01-25-2007, 12:06 AM
Hey guys I just went through a myriad of changes that helped me understand everything about my purpose in life and everything about my entire life. My journey is going to be private and maybe I'll return or pop out from the woods at the right moment.
My life is unique and when you really believe in your being rather than others worlds,ideologies and realities, you start to become alive and you start to become who you are.
The truth is within and you realize that its also everywhere around you. All the messages are out there and there are so many rules to play the game of life and you can follow anyone set of rules or better yet, make your own set of rules. Respect your being and your being will be respected. Its so true, how you treat your being is how others treat you. You want to be violent with yourself, then other beings will be violent with you so go ahead because its what you asked for. You want to be non violent with yourself, others will be kind to you and its the same thing you asked for. Its life and we chose it and its so beautiful. Everyone really is free and life is truly beautiful and we're all the same beautiful soul and we're all each others mirrors. We're just all watching the same movie but we are just experiencing it with different eyes, ears, and different sensory perceptions and in our journeys, we discover its something we may call love--a beautiful feeling. You can label things in your realities but just know that when you're really really in your soul and in your bodies and minds and you know everything around you, you can become one with everything and you know that you can be in charge of your reality but then you realize you just don't want to be in charge of your reality, you want to be in harmony with everything. But its really really your choice. All paths are beautiful and we all walk the same path(same movie we watch, just perhaps different sensory perceptions and different forms). Listen to your hearts, your souls, and your feelings. Its okay to exercise your thoughts. Be who you are but don't try to be anyone else. I'm still learning this.
I could write extensively about what I am now and what I have learned but it boils down to the same thing.
In this life, I explored many pathways to figure out who I am and I always was aware on some level and I always remembered too many details about my life and tried to examine them in different ways. I remembered too many faces and too many details. I thought I liked sticking to things but either I left them or they left me. I didn't realize that I really wanted to be free from the things I held onto. But that was my old path. I tried to be who everyone else told me to be but I always knew something wasn't exactly right and I did my best to enjoy it and happily accept it. I also always tried to stand out against the crowd. I tried to be good and I tried to follow the rules but I only knew that I had made some of these rules up to purposely inhibit my being. I often tried to be honest with my being but true honesty is your connection to your soul. I walked the path of Christianity and Catholicism and I loved it. I walked the path of Hinduism and I loved it. I walked the path of Daoism, and I loved it. I walked the path of Buddhism and I loved it. I temporarily,walked the path of Judaism, Islam, Bahai, the scientist, the yogini, the dancer, the student, the teacher, and so many others. I explored paths in my minds and they didn't fit what I really wanted to be. People labeled me but I said, I'm not those labels you give me because I keep changing the expression of my identity. I make my own being and I love you for who you are. For me I used to plan everything, but it didn't work. I realized if you go with the flow and be spontaneous, you'll get there very beautifully and happily. I loved all the ones who taught these paths and I tried to become them only to know that I am them. The most recent and newest path that I was on for four years was with the path that Expansions taught. What I learned is that its the same beautiful message and I respect and love the people who taught it and practiced it. I understand what it meant to me and I learned so much from it only to know that I don't need it anymore.
To me, everyone and everything is part of the same beautiful soul force that moves us all. God has many names and we are all God and we all exist within God. If we want something to be God or get us back to God, then so be it. Thats how I see the deities in Hinduism, the saints and prophets in other religions, the asanas in yoga, the celebrities that I watch on tv, the musicians that I listen to on the radio, the archetypes, sounds and colors on hyperspace. What you see in another person or even inanimate object is what you see within yourself. If you want them to work, they work to get you back to your true being or to allow you to express your life. If you want to believe its true, its true. Its acceptable. We are everything and we all just mirror each other. We were all free. We all wore many masks. The truth is true but also untrue. Everything has its cognates, its equals and its opposites but its all the same. The message has been said infinitesimally that we're free to be who we want to be.
With the utmost respect, love and honor for those who walk this path that asks you to face your being at the deepest extremes--to exercise your life purpose(the ego in whatever way you wish to express it), I do not believe I am a programmed individual because its saying God is programmed. Its how you perceive programming--do you see it as positive or negative? I know that I really really needed that path for four years to express what I had to explore. So I explored many hats and garments in my being. What I do know is that if you sit in an colisseum with many people right beside you, all you have to know is that you are all those people and they are also in your mind. You reflect everyone and they reflect you on all levels of conscious existence. Everything is to one's own interpretation.
I would have gone extensively into my opinion of the hyperspace/metaphysical path I had walked for the past four years as an uncertain reiki channel but I truly do love that path to let it go. That path is true for those who really want to make that return but there are so many ways to return to your being. You make your own path!!!
I am on a new path now and my journey is private.
Go with your beings flow.
I could keep writing and writing and I had thought I wanted to write something else but I think and believe I said it. This only proves that our souls always continue on their own journeys with everyone else's journeys.
My life is unique and when you really believe in your being rather than others worlds,ideologies and realities, you start to become alive and you start to become who you are.
The truth is within and you realize that its also everywhere around you. All the messages are out there and there are so many rules to play the game of life and you can follow anyone set of rules or better yet, make your own set of rules. Respect your being and your being will be respected. Its so true, how you treat your being is how others treat you. You want to be violent with yourself, then other beings will be violent with you so go ahead because its what you asked for. You want to be non violent with yourself, others will be kind to you and its the same thing you asked for. Its life and we chose it and its so beautiful. Everyone really is free and life is truly beautiful and we're all the same beautiful soul and we're all each others mirrors. We're just all watching the same movie but we are just experiencing it with different eyes, ears, and different sensory perceptions and in our journeys, we discover its something we may call love--a beautiful feeling. You can label things in your realities but just know that when you're really really in your soul and in your bodies and minds and you know everything around you, you can become one with everything and you know that you can be in charge of your reality but then you realize you just don't want to be in charge of your reality, you want to be in harmony with everything. But its really really your choice. All paths are beautiful and we all walk the same path(same movie we watch, just perhaps different sensory perceptions and different forms). Listen to your hearts, your souls, and your feelings. Its okay to exercise your thoughts. Be who you are but don't try to be anyone else. I'm still learning this.
I could write extensively about what I am now and what I have learned but it boils down to the same thing.
In this life, I explored many pathways to figure out who I am and I always was aware on some level and I always remembered too many details about my life and tried to examine them in different ways. I remembered too many faces and too many details. I thought I liked sticking to things but either I left them or they left me. I didn't realize that I really wanted to be free from the things I held onto. But that was my old path. I tried to be who everyone else told me to be but I always knew something wasn't exactly right and I did my best to enjoy it and happily accept it. I also always tried to stand out against the crowd. I tried to be good and I tried to follow the rules but I only knew that I had made some of these rules up to purposely inhibit my being. I often tried to be honest with my being but true honesty is your connection to your soul. I walked the path of Christianity and Catholicism and I loved it. I walked the path of Hinduism and I loved it. I walked the path of Daoism, and I loved it. I walked the path of Buddhism and I loved it. I temporarily,walked the path of Judaism, Islam, Bahai, the scientist, the yogini, the dancer, the student, the teacher, and so many others. I explored paths in my minds and they didn't fit what I really wanted to be. People labeled me but I said, I'm not those labels you give me because I keep changing the expression of my identity. I make my own being and I love you for who you are. For me I used to plan everything, but it didn't work. I realized if you go with the flow and be spontaneous, you'll get there very beautifully and happily. I loved all the ones who taught these paths and I tried to become them only to know that I am them. The most recent and newest path that I was on for four years was with the path that Expansions taught. What I learned is that its the same beautiful message and I respect and love the people who taught it and practiced it. I understand what it meant to me and I learned so much from it only to know that I don't need it anymore.
To me, everyone and everything is part of the same beautiful soul force that moves us all. God has many names and we are all God and we all exist within God. If we want something to be God or get us back to God, then so be it. Thats how I see the deities in Hinduism, the saints and prophets in other religions, the asanas in yoga, the celebrities that I watch on tv, the musicians that I listen to on the radio, the archetypes, sounds and colors on hyperspace. What you see in another person or even inanimate object is what you see within yourself. If you want them to work, they work to get you back to your true being or to allow you to express your life. If you want to believe its true, its true. Its acceptable. We are everything and we all just mirror each other. We were all free. We all wore many masks. The truth is true but also untrue. Everything has its cognates, its equals and its opposites but its all the same. The message has been said infinitesimally that we're free to be who we want to be.
With the utmost respect, love and honor for those who walk this path that asks you to face your being at the deepest extremes--to exercise your life purpose(the ego in whatever way you wish to express it), I do not believe I am a programmed individual because its saying God is programmed. Its how you perceive programming--do you see it as positive or negative? I know that I really really needed that path for four years to express what I had to explore. So I explored many hats and garments in my being. What I do know is that if you sit in an colisseum with many people right beside you, all you have to know is that you are all those people and they are also in your mind. You reflect everyone and they reflect you on all levels of conscious existence. Everything is to one's own interpretation.
I would have gone extensively into my opinion of the hyperspace/metaphysical path I had walked for the past four years as an uncertain reiki channel but I truly do love that path to let it go. That path is true for those who really want to make that return but there are so many ways to return to your being. You make your own path!!!
I am on a new path now and my journey is private.
Go with your beings flow.
I could keep writing and writing and I had thought I wanted to write something else but I think and believe I said it. This only proves that our souls always continue on their own journeys with everyone else's journeys.
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