Removing Self Doubt To Becoming The Free Being You Really Are

[PurpleParrot]

Okay Guys, I've been going through so many changes in my life. I've been pushed to face my pain, my angers, and fears and even my distrust in self at a heightened rate. I am seeing that I am everyone and everything in this world and I just have to face it. Spending time with others and other things just drags me into this reality. All I have to do is believe in myself to be in my own reality. This is how I free myself. All you guys have to know is that you are everything in this reality and everyone in this reality..you are this friggin reality. We are the ones that drive this reality..we are even the road that this reality is driven on. Haha we drive the matrix lol.

(Lol I literally drive a toyota matrix..lol).

Speaking of matrix, I read somewhere...matrix literally means matter...or mother. mother can also be earth which is material /physical reality. Patrix--literally means pattern..or father...the one that instills energies into this world. So here's the deal, mother and father are always creating with high temperatures. Shiva and Shakti create and destroy this world. Uranus/Sun God hits the rays of Mother Earth to produce the titans..or the thoughts...and so on. Creation occurs all the time and just from the mind. You can create and uncreate in a second.

This is the truth.

REmember in the matrix---in the simulated kung fu program, Morpheus and Neo were fighting...that was a battle of the mind if you guys figured that one out..like the mahabharatha..the great war of the bharathas...kauravas and pandavas are related to each other..good and bad..fighting each other. we fight ourselves all the darn time. all we have to do is blend to create perfect harmony..perfect creation. just go with the flow. In the fight scene of the matrix, Morpheus knocked Neo and told him,"Don't think you are, know you are". He also implied to him,"is that air you're really breathing..is that pain you're really feeling...is that blood that you're leaking" kinda sorta thing..but you get the point...

you have to know you're the tap water that runs in the sink when you wash your face..you are even that toothbrush and that toothpaste...you're the envelope thats delivered to yourself from the post man..and the post man is even you.

you gotta know..this email is you.....this internet is you....

don't get dragged into anyone's realities except yours..

you just have to believe in your reality(your own self...preserve your energy cuz that is you...you are everything...in this world..and this world is really within you..you are multidimensional..you are born and dead every moment) and thats how you are free...

Neo was asked to take that leap of faith......:o) you have to realize you are like Neo freeing yourselves from this reality and you'll even know you are always free..that this whole life really occurs in seconds..not as slowly as you think lol..be in the moment people..i can go on.....lol..not to trigger you guys if you really believe that something can harm you, it will. you guys just have to know...nothing can harm you unless you allow it. you can stop anything you want. watch your energy people.

good luck

i just wanted to share...

[PurpleParrot]

Just know you guys are beautiful strong beings...any adversity can be smashed with a thought. :o)

The reptilians are really you guys...your own inner demons people that you gotta face, fight, blend in union and accept. No offense to you. You guys know this. I'm not telling you, become a reptilian, I'm just saying..you're everything in this whole world...all you need to do is just accept it and believe. You'll even realize, the dead were always there living in your life...hahahahaha.....:o) that you were the dead ones...and that you can become alive again too. just merge yourself.

Thats what this whole thing is about people.

The beast is within us..we have to acknowledge it and work with it.

 

[PurpleParrot]

Don't even believe in what other people tell you..just believe in yourself..believe in yourself...:o)

If you believe in yourself and you're not dragged into anyone's realities..anyone's crystallized thoughts that this is how it is and this is how it works, you can be above the rest...

you'll see....

[William]

Thanks Purpleparrot,  I needed this.  Have been going thru some of this.  Thanks for reminding me to balance!~

 

:)

[PurpleParrot]

lol..I went to the deep end guys...now erm..I'm slowly trying to come back here lol. Need sheer grounding. Its always about balance....and belief in self.

I've gotta face guilt and fear now. I think we're always going to be going up a spiral...our minds well different parts of our minds travel upwards when kundalini is activated and each time its activated you face a test..you could face all the tests in one moment if thats your choice, or you could go at a paced rate..whatever it is..all occurs always in one moment and with unity.

 

[William]

PP, Its ok,  Just as long as you come back from the deep end!  :)

[PurpleParrot]

Lol its the great merge.

have fun!! we are always growing upwards together.

[Get Boldened]

My life is getting better and better everyday :big grin: