My Rant and i say F*** the cabal!

[Lion]

ok this rant is on this part of the forum because i don't think its appropriate for non members to read.

first off, this is a rant, and richard, yes you can delete it if you feel appropriate, but i need to get this off my chest.

i'm discussing my personal views here and yes, i am activated, in which way - you decide.

the illuminati/cabal i believe are crapping their pants, this is due to the quick shift of full on triggering, it seemed to go from a steady growth over the last 10 or so years, and it seems like within 6 months, they set the acceleration to 'full throttle' and everyone seems to be losing it or ignoring it.

also, the reason i say this is that yes - i have become 'activated' (for me to see activation i must have been activated correct??).  activated in a way that i see it as positive, and that is i'm doing my own 'mind-pattern' re-arrangement to not fear the friqn cabal anymore.

i'm preparing myself physically and mentally.  i'm no longer on medication for 'mental illness labels' (6 full months now) and have quit cigarettes.  on a detox and i've been physically exercising everyday, taking vitamins and have stopped drinking soft drinks.  water, cordial and fruit juice only.

yeah, thats a huge activation, but im not sitting on my arse anymore and seeing it unfold in front of my eyes by people being addicted to the idiot box, or abusing their bodies. cannot believe i've taken so many years to realise that no one out there can fix me.

im going through huge programming dreams, the internal programmer seems to be losing control because the 'police' keep showing up in my dreams trying to manipulate.  you know what the difference is now though? is that most of my dreams are now lucid and i know i'm dreaming and control the dreams and tell the 'police' where to fuqn go.

driving on railroad tracks in reverse, jumps, bridges, driving a car swerving to the right, and even talking to my past 'gurus' going 'what the f*** are you doing in my dream' and they are responding with 'why do you question yourself - i am you, you are speaking to yourself' type responses. I am even 'tested' in my dreams with a panel of '4' beings out of '7' that were supposed to be there, and getting results of 'you havent learnt your lesson yet - we will try again tomorrow' and you know what - i DO TRY AGAIN the next night i go to sleep.

im being 'trained' in my dreams fer f** sake.  i am getting flashes of my 'past' lives and memories of what i used to do at the age of 2 to 5 years of age!  i go through the photo album and i get flashes of memories of what happened throughout the whole fuqn day that photo was taken!

programming in my personal case was to 'suppress' my mind-pattern to cause 'fear' and 'ignorance' of my own potential, either way, i say f*** it, im activating the 'alters' i want to activate and merging them to make them more powerful and determined to break away from these chains.

you know why i also know i'm being activated? i cannot even remember the names of my ex girlfriends (one whom i've dated for over a year) or my mates during highschool who i used to hang around with! even good friends i have now! i see their faces and i friqn forget their first name for a few minutes!

this is fully experiencing going into an alter that i dont believe i've ever been in before - but i like it, because this alter is one that is getting my fit, gave up cigarettes, looking after health and hygene, taking care of personal grooming, learning to look after the garden, wanting to get a career, and the best of all, wanting to be a father to my daughter and husband to my wife.

if you guys want to know whats happened over the last week or so with my health regime.. go to http://www.rodrigosoto.com - i haven't updated it in 2 or 3 days because i've been flat out with organising things, but post your comments if you would be so kind.

there's my rant, take it or leave it HAH

:)

take care!

[Richard]

the illuminati/cabal i believe are crapping their pants, this is due to the quick shift of full on triggering, it seemed to go from a steady growth over the last 10 or so years, and it seems like within 6 months, they set the acceleration to 'full throttle' and everyone seems to be losing it or ignoring it.

I wonder if this is limited to certain areas because the people I see around here seem like they’re ok and not losing it. Why would the Illuminati be crapping in their pants about it? Do you feel this full triggering is not planned by them?

[Lion]

Richard,

i also did say 'ignoring it' meaning the 'seem ok and not losing it', ie the people who cannot be f'd and still go do their usual stuff because its 'not their problem' type attitude.

the full triggering 'is' planned by them - as to why i said in another post - they've either resolved their issues, or they are putting their own issues aside for now to get the global agenda finalised.

the illum are small fish in the whole 'who are the powerful beings' type situation, do not forget, there are alien groups whom the milky way have not come across that can create their own universes at will, they make the sirian A's look like children when it comes to technology and spiritual enlightenment.

so what im saying, is the illum are 'agitated' and for whatever reason they are finalising things and tieing loose ends. i think it 'is' because of an 'outside' threat.

[William]

Nice rant...  Im going thru this stuff also.

[Mercy Now]

Richard wrote:

I wonder if this is limited to certain areas because the people I see around here seem like they’re ok and not losing it. Why would the Illuminati be crapping in their pants about it? Do you feel this full triggering is not planned by them?

Richard ,

 It has been my observation that certain areas do seem to have a more "Stepford" like atmosphere or energy than others.From my standpoint I have seen both "behaviors" . Those who are in la-la land and those who are coming unravelled.Personally I feel those who seem to be coming undone are in the process of waking up to some extent. I liken it to detoxing .When you physically detox your skin can break out and you can expel some pretty funky stuff from all orafices :eek: . Many people stop their cleansing at these points because it's not what they expected or it's uncomfortable etc. It's also like digging a well .You sometimes  have to go through alot of rock and mud etc. before reaching water.

