare, not that some 'spook' was coming to get her.

Although...now that I think back...I never did like the closet in that bedroom. It always gave me a creepy feeling every time I went in it. I never did use it that much just for that reason.

Anyway...welcome to our strange little group. :thumbsup: :lol:

[SilverInfinity]

We should remove our closets and use closet drawers instead. And fill the bottoms of the bed with salt sea water which we replace every three days. And then put up violet wallpapers everywhere, and a very comforting picture on the ceiling directly ahead from our beds. LOL. Sorry.

[Octahedron]

We should ........ , and a very comforting picture on the ceiling directly ahead from our beds. ......

I guess a picture of a winged dragon ...... ?     :tongue2: