New Relationship

[Polly]

Let us know how you do, Sunshine.  :-)  As Karen suggested you can learn a lot by looking closely at what already happened.

[Sunshine]

I've been going over it, the relationship after the first 3 weeks was very hard, I was so insecure of losing her I really couldn't focus on anything besides when she would be coming over next or when I would speak to her. The attraction to her was too strong for me to handle. I'm thinking of not calling her and just moving on. I've been doing a lot of crying this weekend and releasing to my oversoul. Haven't cried so much in a while.

[Polly]

Sunshine, that was an extremely intense experience you had with this young lady.  Those kinds of instant, intimate relationships can blow a person wide open emotionally.  The tears are understandable.  It will take time to sort it all out and put it into some kind of perspective for yourself.  You are doing it!  :-)

[Sunshine]

Today I went to a place I had an association with her and I become really sad. So I went home and tried to think of everyday that I did something with her and made myself cry as much as possible. After it was over I felt much better but exhausted. Do you guys think crying itself releases the energy from the body? While I did that I also imagined the energy was going up to my oversoul. Is crying necessary to do this kind of release work?

[Polly]

Crying most definitely releases emotions from the body, Sunshine.  It is helpful.  :-)

[Astrojewels]

Hi sunshine,
I am sorry to hear that you are so sad, emotions create so many of the chakras to spin at irregular speeds, so your heart might be going too fast, the solar plexus too slow and the brow fast then slow, causing the thoughts to be all over the place, the appetite being lost and perhaps heart palpitations. Crying deeply from the solar plexus can balance this out, it can release much of the tension that becomes stuck in the electromagnetic energy field surrounding the body, stress does create many health problems.
I think you are doing very well considering what you have been through, talking about it will also help you release many of the feelings and emotions. You can only get through day by day when you have been triggered by such intense emotions, as you are not just fighting your fears of abandonment, you are actually fighting your programming.

[Sunshine]

So this is why I've been losing my appetite. I really don't know why but I sometimes feel like I opened a huge reservoir of sadness. I really don't know why I've been crying so much. I've never cried so much over a relationship before. Right now though I'm feeling much better. Thanks you guys for so much support.

[Polly]

Sunshine, you most likely did open a resevoir of sadness.  When something causes one to cry deeply that mechanism touches on other sadnesses one has accumulated.  It's good to know you are feeling better right now.  :-)

[Astrojewels]

Hi sunshine,
I am also happy to see you are doing better. Each chakra has a pattern of thought, so loosing your appetite due to emotions is because you are ‘releasing’ more than you can take in, it is a normal process.
I just want to add that relationships that have intention for programming, the main agenda is isolation so just keep connected to others, because when you are alone the mind wonders and can be manipulated, yet when you are busy and in company the mind can become focused and stay alert.

[Sunshine]

Today I cried even more. Do you guys think that I could be recreating the sadness rather than releasing it? Every time I cry I visualize it going up to my oversoul. I'm just surprised I've cried so much, many hours so far.