04-15-2006, 03:01 AM
Okay, I got my profile from Karen Dess last week, and I thought it was really good. I can see now, why I had a lot of the problems that I have had in the past. It was really worth the money, but I wish it were less expensive so that I could get one for all my girls and the grandkids - especially the grandkids. I would put it away for them until they got older and could understand what it meant to them.
Anyway, here's a bit of what she said, and there are a few questions I'd like to throw out there to you all and see what feedback I can get.
First of all, in the Chinese astrology, I was born in the year of the Fire Monkey. The monkey is considered the 'problem solver' in Eastern Culture; well respected for the ability to mediate. It is one of the few that is able to consider 'both sides' of an argument without being prejudice, listening and evaluating is the monkeys greatest weapon. The monkey is able to 'listen' to more than one conversation at the same time, and still organize her week; the mind of the monkey is utilized to the fullest capacity.
The monkey loves all people. She frequently has her children at a young age (which I did). She does not want to demand or quarrel with her partner, so she habitually constructs a home where she continuously sacrifices herself to avoid any distress.
The monkey is such a freedom fighter that she often backs her self into a corner, trying to keep all happy, she ends up miserable. She will never hold up the 'white flag', no, she will surely think up a new scheme to get herself out no matter how long it takes.
The negative is when she is discontented; she becomes moody, immature, careless and petty. (Not me...I assure you. :unibrow:) Her intense energy can project a forceful action without her doing anything physical, yes, many monkeys are notorious 'witch doctors' but thankfully they use this power for good rather than bad, this talent is utilized to the area of 'Herbs.'
The fire element does create her to be more ambitious and career minded (huh? me?). This element also generates her to be less social, however considerable innovative, motivated to achieving goals, hard working and a tendency not to follow trends, making her own rules. (Now that's me.)
The monkey is a great asset in the home; she understands without favoritism, chatty and passionate, she will never label herself a 'senior citizen'; she grows young, never old, as she is the 'Wise Monkey'! :tanz:
My Sun is in Aries; Moon is in Pisces(interesting point: this sign is the most powerful of the entire zodiac with metaphysical subjects. There is concentrated force with communication in outer realms; this can give you a great awareness to psychic influence. It is very in tune with the inner emotions and is a very gentle sign. The mind-pattern can lose logic thought due to the overwhelming compassion this sign has for humanity). My Mercury is in Aries; Venus in Gemini (interesting point here: rapid expressive thoughts often create a talent to writing and public speaking.Those that have this placement often are considered 'young at heart'). My Mars is in Capricorn; Ascendant in Aries (interesting point here: the Aries Ascendant is short and there are not many of us out there! This is a position that generally gives the child independence and distance from the parents, this Ascendant is generally given to children with military parents).
And finally, my North Node is in Sagittarius. (The nodes are points formed by the Earth's path around the sun.) The female energy for the Sagittarian north node indicates previous life streams have been experienced in a mind-pattern of teacher/writer and poet. The gift that i achieved was the accomplishment of needs in others, in a creative way and experiencing a collaborative environment where I was forced to enhance my own awareness toward the two-sided theory.
The accomplishment to enhance harmony has decreased my own mental security. I can become entrapped searching for never-ending knowledge. This mind-pattern is one of dependence but needs to ensure independence. I have to endow myself to become more self-seeking.
I have a need for others to see my inherent philosophy. The previous life-stream enabled me to achieve this. The present life-stream requests that I liberate my fear of mistakes. I am insistent and habitually fast-paced and true relaxation can be difficult for me to attain. She said that this is where the problems will arise. My intellect is way too fast for the physical body. The body becoming exhausted with the intensity of the mind, I am also sensitive to other's suggestions (wish I knew this about 13 years ago). I'm supposed to allow the universal truth to guide me this time around.
The present life-stream is for me to "believe" in my own guidance and intuition. I am instilled with great knowledge to the practicality of the mind-pattern, therefore knowing and guessing are two situations that require constant steadiness.
Then she goes on to talk about the Chart. She said that I am on a 'multi' purpose life-stream, therefore I have consciously requested to experience not 'one' theme but 'several'. (I don't remember that bargain. :boes:) She said that my past life-stream has given me incredible talent toward understanding the function of the mind, this ability has created me to have intense empathy and understanding to the reasoning of 'what' generates certain behavioral problems.
My only obstacle of mastering this talent is the battle within my own mind-pattern of 'self and others'. The past life-stream has given me such understanding of 'both sides of the story' that I often put up with much more than I should in a negative situation. (How true.)
There is also a request for me to experience various amounts of emotions (I think I already filled this request 10x over), the Pisces will lead me into situations that generate a feeling of 'drowning', if you had to explain the life experience and put it in one sentence it would be: A river, at times flowing freely, other times irregular with no direction, forceful and at its best serene and easy going.
My past life-stream was achieved with a sacrificial intention, I gave so much of myself without personal recognition, and the only reward was knowledge. There is a short time frame between life-streams; the past life-stream was experienced during war time in Europe. (This would explain a re-occurring dream I used to have as a child.) I was a neutral person to both sides. My purpose was to guide and assist those in need, medically, physically and spiritually, my approach was tender and courteous.
During this experience I learned a great deal about 'intention', both sides to a situation, why and how a man could kill, and the emotions of the person that is killed. Living a mind-pattern of neutral, I did not hate or have a need for vengeance, just understanding to 'what' such atrocities do to both sides.
This philosophy is not understood by many and the past life-stream request shows that m soul-personality has lived many lives and is very wise, however there is now a need for me to become more decisive and less accommodating. To have such forceful energy in the 1st house provides information that I will be imposed into negative situations until I give up the neutral mind set. I am supposed to stand at the front of the line and say "I am here."
I supposedly have intense connections to my father's soul-personality, and have inherited many of his physical strengths. The energy behind this position also provides information that there is a 'secret matter' with my father and his family. My father's home land or bloodline, this matter is an important part of you understanding myself as it is placed in 1st house. This placement resides with Mercury/Aries therefore it is not spoken of, my father's family have issues with 'pretending', not openly admitting that there are tribulations within the family.
The above paragraph is very true about the family and such. My question is: How in the heck do I find out what this 'secret matter' is? My dad is 91 and not in good health. He's beginning to forget things and get them confused. I don't see or talk to any of my relatives and they are all either dead or really, really, old. It's almost like I am at a standstill in this area.
Pluto in the 6th house indicate that I have programming from my genetic line and the year I was born was the most active during the entire century for outer planet change. The purpose of that energy was to reduce the spirituality of my generation, as the bulk of children from that era would be the first to feel the 'disassociated' family.
1956 was the year that the 'watchers' established us to divide and absorb abhorrence for our fellow humans, although we are at war with them, our first priority should be to establish common ground to join forces with one another first. (I'm not sure I understand this statement.)
The 7th house in Libra/Neptune is the force of personal relationships. It will attract others to me with the same mind set. Being placed in Neptune, the caution that I must always be aware of is the 'falsehood' of people, I will attract others that wear a mask, their true self hidden, and many of these people are manipulators and will accelerate my self-sabotage. (Again, I wish I had known this 13 years ago.)
I must never let my guard down to any person, always console my Oversoul and inner perception, trust my judgment, having the sign of Cancer within my chart, my sensitivity is within the sacral area.
She said there is a need for me to explore my own purpose; a need to not 'see' with my eyes, all physical senses should only be used for objective interaction, never for instinct or guidance. The physical body is merely a vehicle for my expedition.
Impatience is a pessimistic part of my personality; past life-stream allowed my journey to learn all that was required, now I must translate that knowledge to others that often do not want to listen.
I am 'energy sensitive' therefore in a crowd I can absorb the liveliness from others. It takes practice to protect myself from this as translating moods can often seem difficult with no understanding to the reason why I have been triggered.
Pisces moon in the 12th house is a sign ruled by fantasy, therefore if I do not ground my physical body constantly, I will endure severe victim mentality, a need for approval and a tendency to give too much of myself without receiving gratification. This placement is motivated by the unconscious level, an automatic force that attracts those who are in considerable pain to me, it is a high level of psychic energy, a light that shines in the darkness, the caution that is required is due to the 'water and mutable' energy of this sign.
Then she said something I found fascinating because it was so true: My mother also inherited the victim mentality, cheerful with a friendly manner, but under the surface a very confused woman, her fears outweighed her strengths and the mutable energy of Pisces bewildered her purpose.
She said that I am spiritually connected to my mother. The physical world often demonstrated a distance between our personalities, however our souls are joined. She holds a resolution to my personal matrix; I must understand her to understand myself. I have lived many life-streams with her soul personality.
Therein lies another question I have: How can I understand my mother when she is gone? I know...I can go through Oversoul...but what if I can't get through? I have felt my mother around me at times, and she is in quite a few of my dreams...but other than that, I don't know what else to do.
Well that's about it. There was a lot more, but this post is long enough and I wrote out all the interesting things that really seem to pertain to me. But...there you have it...an inner knowledge to the true me. L-SunGlass
Anyway, here's a bit of what she said, and there are a few questions I'd like to throw out there to you all and see what feedback I can get.
First of all, in the Chinese astrology, I was born in the year of the Fire Monkey. The monkey is considered the 'problem solver' in Eastern Culture; well respected for the ability to mediate. It is one of the few that is able to consider 'both sides' of an argument without being prejudice, listening and evaluating is the monkeys greatest weapon. The monkey is able to 'listen' to more than one conversation at the same time, and still organize her week; the mind of the monkey is utilized to the fullest capacity.
The monkey loves all people. She frequently has her children at a young age (which I did). She does not want to demand or quarrel with her partner, so she habitually constructs a home where she continuously sacrifices herself to avoid any distress.
The monkey is such a freedom fighter that she often backs her self into a corner, trying to keep all happy, she ends up miserable. She will never hold up the 'white flag', no, she will surely think up a new scheme to get herself out no matter how long it takes.
The negative is when she is discontented; she becomes moody, immature, careless and petty. (Not me...I assure you. :unibrow:) Her intense energy can project a forceful action without her doing anything physical, yes, many monkeys are notorious 'witch doctors' but thankfully they use this power for good rather than bad, this talent is utilized to the area of 'Herbs.'
The fire element does create her to be more ambitious and career minded (huh? me?). This element also generates her to be less social, however considerable innovative, motivated to achieving goals, hard working and a tendency not to follow trends, making her own rules. (Now that's me.)
The monkey is a great asset in the home; she understands without favoritism, chatty and passionate, she will never label herself a 'senior citizen'; she grows young, never old, as she is the 'Wise Monkey'! :tanz:
My Sun is in Aries; Moon is in Pisces(interesting point: this sign is the most powerful of the entire zodiac with metaphysical subjects. There is concentrated force with communication in outer realms; this can give you a great awareness to psychic influence. It is very in tune with the inner emotions and is a very gentle sign. The mind-pattern can lose logic thought due to the overwhelming compassion this sign has for humanity). My Mercury is in Aries; Venus in Gemini (interesting point here: rapid expressive thoughts often create a talent to writing and public speaking.Those that have this placement often are considered 'young at heart'). My Mars is in Capricorn; Ascendant in Aries (interesting point here: the Aries Ascendant is short and there are not many of us out there! This is a position that generally gives the child independence and distance from the parents, this Ascendant is generally given to children with military parents).
And finally, my North Node is in Sagittarius. (The nodes are points formed by the Earth's path around the sun.) The female energy for the Sagittarian north node indicates previous life streams have been experienced in a mind-pattern of teacher/writer and poet. The gift that i achieved was the accomplishment of needs in others, in a creative way and experiencing a collaborative environment where I was forced to enhance my own awareness toward the two-sided theory.
The accomplishment to enhance harmony has decreased my own mental security. I can become entrapped searching for never-ending knowledge. This mind-pattern is one of dependence but needs to ensure independence. I have to endow myself to become more self-seeking.
I have a need for others to see my inherent philosophy. The previous life-stream enabled me to achieve this. The present life-stream requests that I liberate my fear of mistakes. I am insistent and habitually fast-paced and true relaxation can be difficult for me to attain. She said that this is where the problems will arise. My intellect is way too fast for the physical body. The body becoming exhausted with the intensity of the mind, I am also sensitive to other's suggestions (wish I knew this about 13 years ago). I'm supposed to allow the universal truth to guide me this time around.
The present life-stream is for me to "believe" in my own guidance and intuition. I am instilled with great knowledge to the practicality of the mind-pattern, therefore knowing and guessing are two situations that require constant steadiness.
Then she goes on to talk about the Chart. She said that I am on a 'multi' purpose life-stream, therefore I have consciously requested to experience not 'one' theme but 'several'. (I don't remember that bargain. :boes:) She said that my past life-stream has given me incredible talent toward understanding the function of the mind, this ability has created me to have intense empathy and understanding to the reasoning of 'what' generates certain behavioral problems.
My only obstacle of mastering this talent is the battle within my own mind-pattern of 'self and others'. The past life-stream has given me such understanding of 'both sides of the story' that I often put up with much more than I should in a negative situation. (How true.)There is also a request for me to experience various amounts of emotions (I think I already filled this request 10x over), the Pisces will lead me into situations that generate a feeling of 'drowning', if you had to explain the life experience and put it in one sentence it would be: A river, at times flowing freely, other times irregular with no direction, forceful and at its best serene and easy going.
