01-25-2010, 09:17 PM
this is a message i sent astrojewels awhile back i just want to make it an open topic now and here more responses and opinions.
this is a lot to read but please do so and respond it would be greatly appreciated
so i am pretty sure i have been mind controled/programmed or whatever you would like to call it. i am pretty freaked out by the whole thing and dont really know what to do. here is my story and what happened.
it all started going to a hippie type music festival my plans were to get fucked up with some freinds... the freinds i was with werent really great freinds of mine though i kinda went with a group that i sorta knew. i was exhausted when i went there as i worked the overnight shift of work the two previous days before going and only got a few hours of sleep. the first night there are just chilled and bought some shrooms which i saved and then smoked a bunch of weed. the next day i took some potent acid and molly-Ecatasy. had a blast for awhile and danced to a band for idk how long probably about a hr or 2. after that i was heading over to another concert with some freinds when my high was to intense so i was going to go back and lay down in my tent...my brain was extremely exhausted. i got back to my tent layed down and shortly after i heard a voice from another kid from the same town telling me something like this "Just fall asleep then, you are no fun" or something like that i dont remember exactly but the wierd thing was when i left my tent he was atleast 50 to 100 yards away and it sounded as if his voice came from in my head. there was a group of him and his freinds standing out there. it seemed as if they wanted me to buy some more acid but idk for sure...i went back to my tent and tryed to fall asleep but i couldnt . for some reason i thought since i could hear him i thought he could here my inner thoughts. some bad thoughts were running through my head and such and i was continuesly freaking out. it started to down poor out and my inside of the tent got wet so i laid in my car trying to sleep...had trouble falling asleep in there to. for some reason i figured they were talking about me and were hearing my inner thoughts and stuff.
i only remember bits and pieces of the rest (which was another 2 full days) but it consisted of me fealing very jittery had hard time relaxing, couldnt sit still, at times felt as if i could read others minds for awhile. felt for awhile that everyone was against me.
I was sitting at concert the next day and everything felt semi-normal but then all the sudden if felt as if i could hear things coming from behind me...depressive like words and i dont even remember what...but it was wierd at the same time i started hearing that the group of people i was with all started talking to one another..it seemed as if they were all trying to speak and they were speaking quickly and seemed to be talking about pointless stuff...it was akward because they started doing that right after i started hearing the other noises of what seemed of people talking but i looked back and no one was actually saying the things i was hearing.
for some reason i feel as if they had a device that had it programmed into. this is all really new to me and when that happened i took a adderal pill to try to speed up my thought process so i would think of something else which was a really bad idea bc then later in made by bad thinking happen so much more intense and rapidly as later on i went back to my tent again freaked out trying to escape but couldnt and spent another night in my tent freaking out on bad thoughts.
i left the festival during the last night..i couldnt spend the night i was freaking out...for a few days after the festival the front of my head hurt pretty bad and i felt really different and out of place.
ever since then i have had the feeling that my inner thoughts can be read for some reason. at times i feel as if i trip out some of the people i am around just by my presence alone as if they can hear my thoughts. there are some examples of that i can explain also. i dont know what is really going on...but for some reason i thought i was hypnotised and stuff a couple different times before i found out about this site but now i am pretty sure i have been mind controled/programmed.
WHAT DO I DO PLEASE HELP? you seemed to know you stuff very well when i was reading a thread about mind control that you posted in.
every time i smoke weed now i get way really paranoid and i get the feeling more so as if people can read my thoughts. so i have limited myself with smoking weed and rarely do anymore and if i do it would just be a couple of hits.
this is a lot to read but please do so and respond it would be greatly appreciated
so i am pretty sure i have been mind controled/programmed or whatever you would like to call it. i am pretty freaked out by the whole thing and dont really know what to do. here is my story and what happened.
it all started going to a hippie type music festival my plans were to get fucked up with some freinds... the freinds i was with werent really great freinds of mine though i kinda went with a group that i sorta knew. i was exhausted when i went there as i worked the overnight shift of work the two previous days before going and only got a few hours of sleep. the first night there are just chilled and bought some shrooms which i saved and then smoked a bunch of weed. the next day i took some potent acid and molly-Ecatasy. had a blast for awhile and danced to a band for idk how long probably about a hr or 2. after that i was heading over to another concert with some freinds when my high was to intense so i was going to go back and lay down in my tent...my brain was extremely exhausted. i got back to my tent layed down and shortly after i heard a voice from another kid from the same town telling me something like this "Just fall asleep then, you are no fun" or something like that i dont remember exactly but the wierd thing was when i left my tent he was atleast 50 to 100 yards away and it sounded as if his voice came from in my head. there was a group of him and his freinds standing out there. it seemed as if they wanted me to buy some more acid but idk for sure...i went back to my tent and tryed to fall asleep but i couldnt . for some reason i thought since i could hear him i thought he could here my inner thoughts. some bad thoughts were running through my head and such and i was continuesly freaking out. it started to down poor out and my inside of the tent got wet so i laid in my car trying to sleep...had trouble falling asleep in there to. for some reason i figured they were talking about me and were hearing my inner thoughts and stuff.
i only remember bits and pieces of the rest (which was another 2 full days) but it consisted of me fealing very jittery had hard time relaxing, couldnt sit still, at times felt as if i could read others minds for awhile. felt for awhile that everyone was against me.
I was sitting at concert the next day and everything felt semi-normal but then all the sudden if felt as if i could hear things coming from behind me...depressive like words and i dont even remember what...but it was wierd at the same time i started hearing that the group of people i was with all started talking to one another..it seemed as if they were all trying to speak and they were speaking quickly and seemed to be talking about pointless stuff...it was akward because they started doing that right after i started hearing the other noises of what seemed of people talking but i looked back and no one was actually saying the things i was hearing.
for some reason i feel as if they had a device that had it programmed into. this is all really new to me and when that happened i took a adderal pill to try to speed up my thought process so i would think of something else which was a really bad idea bc then later in made by bad thinking happen so much more intense and rapidly as later on i went back to my tent again freaked out trying to escape but couldnt and spent another night in my tent freaking out on bad thoughts.
i left the festival during the last night..i couldnt spend the night i was freaking out...for a few days after the festival the front of my head hurt pretty bad and i felt really different and out of place.
ever since then i have had the feeling that my inner thoughts can be read for some reason. at times i feel as if i trip out some of the people i am around just by my presence alone as if they can hear my thoughts. there are some examples of that i can explain also. i dont know what is really going on...but for some reason i thought i was hypnotised and stuff a couple different times before i found out about this site but now i am pretty sure i have been mind controled/programmed.
WHAT DO I DO PLEASE HELP? you seemed to know you stuff very well when i was reading a thread about mind control that you posted in.
every time i smoke weed now i get way really paranoid and i get the feeling more so as if people can read my thoughts. so i have limited myself with smoking weed and rarely do anymore and if i do it would just be a couple of hits.