Nun's Committing Suicide

[DreamTime]

Well, I couldn't remember any of my dreams from my birthday night, but on the 9th I had this strange dream. I think "they" are trying to reactivate my suicide programming. This is the scene that I remembered:

There was a bunch on Nuns all committing suicide in weird ways. Evidently, they had tried before and weren't successful or didn't do it right, so they were brought back to do it all over again until they got it right. And the Nuns were all happy doing it!

Talk about a strange dream! Why they would pick nuns to be in my dream - I have no idea. Maybe because of the black and white they wear - yes or no answers, no in maybes?

[SilverInfinity]

I don't know what this means. But all I can offer is say no to suicide. Maybe you can merge the nuns and have Richard watch over you in case you become suicidal. Have him also place the merger at your pineal gland. Two persons deprogramming should be powerful.

[William]

  AAAhhhh Maybe they are trying to "kill" Your spirit, or spirituality?

[PurpleParrot]

DreamTime

That is an interesting dream that you brought up regarding the nuns and relating it to suicide programming. I would love to share my suicide dream here if people are interested--just let me know.

Sometimes I wonder if the other people in our dreams are alters--I mean I'm sure they are.... Do you have Nun alters maybe...maybe they symbolize NWR programming? Would it be possible that the Illuminati are shutting down or changing your NWR programming so they can build new constructs through your IP? I'm not sure I understand the matrix of the mind. I do know the number of compartments,etc but I'm not sure what each compartment holds or if each one is the shape of a box in the mind or how many alters it can contain...or how many programs contain how many compartment boxes..and how many alters,etc. So I'm just throwing guesses here to help ya out.

This is what we all know about Nuns..there are Christian,Catholic and Buddhist nuns. Btw,if there are any other religions that have nuns..lemme know,aight? I'll convert. j/k. Christian/Catholic nuns wear black and white outfits(habits?). Sometimes they wear white or beige and tan which is all depending on the nunnery. They're supposed to represent purity,chastity(cuz they're supposed to not have had sex..be virginal,right?),live a life of austerity and holiness--they represent a devotion to God--perhaps a marriage to God.They're supposed to wear crosses and are supposed to pray several times a day(erm not like the Muslims obviously!)--wear rosary beads or not.some provide students a basic education(my mother went to a convent school in India..was taught by British Christian nuns)--sing songs in devotion to Christ,etc. Nuns are called sisters. We could ask them for spiritual services,right? However, they probably aren't involved in exorcisms or certain services? They can't really wear jewelry unless its a cross I guess or something that is consecrated and sanctified--approved by the clergy.

Buddhist nuns..well I'm not sure what they wear or what exactly they do..but they're there! Maybe they have to look like Demi Moore in GI Jane or Sinead O Connor. *Shrugs*.

What were the colors in your dream? How many times did the nuns commit suicide? How many nuns were there if you remember? What were the ways that they killed themselves?
I wonder if maybe they are also representative of a type of feminine energy or female alters? Perhaps they represent the material aspects of your spirituality? Do you see them as innocent??Were these nuns young or old? Same age? Skin color? Eye color?


I'm very inquisitive and I thought maybe if I ask you these questions--it would help you focus on the dream so you can get the first impressions of it--these could help with your understanding of this dream. Ask Oversoul for help in deciphering too. Thanks for posting this.

 

[Avatar]

It was a symbolic Dream.The Nuns symbolise Female Sexual Repression because of Chastity Vows and also because Christianity is a Male Religion full of perversity as we all hear about on the Main Stream Media.The Nuns committing suicide is them committing to ending a way of life and Belief System so the Dream may not be to do with New World Religion Programming at all and more to do with Subconscious Mind Pattern changes within you Dream Time cocerning ridding yourself of Internal Programmers and issues of Negative Female Identity perhaps.

[DreamTime]

Hi All,

Thanks for replying to my dream.

Yes, SI, I know enough to say 'no.' (At least consciously.)

William: could be...but I never considered myself to be 'spiritual.' :big grin:

P.P.: Hey...go ahead and post your dream if you want to. Maybe writing it out will help you to understand it more. The nuns in my dream were Catholic ones with the old fashioned black and white habits. (I was born and raised Catholic.) I can't remember how many there were. I want to say 3, but it kind of seems like there were more than that. I don't remember how they did themselves in, but I remember a stupid smile on one of their faces as they lay on the ground. I don't know their ages - I didn't stop to ask them - but they were not old or young. They all had white faces (actually 'flesh-colored' - what color are 'white people' anyhow?). Most of them was covered up with the black & white nun's habits.  You do not see hair with a nun's habit, and I didn't pry open their eyes to see what color they were. :tongue2:  As far as how many times they did it, well I was only aware of them being brought back once to do it over again. Who knows...if they were very stupid, maybe they had to come back a few more times. (I'm being flippant here.)

Avatar: I don't think I am suppressing any female sexuality...but the second part of what you said does make some sense.  I do feel that I am getting rid of a lot of my old programming, but still...it doesn't make a lot of sense why they would choose 'nuns' when I haven't been 'religious' for over 20 years.

Another strange thing that I didn't mention before was that the next day, I noticed on the inside of my right arm (by the elbow) was a red mark. Kind of like the kind you get when you have a blood test done. I noticed that today, it is nearly all faded, but you can still see a tiny reddish spot there. So, if I am getting rid of old programming, they are still working hard to instill new ones in me. It seems to be a never ending sequence of events.

 

[Avatar]

Dream Time, i was not saying that you were suffering from Female Sexual Repression but that the Nuns represented that in your Dream.What this means specifically is your Internal Programmer is built around that belief. Although you are not repressed, guilt, fear and manipulation can be built out of that IP with the Nun symbol.Also to see Nuns committing suicide in your Dream signifies being released from obedience and routine. Perhaps it can also mean living up to the promises you have made to yourself about life aspirations and desires? Maybe material gain is interfering with your Spiritual Development.As you were raised Catholic and these wre Catholic Nuns, perhaps your Subconscious recognised their repression in early childhood?It is just a thought. :smile2:

[PurpleParrot]

lol that was funny how you said that one of them had a stupid smile on their face lol. I've been accused of having a goofy smile and appearing to be in la la land at times lol. its funny also how you said"did themselves in" lol...that expression kinda is blunt, maybe slightly uncaring, but amusing at the same time to hear.

erm..here are my thoughts..I am just stating what is obvious so I can see people saying"nod nod..we know..we know..": About you saying "white people"...did you ever see this comedy horror movie Scary Movie? In the trailers, they always showed this African American dude telling a young child or another person while parodying the famous line from The Sixth Sense: "I see white people, they're everywhere!! Some of them don't even know they're white!". lol I had joked about that whenever I went to a place thats highly concentrated with Indians...or even India itself...its true though.there is a joke that many of the Indian kids in America haven't explored what it means to be Indian. Anyway, I guess you could say that anyone who is caucasian(Indians & Middle Easterners) were considered caucasian..so I guess I'm referring to a wide range of people with no brown,black, yellow or blue(j/k on this one) skin coloration consistencies--or "white" is someone who I used to think has very very fair, pale skin(but in a healthy way..whats normal to them..not skin pallor),very light tan, very light cream skin or very beige..and the shades vary. You know everyone's colorful..even those considered to be white. Also if you considered auras and chakras..that adds to it but not everyone has clairvoyant visions.

Anyway, did all of the nuns die at the same time or was there an order? its funny how you said you didn't want to go pry open their eyes to check the color..lol. and they seemed ageless...

I keep doing these stupid goofy things..i stub my toe..i hit my head..--i nearly trip over something...i call the wrong person with intentions to call someone else...i make dumb mathematical errors...lol i saw four people and said,"oh all three of you are going here.." lol and I ask dumb questions(whats in an ice cream float? :oP ).....jeez. it stems from a mind pattern of confusions.

About this one question I asked before lol.."how many times did the nuns commit suicide?" lol i realized it was stupid--you were indirectly pointing it out to me--that obviously erm..you can only die once--in linear existence..excluding the factor of reincarnation......i guess i was thinking .they died..got up again..died again..or maybe I had meant to ask how many nuns were in the act of committing suicide..how many deaths were actually seen..*shrugs* you said you were only aware that after they died they were only brought back once to repeat it...you remember if it was the same time?

maybe it doesn't matter. i'm a confused person right now.

I'm fixated on details not the larger picture.

I think Avatar has the best interpretation so far..but..I think you should go with your own intuition on this..

if you said three deaths its to establish something...

I had thought that some of the different types of habits don't totally suppress hair..like you could see a wedge of hair on the forehead sometimes lol. hair bangs and all..but I guess if someone was to uphold the original laws on nuns,etc...then hair, which has a secondary physiological characteristic of sexual expression...had to be suppressed too.

Also--when you mentioned those dreams about being in astral...having babies extracted or something...I was a lil concerned..

Now I'm more concerned that you said you woke up with a red mark that appears to look like blood is drawn from you. That is interesting. I don't think I've woken up with strange markings...I do know sometimes when I'm pulled out of my body and I've had remnant dreams. Are you all keeping yourself in UVP, merger,etc? I keep angelic hierarchy templates under my pillow...oversoul merger, silver infinity under my pillow...and sometimes i visualize dolphin frequency symbol or lion frequency symbol. Maybe you can try to do this..if you're in a higher frequency..they can't take you...I think..there's that contradiction that in a ritual you could be in a really high frequency to help manifest the things of lower frequencies..shrugs...but...if you're in a high frequency...i think you are more likely to be protected and less likely to be sucked into astral..

peace

[William]

  Ive been having suicide thoughts lately...... Im feeling much better now.   Ive also a couple weeks ago woke up and found neat blood droplets on my reading pillow 2 times and cant account for where the blood droplets came from.....  It was like i had leaned up and squeezed  a drop or two at a time on the pillow days apart in the same place.   Its a big pillow and i dont sleep where the blood was.

Pasty white pale boy says huh!

[Avatar]

Interesting comments there Purple Parrot.As you know the Indo-Aryans of North India range from White to Brown with black hair, brown eyes and sometimes light brown eyes and brown and red hair.I read somewhere that the 450,000 Iranian Americans on a US Government Census had no 'racial category' because there was 'White' and 'Asian' so they had to put 'White' as they are not Chinese or Indian, even though millions of Iranians are Olive and Brown in colour with black and dark brown hair. Middle Easterners are classed as 'Sub-Caucasoid' and therefore Whitish or Olive and millions of Syrians an Jordanians are whiter than North Europeans and Scandanavians. Dream Time, that red mark could be from an NSA or CIA Abduction or Alien Abduction by Reptilians or Greys. It is just a suggestion.