My past life-stream was achieved with a sacrificial intention, I gave so much of myself without personal recognition, and the only reward was knowledge. There is a short time frame between life-streams; the past life-stream was experienced during war time in Europe. (This would explain a re-occurring dream I used to have as a child.) I was a neutral person to both sides. My purpose was to guide and assist those in need, medically, physically and spiritually, my approach was tender and courteous.
During this experience I learned a great deal about 'intention', both sides to a situation, why and how a man could kill, and the emotions of the person that is killed. Living a mind-pattern of neutral, I did not hate or have a need for vengeance, just understanding to 'what' such atrocities do to both sides.
This philosophy is not understood by many and the past life-stream request shows that m soul-personality has lived many lives and is very wise, however there is now a need for me to become more decisive and less accommodating. To have such forceful energy in the 1st house provides information that I will be imposed into negative situations until I give up the neutral mind set. I am supposed to stand at the front of the line and say "I am here."
I supposedly have intense connections to my father's soul-personality, and have inherited many of his physical strengths. The energy behind this position also provides information that there is a 'secret matter' with my father and his family. My father's home land or bloodline, this matter is an important part of you understanding myself as it is placed in 1st house. This placement resides with Mercury/Aries therefore it is not spoken of, my father's family have issues with 'pretending', not openly admitting that there are tribulations within the family.
The above paragraph is very true about the family and such. My question is: How in the heck do I find out what this 'secret matter' is? My dad is 91 and not in good health. He's beginning to forget things and get them confused. I don't see or talk to any of my relatives and they are all either dead or really, really, old. It's almost like I am at a standstill in this area.
Pluto in the 6th house indicate that I have programming from my genetic line and the year I was born was the most active during the entire century for outer planet change. The purpose of that energy was to reduce the spirituality of my generation, as the bulk of children from that era would be the first to feel the 'disassociated' family.
1956 was the year that the 'watchers' established us to divide and absorb abhorrence for our fellow humans, although we are at war with them, our first priority should be to establish common ground to join forces with one another first. (I'm not sure I understand this statement.)
The 7th house in Libra/Neptune is the force of personal relationships. It will attract others to me with the same mind set. Being placed in Neptune, the caution that I must always be aware of is the 'falsehood' of people, I will attract others that wear a mask, their true self hidden, and many of these people are manipulators and will accelerate my self-sabotage. (Again, I wish I had known this 13 years ago.)
I must never let my guard down to any person, always console my Oversoul and inner perception, trust my judgment, having the sign of Cancer within my chart, my sensitivity is within the sacral area.
She said there is a need for me to explore my own purpose; a need to not 'see' with my eyes, all physical senses should only be used for objective interaction, never for instinct or guidance. The physical body is merely a vehicle for my expedition.
Impatience is a pessimistic part of my personality; past life-stream allowed my journey to learn all that was required, now I must translate that knowledge to others that often do not want to listen.
I am 'energy sensitive' therefore in a crowd I can absorb the liveliness from others. It takes practice to protect myself from this as translating moods can often seem difficult with no understanding to the reason why I have been triggered.
Pisces moon in the 12th house is a sign ruled by fantasy, therefore if I do not ground my physical body constantly, I will endure severe victim mentality, a need for approval and a tendency to give too much of myself without receiving gratification. This placement is motivated by the unconscious level, an automatic force that attracts those who are in considerable pain to me, it is a high level of psychic energy, a light that shines in the darkness, the caution that is required is due to the 'water and mutable' energy of this sign.
Then she said something I found fascinating because it was so true: My mother also inherited the victim mentality, cheerful with a friendly manner, but under the surface a very confused woman, her fears outweighed her strengths and the mutable energy of Pisces bewildered her purpose.
She said that I am spiritually connected to my mother. The physical world often demonstrated a distance between our personalities, however our souls are joined. She holds a resolution to my personal matrix; I must understand her to understand myself. I have lived many life-streams with her soul personality.
Therein lies another question I have: How can I understand my mother when she is gone? I know...I can go through Oversoul...but what if I can't get through? I have felt my mother around me at times, and she is in quite a few of my dreams...but other than that, I don't know what else to do.
Well that's about it. There was a lot more, but this post is long enough and I wrote out all the interesting things that really seem to pertain to me. But...there you have it...an inner knowledge to the true me. L-SunGlass
Thank you for posting it.