[Astrojewels]

Lion, the ranting is a good way to let go of any energy that is blocking your flow, but try not to reach anger or it will just recycle back to you with force.

Nicely explained mercy now, the one thing that most people still do not get is ‘ENERGY’ that is what it is all about, while we are in the cycle of Pisces the energy is strong and the currents can be forceful, the illuminati are not crapping their pants, they are updating their technology all the time, it is the individuals electromagnetic energy field that determines how they are activated to each cycle, this is why some towns, cities or countries can be sensitive to it or not.

At the end of the day if you understand energy, they can not manipulate or activate you with ease, you can not be triggered with a click. We are peaking right now to change but not quite ready for it, people are just not brave enough to make that change yet, and I see it here on the forum, in the streets, the news and everywhere.

99% of people that I have ever come across do not want to fix their complaints because they actually enjoy them; complaints become a habitual cycle of criticism.

If your easily triggered right now, why? If you are feeling completely down or depressed right now why? Any negative that you feel is an amplification of the natural universal energy, but the universal energy always provides a bi-energy, it is up to you which side you choose.

[Lion]

Astrojewels, i understand about the anger - and to be honest what i wrote was a 'tip' of the iceberg of what i was feeling heh.

i am trying to find another outlet and well, i had the 'anger' alter come up yesterday quite a lot - i looked at it and it was a form of 'hatred'.  the hatred was diffused and now it all seems like it has been balanced :)

yes, feeding the emotion at times gets it back in your face, totally understand :)

mercy now: i also completed a 15 day detox yesterday!!! it was a basic one to prepare me for the full on 'mucas' cleanse out of my digestive system that i'm getting onto in 2 days.

this small detox was just to prepare me for the worst, yes i got the headaches, i got the muscle pains, and i couldn't eat meat for 2 weeks.  salads and vegies, and crackers, soups etc...

was also on the colloidal minerals (ionic minerals??), chromium for sugar cravings, ginger syrup, apple cider vineger, coconut oil, blood tonic (cleanse the blood), and vitamin B complex (very very important for the mind so it doesnt go too loopy lol).

and the actual 'detox' herbs as well, that i had to take at certain times of the day.

my skin is pealing as well, and i'm getting blisters and boils surfacing and expelling the toxins that way too.  in the last 5 days i haven't had any more of this skin type irritation though.

i will post the results on my blog soon, and when i start the new detox as well.

take care everyone.

*hugs to all* :):):)

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[Get Boldened]

I don't want to ruin your vibes, but I prefer to get something off my chest. People born developmentally retarded may accept their limits because society accepts theirs. But there are some who were developmentally stunted, part way thru healed, and society could not give them social benefits because they are categorized as capable of opportunities. In reality, they find it so hard to learn anything that can improve their financial situations, just because they're "indigo children." People resent being around them because their minds are so slow at relating to culture, body language, or english logic. Spiritualists say they can easily seek happiness because they're spiritually gifted. But if you can barely make it, and you can't look for better opportunities since you can't learn, and you have nothing to live for, you are going to be depressed for the rest of your life, no matter what. They probably will not find the love of their life that will carry them through. Everyone knows that divorce rates are high and society is focused more on looks and achievements. An indigo child is not attractive to people raised in these societies, no mater what. And they will never have opportunities, no matter what. And because they are human and they usually resist suicide, they will always struggle, no matter. Will they ever be healed - the former "indigo children" (former because they've healed enough to be recognized as healthy by society) ? No. What will save them then? Not all of them have some hidden talent that would save their lives. What if there is no such thing as a happy destiny? Those who do are grossly overexaggerated online. Without talents they can try three times as hard as normal people, and they fall down three times as hard. I asked if they will ever healed.  Even if they changed their mind-patterns, the entire brain of life-worth development will not magically reconnect all underlying cognitive functions that they have lost that society have been so blind against aiding.

Whenever you can learn to better your financial situations, think of those people and be grateful for what you have. At least you have hope, realistically.

[Lion]

sorry get boldened, i can't believe i didn't reply to your post!

yeah i agree with you - to some extent, i find the same issues with a family member who has down syndrome, now the particular person isn't a crystal child, star child, indigo, whatever the term is now days, but she cannot function in society without the help of her parents.  She is 36 years old, and her recent test is that she has the mentality of a 5 to 6 year old.

either way, she cannot go out into the work force, doesn't actually 'know' much about 'life', and still depends on her parents to do everything.

we asked her one day if she would like to be like 'other people' or like her friends at her "disco" (down syndrome get together), and even though she understands she is different she said she doesn't want to be like other people because she doesn't want to be different to her friends at the disco.

some people cannot function, and yes, the excuse of being different does get in the way, but at times, there is no other way.

[Leftygrl]

Mercy Now....

you wrote ".....Personally I feel those who seem to be coming undone are in the process of waking up to some extent."

Without going into my 'stuff' right now... I'll just say that I hope you're right!!! Thanks for the flash of optimism.

-sheri